It may be that they feel that my departure has formed a particularly inevitable condition and a particularly fixed thing, so there is no way to compare it with this thing now. He has become a Like the sun in the sky, I get angry every day about something that can't be changed at all.
So they are constantly looking for reasons on themselves, and they are constantly comforting me, but I really want to tell them that I don't want to leave.
I even want to tell them that it is because of my parents, but I always feel that after I say it, they will feel that it must be their own fault, because what I never thought was that the child Pepe is actually helping my parents They talk.
I really didn't expect that this teaching trip would cause me such pain, make my memory so fresh, and make me feel the so-called things that I never expected. Everything has really started to feel a little full to me and a little torn to pieces.
Then now, for some unknown reason, my cell phone rang suddenly.
I immediately moved Yangyang aside.
For some reason, his pants were dirty, as if he had just stepped in a mud puddle.
I just stared at his back, and then picked up the phone.
Because I should always answer the phone. If I don¡¯t answer the phone, the child will definitely feel that it¡¯s me because of his existence or something like that. Their hearts will never be disturbed by the world, and they will never be disturbed by themselves. closed up.
"Teacher Ho."
I didn't expect that it was a monkey calling me.
"What's wrong?"
When I heard the trembling voice on the other side, my mobile phone almost missed it again, and I felt a little scared.
"Actually, we were going to be discharged from the hospital today, because we didn't have enough money, and I didn't want to trouble others anymore, and it was almost the same. In fact, the fall that grandpa fell at that time was just"
When I heard this, when I almost wanted to put the phone away, he suddenly said apologetically.
"No, no, Mr. He is not that serious. It's really not that serious. It's just that he is old and his body is inconvenient. So he fell to his head. I won't tell you what the reason is. .¡±
When I heard this sentence of apology, I felt my cowardice and evasion even more, and I saw the back of the one who was far away from me in order not to answer my call.
I feel like it's happening every moment, every hour, every second.
It seems to be all about me, as if my form can shake everyone, but this is not my sense of superiority, nor is it my innate condition, nor is it my leadership.
Instead, it is telling me.
They love me, they love me very much.
"But we can't find Grandpa now."
"what do you mean?"
When I heard this, my whole heart almost fell to the ground.
"How could this be? Isn't there a nurse?"
"Today I just went out to buy food, and Mr. Zhao happened to go to the bathroom. I thought that I would come back immediately or say that I would not go to buy food, but I don't know what grandpa said to the nurse. They I just went out to relax, I was thinking that the care of this nurse should not matter."
"Then I don't know why the nurse was so anxious all of a sudden, and hurriedly told me that grandpa was gone."
I originally wanted to curse, but my original swear words have been moved to my mouth.
But I don't know why, I just feel that it is particularly outrageous. I have the urge to drop my phone before I die.
"How does this nurse work?"
"No, Mr. He, don't be so excited, because you have to know that Grandpa once really had very strong thoughts that he wanted to leave this world."
I heard that the monkey was very quiet, very indifferent, and comforting me. When his own family members had the idea of ??leaving this world, I knew I was emotional again.
"Excuse me."
"A person who wants to leave can do everything possible to leave."
The volume of the monkey's whole body has been lowered, and I can hear it, he is constantly stopping his choking, he is constantly comforting himself, don't have any problems.No matter what emotions affect me, he is trying to restrain himself.
"So we can't blame the nurse for this matter."
"And the reason I'm calling you now is because I want you to go to that river."
"Because grandpa has been having nightmares recently, calling grandma's name every time, so I'm going to wait for grandpa in the hospital now, and the teacher went outside to look for it when he came back."
"Then you need to go to the river alone."
"Can you help?"
I immediately agreed, and then hung up the phone. When I put the phone in my pocket, I didn't know how I should face Yang Yang and Peipei now, because they both seemed to be waiting for me. To tell them a very definite answer, waiting for me to comfort them, they may feel that every meeting in the future will be a little less.
Then I turned around in a circle anxiously, thinking about how to explain to this child.
Yangyang, came to my side and said.
"Teacher He, go and do your work first."
"it does not matter."
After saying that, he left directly.
I really don't know where I should go at this moment.
However, when I kept scratching my head and spinning around.
He immediately turned around and said loudly to me.
"You go and deal with your own affairs first."
So I immediately turned around and left, because I believed that the hospital definitely needed my help more, and I believed that the two of them could understand me, but I just kept feeling guilty.
At this moment, I am indeed doing things rationally.
Because I know the power of life.
So when I was in a hurry and came to the river with a sense of guilt for the children, I was in a hurry and even fell in the middle.
I feel nothing.
I just hate myself for not being superhuman.
However, the moment when I found that there was no one here.
I immediately took out my mobile phone and called the monkey.
"Not by the river."
"How can it be?"
"We don't have any here either. If this happens again, we're going to find the police!"
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