I admit that when I saw this child, I felt a lifetime of fear, and I felt a burst of fear, because this child may indeed have many, many burdens in his heart.
And I don't even know when he came back and where he came from.
Or in other words, when I was in the hospital, I didn't even see his whole body. I thought he was taking care of my grandfather in the ward. When I saw him for a second, I was a little scared. I was even afraid that some descriptions of these diseases would be heard in his mouth.
In other words, I know he will come back, but I don't know he will come back so soon, because the monkey should not put his child in the hospital to take care of grandpa together.
However, when I asked him when he would come back, he didn't give me any response at all. He seemed to be completely covered in his own small circle, and there seemed to be many dark shadows covering him.
So now he feels a little overwhelmed, he starts to hover in my experiment, it seems that he doesn't want to answer you at all, so I got closer, touched his little head and put my hand on it. on his shoulders.
"What's wrong with you? You seem to be very unhappy?"
When I said this, I realized how much I cared about looking ignorant or forgetting to turn off my hands, and how empty it was to say so. Part of it, wherever it exists, exists in this child.
Because this child seems to be really thinking about grandpa now, I searched slowly in my memory network and in my entire memory, only to find some particularly important things.
It seems that in nurturing this child, his whole body is only my brother, including grandpa plus a Yangyang childhood memory. It is also possible to say that his entire childhood did not have too many parts of the family in it. Yes, so it should be said that he regards your grandfather as his own.
Or in other words, it makes sense.
And now she is me. I don¡¯t have the so-called good time and conditions. She can visit my grandfather in the hospital at any time. I don¡¯t think he dares. After all, he heard what the doctor said to him yesterday. The whole person buried what the doctors said to him in his own hearts.
So when I took me to his finals and brought me to his state, I could understand his current mood in it, and I also felt some not so good things, So now I really don't know how I should solve such a difficult problem.
In my opinion, this is a fatal problem, or such a state, such a state of hearing those messages, may not even be acceptable to me. At this time, I began to hate myself, hate myself , Why do I like to escape so much.
If I heard the things I should have heard yesterday, the things I should have learned, do I have more information at this time to communicate with this child in a focused way, to comfort this child? , and obviously I don't have such ability now.
In other words, what I am more afraid of is not his silence. What I can't help but fear is his silence, because he doesn't want to cause me a burden. He must have seen it. I don't want to know what's inside. everything.
He may even think that my pressure is very huge, so at this moment, I really feel a little uncomfortable, and the degree of discomfort is something I can't cover up.
Therefore, he may choose to remain silent, and he may choose to bear such pressure alone.
And from his expression and his performance, I can feel that he seems to have really begun to feel a certain amount of so-called dark things about all of this, or in other words, I can learn from It can be seen from his body that maybe Grandpa's current situation is really serious.
So I really can't decide, and I can't imagine what kind of things happened in it.
"Ms. He, when my brother sent me in just now, after I left, you and Mr. Zhao came over, and he sent me to the car."
Thin monkey, the arrangement is also particularly reasonable and appropriate.
However, the currentThe one I'm facing now looks like a gas tank to me, and it's not the same one that might explode at any time.
? When there is an existence that may emotionally collapse at any time, I also feel at a loss, I also feel a burst of pressure, and I also feel a lot of vitality that may not be able to rest or bloom in my opinion.
"Mr. He, I don't think you really need to think so much."
"Maybe I can live alone for a day, but I feel sorry for grandpa."
Because now I have started to cry, and my whole face has begun to be covered by my tears.
I think my overall state may not be particularly good now.
This will also make the child feel that there are some special difficulties in it.
Therefore, I now feel that maybe it really shouldn't continue like this.
Or in other words, all in all, I feel as if we both need to be quiet for a while, maybe now I should treat him as an adult, and in my opinion, he is carrying these things now, which is not what a child should take on. .
Therefore, what I particularly lost was that from what he said, let him be alone for a while, and then sat on the chair next to him and began to slowly prepare my lesson plans.
What I want to tell him is to move on with life even though it is hard.
I try my best to play one without my knowledge, when I am cowardly, or in a mature and rational state, if at this time my whole body starts to cry and howl, instead of holding a napkin now While wiping tears away.
Then maybe he will really dislike me.
Therefore, all of this is absolutely impossible, and it is also something that cannot happen.
I also feel that all this should really be as I thought.
Slowly, the water flowed slowly.
But there is always a voice in my heart. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com