Because so many things have risen to the level of some emotions, all of which have risen to the level of some family affection, the above will become a little complicated in my opinion.
And it will make me feel that it is a little difficult to face this kind of thing, in my opinion, all this is really like.
The kind of constant explosion in my heart, the tension and the instability brought to me by those completely different from the beginning.
I hate this kind of contrast, I hate the kind of things that this brings me, which makes me feel uncomfortable to say.
? And now I don't know how to answer these words, because I must be very awkward when I answer them.
You will be entangled with me, because of my cadence, because I don¡¯t know how to tell an old man about the various details in the most polite way. problems, causing some panic may sometimes occur.
"Well, okay, so first of all, I want to know, what kind of development do you want your grandson to have?"
I first started to ask a question cautiously. I don't even know what the goals of this old man are now.
Because if I don't know, it will cause a lot of panic and panic, and it will cause a lot of things that are particularly complicated and special in my opinion, which makes me think that it may misunderstand the consciousness of the elderly.
And it led to some lingering things in the journey that didn't have much time, leaving a bad impression on others.
So, after this question, be very careful to observe the expression of grandpa. I think that when a person communicates with you face to face, you will also carefully check the expression of the other person, because this is a necessity, an interpersonal aspect It is a particularly good bridge, so now I am a little bit at a loss. This loss is really the kind of typing in my heart that I don¡¯t know what to do at all.
But in the same way, I am also sure that if you are face to face with a person, you still have some important relationship with him, and the important emotions are in it, so he will go somewhere, and his expression will not make you suddenly Those who feel that those things are not comfortable are adults.
If there are some emotions that are not shown in normal times, it must be intentional.
So now I don't know how to control my volume and everything about me.
But now I'm squatting in front of one person, I'm looking at Grandpa's expression, and I'm constantly observing carefully. Although this means observing, it's not the kind of staring at each other completely. Instead, it is observing some very small details, such as your hair is all white again.
I don't know why, it feels like he hasn't rested well, and there are a lot of tired messages on his face.
Now I'm really starting to feel a little confused, I don't even know how to give these things to me, I completely feel that I put them in my heart and give them all.
Because there are too many details about me now, for example, my eyebrows are sometimes raised, but my mouth is tightly closed.
For example, I occasionally wake up here and wake up my nose.
Or he kept wiping the corners of his mouth like the eye sockets of a winter melon, as if tears were about to fall. The general kind of pitiful and emotional expressions made me wonder when I started talking , the whole person looks a little unlovable.
"Oh, I actually don't have any thoughts now. This is when I suddenly heard my grandson say this. I feel that he seems to grow up and he will leave me. Of course, I can't be with him. It's too exaggerated to go outside the city together, if he goes outside the city and has a family, then how can I cause trouble for others."
After a long time, at least after the two of us have been face to face for more than fifteen minutes, my whole leg is numb and I can't stand up, because once I get up, I will make some impolite sounds in my opinion.
However, I can understand what Ye Zi said. The old man may have fulfilled a wish that he had expected at the beginning. It is the same, but this day he may feel that it is too soon. up.
He may feel that this change has made him feel the taste of being at a loss. I think that in this year, I can talk to my grandpa.Empathize with this emotion.
But in the same way, when I heard the last paragraph, I don't know why, but I felt a kind of feeling, I don't know how to say it, the comforting language is in it.
Because now I really can't express it anymore.
"Okay, I see, maybe that's why you don't want this day to come so soon, and you can't follow the monkey outside, because you don't think these things suit you, do you?"
When I wanted to clarify his words again, and I wanted to know what he really meant, he stopped talking again.
I always turn my portraits into half driving and half not working. I am still in the dark because I am used to it, which means to create an automatic and passive feeling for others as if I understand and don¡¯t understand. .
Let others talk to me in more depth again, but Grandpa seems to have no such intention at all. It seems that all the expressions he gave me combined with the expression last night, is that he only needs to mention this matter every time. matter.
He will feel some discomfort all over his body, and may feel various expressions of discomfort and pain.
So now I have no place to rest, and I am constantly waiting for his words.
However, after a while, I suddenly felt something that seemed a little strange to me.
I smelled a little smell, so I immediately looked into the pot.
When I stood up, my legs were numb, and I even beat myself a few times, and found that there was a pot of chicken soup squatting in the pot.
So I said I just want to know, so let the monkey turn off the fire first.
But I don't know why the next second.
Grandpa actually said to me.
"Mr. He, this chicken soup is just for you. You can eat it right here later."
That kind of wonderful feeling really made me not know how to respond.