I think I understand enough what he meant. What he meant was nothing more than telling me that he needs a lot of comfort, a lot of comfort.
The reason is that these things are because he feels that he is very yin. I tried to make him feel that he doesn¡¯t know anything. He feels that he is not good enough to go alone to cherish his own life. Now he seems to have found a backer. Generally, he feels that his recent hidden emotions are some of his best values, and he feels that he is really a very good person.
Or in other words, he feels that these things may be good or bad, and they can already allow him to get some emotional services, but he doesn't know him.
It's just because after being entrusted with some hopes for his own life by that teacher, he insisted on becoming that kind of pleasing personality to please him again. He has always been pleasing, always because of others And give up on yourself.
So he doesn't know anything, all he knows are the so-called subjective behaviors that he doesn't have any objective consciousness at all, and the things brought about by those things are really enough to destroy his whole being .
"Teacher He, I'm thinking about how I can apologize to you now."
When I heard his words, after I had said so much, before I parted from life and death, I wished to tell him all my things, all my thoughts in my heart, and even endured my toughness Tears, but it was just the moment when he heard him say something like talking to himself without any answers at all.
I think this is the end of the matter, and I think our relationship is no matter what, it really has not risen to any heights.
"What do you mean by apology?"
At this time, I have created an image called by my heart, my whole voice has begun to lack something, and the whole person is very empty. It can be said that the words I think of are all relying on my non-stop Breathing, constantly tightening my abdomen, etc., can support my language system at this time.
"I'm sorry, Mr. He, I made my own claims, and I didn't control myself well, so I kissed you."
? My first reaction when I heard this sentence.
I really broke down a bit, and even wanted to cry a little bit. I don¡¯t know how to explain the problem of this sentence to him, or in other words, I think he At the moment there is really starting to be something in my opinion.
The complete ones have reached a state that I can't and have no way to control, as a normal person.
This kind of apology, this kind of apology, because they have experienced some particularly bad moments, maybe they took the liberty to go to other people's homes to apologize, they should all express special fear and embarrassment, but except he.
He said that it seemed to be the same robot, the general one, the kind that seemed to have been professionally trained to apologize after hitting someone.
"So you came to me for this matter?"
"I don't want to live in such a crazily repeated, daily cycle life. It's really painful."
After some of my crazy narrations, after some of the things that I think I have repeatedly emphasized in my own world called the inner world.
In addition to my body movements that may look a little scary and may look a little extreme, I think I am a little more transparent and comfortable here.
"Mr. He, you have to know that when I took that step, I never thought about turning back. He taught me a lot and taught me a lot about how to behave. I admire and respect him very much."
I think he is swearing sovereignty to me now, generally telling me that no one can shake the position of that teacher in his heart, so I really feel a chill.
"Teacher He, tell the truth!"
"I know, but in fact, your position in my heart is the most important. It's just that I want to try it in the last time. I originally wanted to live in a city outside, but he came and he made me feel like saying It turns out that people can also grow in various environments, if that person is good enough."
I don't know why, his kind of life is in my opinion, crooked theories, every time I always feel that what he said is correct at the beginning, I feel that what he said is correct. He said some things that I think are very reasonable, but in my opinionAfter carefully calming down, I will immediately make my criticism.
"No, no, you can't think like this."
"You are completely wrong, you are completely wrong. He went to those places after he had some principles and foundations for being a human being."
When I tried to make it clear to him, for some reason, he suddenly forgot about the sky, and then sighed very well. I really didn't understand what kind of operation this was, so I just asked immediately.
"Do you have anything else to say?"
Because I'm so annoying, I don't know why, every time I chat with him recently, there is always a fire in my heart, facing him is already very difficult in my opinion Things happened, and I deeply felt that the process of chatting with him really made me feel that there was no nutrition, only emotions flying everywhere.
Just like goose feather heavy snow.
"Mr. He, why don't we do this, let's go outside to play tomorrow." I don't understand how their words in these languages ??are connected, or in other words, what kind of thinking is he using? What is the brain thinking about before and after it is not right at all, so that the bull's head is wrong with the horse's mouth.
It really made me feel depressed. I simply don't understand what his sudden proposal means, because it seems to me to be particularly abrupt and unreasonable, especially in my opinion.
Telling a three-and-a-half-year-old child that he wants to eat candy and drink milk at one time, the general kind of time that completely ignores the reality, he doesn't seem to have any logic in it.
I really hate this kind of people who don't think at all.
"Where are you going?"
At this time, I had already begun to give up thinking, struggling, and talking to him, so I just catered to him casually. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com