When I was sad for a period of time, someone suddenly stopped me, and that voice was very familiar. Although he said that he would not bring me more heartache, but it brought me some Surprise, but because I know it may be necessary to open the topic now.
And then I don't have any organized language at all, in my head.
I wiped away the tears from my eyes with both hands, and immediately turned my head pretending to be calm.
But I turned my head away and saw Mr. Zhao at that moment.
He himself was lying there, and both of them looked like they were resting, but Teacher Zhao suddenly sat up.
He seemed to have something to say to me.
So I walked over immediately, but during this process, I have been avoiding the eyes of Teacher Chen, because I know that even if I give him anything now, no matter whether it is good or bad, those eyes may hurt her. Cause secondary damage.
Even if it is an unintentional act, or something else, it may cause her to have some new thoughts about her own heart, some new negative thoughts about her heart.
So now I need to be cautious in my words and deeds.
When I stood next to Teacher Zhao.
My whole heart is tense.
Because I actually only know a little bit about this matter, and I don¡¯t know the whole picture of this matter at all. I can¡¯t restore this matter, because I really didn¡¯t participate in it, and I don¡¯t know some details in it at all. With fault.
I don't know what he is going to tell me.
"Mr. He, why are you here? Did Comrade Liu tell you? It's okay, I just need to rest for a while, but Mr. Chen may need to rest for a long time. Anyway, we will take care of each other, that is, take care of each other. And I have already paid a little money here, so don't worry, you go back first."
When I heard this passage and looked at his vivid, seemingly untouched hair at all, the particularly confident words were filled with warm emotions at that moment, I don't know if I overestimated him or underestimated him, because I always felt that he should be able to feel this kind of pain, after all, he seemed to be able to see some fatigue.
His brightness is actually something I didn't expect, it may be caused by too much negative energy eroding me, so I always feel that he may be crying about something when he opens his mouth, or I thought of it, the thin monkey is not emotional During those stable times, I was thinking too much, too much, which caused you to say that facing his answer, I am a little at a loss now.
I probably understood, at this moment, I probably knew how much those things hurt me, but it caused my whole body to be a little bit. Although I must be sick in that period of time, I have been I kept twitching, I kept choking, and I couldn't even make a sound from my throat.
However, now I am stuck in this air, in this very special, a little shabby ward, I don't know what to say, so I can only nod stupidly.
"Oh, okay, then you guys have a good rest."
To be honest, I also need this so-called thing that allows me to go back to rest, because of this thing, he will hurt me very, very far, and the main reason is that I may not be able to speak now. It is because of this matter, the so-called brought to me, in my mind, those things that are played endlessly in a loop.
After hearing Mr. Zhao's words, I also felt that I had a space to breathe with this person, so I went outside first.
In my opinion, it's really not those so-called things that can be settled in a few sentences. I found out when I went outside.
The thin monkey squatted in the corner of the hospital again.
"What on earth are you going to do?"
"You disappeared just now!" I was really a little angry, because I think he is the person who understands some things the most. A person who can grow among so many things, and then he didn't take this decision.
And said that in my opinion, he has really lost himself too much and indulged too much in his so-called things.
I really don't know how to describe it, and I don't know how to evaluate it, or in other words, I can't understand or predict it at all.
theIt seems that I can't stand on the moral high ground now, or stand in a range that I can control, a range that I can understand, and accuse him of anything.
Because for me, this matter is fundamentally, really not that simple to deal with, and it is really not that simple to understand them.
There must be some emotional parts mixed in, which will cause many fragments to be lost.
"How about we go to eat."
I have a suggestion.
But in the process, I also understood this thing.
That is, the space left for the two of them may be needed by Mr. Chen, but Mr. Chen may have some resistance now, because he may feel that every time he stays with Mr. Zhao in the future, every minute and every minute Every second can turn into something that starts to feel guilty.
Feel sad, feel depressed.
So I can't estimate the shadow of the two of them, because the two of them didn't pass on any words to me at all.
But one thing I can do is to build the monkey's heart in the present.
"Skinny Monkey, are you going?"
The thin monkey wiped his nose with a particularly loud gesture.
Then he shook his hands.
"I dont go."
"Don't add anything to yourself, okay? You really make me feel helpless!"
"You think they wouldn't have fallen without you, right?"
When I threw this sentence out, the answer I needed at that moment was his sudden awakening.
Or a sudden relief.
but.
Thin Monkey is actually very simple and direct.
And it seemed as if he was speaking for his heart.
"That's how I feel, it's all my fault, it's my responsibility!"
"Okay, then you blame yourself here, I'll go back first, do you like to go back or not! You have nothing to do with me if you starve to death, anyway, you just stay like this, I don't want to say a word to you You talk more." (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com