I struggle a lot with my romanticism and my realism.
I don't understand at all, what should I do to get everything.
Everything is at ease, and everything is considered to be within my tolerance.
For me, these things are starting to get absurd.
How absurd he is, I can't even explain.
Because for me, these things are not like the kind of landmines, the emotions that will explode casually.
It's the kind of little firecracker that has been buried in my heart.
It will explode at any time because of something, because of some wires or messy wiring.
So for me, these things really make me feel all kinds of things, more difficult to bear.
I know, I have always taken it for granted in my heart that all those things are within the scope of my thinking ability, I think everything I think, everything I do is right and correct of.
But I really ignored, the so-called generation gap between us, everything between us, everything between us.
The two of us think differently, and the environment we are in is different. I always say that, I think I am understanding him while empathizing, but in fact I have not empathized at all. , I just understand his difficulty, so I want him to rest more.
But I have never thought about how much time he has spent from the previous difficulty to the present.
So I always miss shots sometimes.
Mr. Chen, his words can be said to awaken the concept of a person in a dream, and directly pulled me out of the so-called area.
But I still feel sad, feel sad.
I really don't want to see him look so pitiful now, after all, he is dealing with people every day, and he is exhausted every day.
His sleep time this time directly made me come out of that world.
Directly let me come out of the moment when I imagined that he has a wonderful future, super full of everything.
Because I really don't know now.
I don't know if it will work.
Accept his job, which is a very busy reality.
So I fell into a tangle.
Teacher Chen, didn't say anything, she was silently waiting for my entanglement.
For.
For Teacher Chen, she must think that I am very childish.
She is like an elder to me.
She knows that words cannot be too full, and water cannot be poured too full.
She always stops when enough is enough, and wakes me up by stopping losses in time.
After a while, I also took a pat, and I stood up on my knees.
I seem to have missed this opportunity to reunite with him.
So in the days that followed, I began to sit depressed, day after day with Teacher Chen, and everything about the children was exactly the same as usual.
? Such a cycle, such a cycle.
Teacher Chen, you have been asking me all the time.
"Skinny Monkey, did you call me?"
I know she asked this question not because she wanted to know, but because she wanted to ask for me.
? I want to see if I have been comforted recently, because for me, his phone is good enough.
I also shook my head repeatedly in these infinite boring days.
It's always been there saying "no."
However, in the following days, we kept repeating what we did every day, and we were also waiting for the call every day, but after more than a week, I even felt that this summer vacation was coming to an end. I couldn't even wait for this call, it really seemed to be in arrears.
It seems that this call is really difficult to get through again.
That morning.
I started to wait for the call again, doing nothing, and my whole body was a little anxious, but I was washed away by this time, and I have begun to become a little casual.
I thought about it for a long time.
Finally, in my time to communicate with Mr. Chen, I called him.
Thin monkey, he never received a call, I know the signal is not good for him there, and he is tired, he must not be able to answer the call, not to mention the interference of a lot of noise outside.
I've started to have some, it doesn't matter anymore.
It's just that my biggest annoyance now is that I don't know how to find the only place to put it in these irritating days and ordinary days.
I don't know where my soul should belong.
"Well, don't bother him now."
I started talking to myself again, in order to give myself a certain sense of existence.
Then I started repeating again, this is a day of heads-up, but at night, suddenly my mobile phone rang, and I ran over to check immediately, now I am quite sensitive to the ringtone of the mobile phone, as long as he sends out a little I can quickly catch something, so I wonder if he is coming.
But I quickly, really almost fell, after I got the phone.
So I started to get nervous.
Because it was really him.
My whole heart is pounding.
Now I have started to have some food, almost.
"Hey Hey hey?"
My eyes widened, and I lay down next to the bed, sitting there and kept checking the signal first, hoping to hear his familiar voice.
However, after I called many times, the signal came from his side.
"Teacher He, long time no see."
After I heard his words, I quickly thought of the last time, that meeting in a hurry, it was not even a meeting, so I started to go outside the house and kept looking around, See if he will suddenly appear behind him again.
It turns out.
No.
Because the next thing I heard.
"Feel sorry."
"Mr. He, because my boss likes me very much, I will work for him for another 15 days."
"So please trust me."
"I will definitely rest well."
"Teacher, don't worry, we will meet again in fifteen days."
When I heard these words, my first reaction was.
I wanted to say some words of refusal, and I wanted him to come back directly. After thinking about it for a long time, I still swallowed those words alive.
Because for me.
I have to control my rationality and sensibility.
After I finished listening to his so-called words similar to asking for leave, I immediately hung up the phone first. I was so uncomfortable, I felt that there was a pile of big stones in my chest, and I couldn't breathe. Come on, the whole person is so tired that he can fall asleep now. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com