I realize that I may be a bit too much. My excessiveness lies in the fact that I may really think of everything too small, or think that everything can be explained in words. Almost forgot to say.
His whole life may have run through the life of a grandma, and he may have been educated by everyone since he was a child.
And having a relatively rigorous childhood with expectations for the future, he has his current present, plus his current life trajectory, which is similar to his childhood, what he expected, and his childhood. Those pure desires and expectations from back then were different, which led to saying that his whole person has begun to go a little crazy now.
He must have felt that he was particularly useless, inferior, and unreasonable in comparison, and that's why he was in such pain, but it was because he was the opposite, a completely emotional person, a person with affection. , so now he has already started to beat himself up.
I slowly heard his cry, heard the sound of him beating himself, and I completely ignored it because of the weather. After I fell asleep, I was a little bit lost now confused.
But when I realized it, my whole body started to twitch.
Immediately, I frantically searched for an umbrella in the house. After finding a tattered umbrella, I opened the door and wanted to hand it to him, only to find that he had thrown the umbrella away.
To be honest, I am particularly afraid of his appearance, because for me, his appearance gives me an indescribable feeling.
I am really afraid now. I don't know how to express or describe this fear.
For me, this fear has been implemented in my heart.
I can't even look at him now.
I threw the umbrella to him again, I hope I can not feel too guilty about my own concern.
"Please take the umbrella immediately, thank you."
I emphasized it loudly again, I don't want to see him in the storm with his teeth and claws at all.
Like a wild beast that cannot control its own behavior, like a primitive man who has not evolved.
I think, ugly.
The considerable ugliness is more difficult to express.
"Sorry, I don't want it! Please don't watch me make a fool of myself!"
"Then it's up to you."
I said one more sentence at the end, which is completely expressing my last care and concern. If I am still indifferent, then I really can¡¯t do anything, because I can¡¯t control him at all. If there is accompanying music , as if he would be the kind of savage who goes up against a bull in a bullring.
So in the end what to do.
How about this.
Under my psychological games, I decided that I would open the umbrella and put it on top of his head, even if the steel wires in the broken umbrellas would cut him, I would not care.
Because I believe he should still be able to feel the pain, but if I put him here first, I'm afraid that if I don't manage it.
Everything is going to be very bad.
Because of that, I will feel sorry in my heart.
So I really did.
I hurried in my panic, and I still used the kind of eyes that I couldn't see him directly.
Lying sideways, my body was drenched in the rain.
I don't know what I am doing this for, but I know that if I don't do this, I am afraid that I will be tortured to pieces by the rain, the sky, and myself.
"Don't move anymore, don't do this anymore, you will catch a cold, and you will lose your chance to go to work normally. If you catch a cold, it will not be worth the loss, and the efficiency of going to work with illness will also be reduced."
I tried to use some realistic words to make him give up the so-called urge to run in the rain to vent.
Feeling I can feel that he may have stopped suddenly, I felt it, but then he continued to do his nonsensical things as if he was farting.
"Forget it, you can do whatever you want, anyway, you can vent it like this, but it's really scary, I hope you can realize this for yourself."
I'm starting to get tired.
When I got back into the house, I had to go through the?A painful mental process where I need to close the door and then I feel it when I close the door.
The water that kept floating on his body.
Because he didn't put the umbrella properly at all, but pointed the head of the umbrella at me, and gave him the other side, causing all the rainwater to almost fall on me, and his non-stop Guessing and stomping in the rain.
The rain that fell on me.
Pepe saw it, he must have seen it.
Although I can ignore it.
However, Pepe can stare straight at him in the rain.
So I really don't know what to do.
Pepe was frightened and cried. He kept curling up in the corner and kept crying. He kept talking about his brother who didn't know him anymore.
Why did my brother suddenly become like this, why did my brother go crazy, and kept looking at me with bloody eyes.
In short, the inside and outside of the house are sealed now, and I am the only one who must stay in this room soberly, and I have to weigh the two sides, and I have to take care of the two sides, because these two people actually don¡¯t have any relatives and families, but now I still keep showing the appearance of those children in my mind, because I seem to have put them aside because of the distribution of these things. Although there will be other teachers to take them, I always feel It seems that I have too many things to do, and I haven't even given myself a day where I can live by myself and live happily.
So at this moment, I feel unwilling.
I felt it, why, I felt angry instantly.
I also specially compared the crying of the two of them.
Finally I made my way to the gate.
Then the moment the door was opened.
I yelled straight at him.
"Please be quiet, all of you are crying, so what do you want me to do? Does this matter have anything to do with me? It's your own mental inadequacy!"
"Please stop saying these ridiculous things to abuse me!"
I also started to go crazy.
However, in the next second, I received another unexpected move. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com