I have been hugging him all the time, and I am afraid that his legs will suddenly go limp and fall to the ground in the next second.
Thin Monkey, he also told me a lot, but I couldn't make it clear all at once.
In short, it was his regret, it was everyone's regret, and it was his regret that he didn't dare to tell grandma.
Because he said that he continues to work now, but he stayed at home for a long time before that. Even if he is working now, he can¡¯t go there. He doesn¡¯t have the guts to tell grandma about those times. He is afraid If grandma is angry, she will dream of grandma.
Because he dare not face grandma.
Thin Monkey, he also told me that he was so disobedient that he wanted to slap himself in the face, maybe it was there.
I also stopped him, stopped him, and he kept crying and shouting there.
He said that if I go to see his grandma now, or ask grandpa to go to grandma, it¡¯s okay, as long as he doesn¡¯t go by himself, if he is at that scene, he will feel sad, because he feels that in many ways, He just didn't hear what the child said, and now he's doing work for every household.
I was surprised when I heard his words. I didn't know that he regarded this matter as a wish that could not be fulfilled and was forced to do something. I thought it was his. original intention.
I seem to have been unable to predict how many diverse things I will harvest today.
Thin monkey, low self-esteem, timid, timid, and simply does not have the ability to resist the sad things that bound him in the past.
So he didn't dare to report good news to grandma at all, let alone report sorrow. He said that he rarely visited grandma once, and the last time he visited seemed to be after that death.
He knew that every time grandpa went to the river, he just wanted to tell grandma how good he is now, that he has found a job, etc., but he still felt that was not enough, and he felt that it was too much to keep grandma waiting. For many years, he has been afraid, and now it is impossible for grandma to hear his innermost thoughts.
Thin monkey, he writhed in pain, as if being tortured.
roared loudly with me.
"Mr. He, do you know? I really don't have the courage. I think that if I can do a good job one day, I think I can be worthy of my grandma's training. I think I can go to grandma! "
But it seems that these things are simply off topic.
Because of the thin monkey, there is no connection with grandpa like these things at all. What I can get from this is some components and sources of the source of life's character.
But I don't know why the thin monkey is so resistant to grandpa going there, why it blocks him from going there.
I just blurted out the question very simply.
"Skinny Monkey, I know that you may doubt what grandpa will say, and then you think it is not worthy enough, but what if grandpa just misses his own relationship with grandma?"
I looked at him, hugged him, and kept comforting him.
But it seemed like he was just shaking his head there the whole time.
I also don't think there is any problem with my question.
But he was just blunt, and rubbed my shoulder on the body full of snot and tears.
So now we really don't have any reason, reason, or way to do this.
We simply can't find any direction.
I have to wait for him to calm down, but I know this is a very long process, which may take a lot of my energy.
Therefore, for me, these things are like decorations. Even now, I may use some crude descriptions, that is, there is a tear tube lying on my body.
But the same, I am here now, and some silently start to sob.
This feeling, this feeling, is not what I can bring to myself, but it is rendered.
After a while, he finally spoke.
However, his voice is almost hoarse.
Skinny Monkey, he said.
Because he knows how much grandpa is, and misses grandma.
Because he knows how much he wants to prove himself, and now that he has this ability, insisting on visiting him will lead to more follow-up things that he can't handle, and he shouldn't.
And all because, Thin Monkey, he knew.
Because now he is in a state of madness, he is afraid that grandpa will have safety problems, and he is afraid of things that he will not be able to handle at that time.
And he said that every time he knew that grandpa might be going to the other side of the river, he would start to miss it, he would start to have a heartache, and he would have some things that he couldn't handle by himself. It is strange for him to feel some emotions, and he will think why he does not have the courage to visit grandma, so that these emotions come out by analogy, these emotions emerge.
Thin Monkey, he said that it was mainly because he felt that everything had the courage, but he didn't have it himself. She felt that every time he did this, it would lead to the outbreak of his inferiority complex.
And he unexpectedly sat on the chair inexplicably, sat down on his buttocks, and after almost falling down, he bared his teeth there, then grinned there, suddenly shook his head and said something.
"Oh, I'm sorry, my life is miserable."
When I heard this sentence, I was completely dumbfounded. My whole heart was broken, so broken that I couldn't put it together. Yes, there are knots in the broken rope no matter how you send it.
Thin monkey, it really scared me a little today.
This fear is not the kind of bad fear, but the kind of good fear. I suddenly found that he is an extremely clear person.
A person who is sober about everything about himself.
Especially for me, when talking about this matter, his eyes never show it, and the desire for the world suddenly rises leisurely.
But in the next second, he was overwhelmed by his soft heart. I suddenly had a feeling that maybe I could use this matter to stimulate him to do something.
To help him grow in character, because this may be the main part of his whole body, including his character, but I am afraid that if I use this thing, it will cause him to carry a particularly uncomfortable feeling every day. Yeah, I think I'm even going a little too far.
So now I am starting to be ambiguous. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com