To be honest, the points of his emotional changes in the past few days and those sudden emotional highs, or moments of lows.
Or when talking, suddenly loud or something like that, in short, when the contrast is very strong.
In fact, I would be taken aback.
And this kind of shock is not that simple.
is completely, shockingly.
Even if it is said that I did not show this matter.
Because I will indeed be frightened by him, that is, I will think about how many emotions he usually accumulates in his heart.
These are actually not what frustrates me.
It's more about my conditioned reflex, feeling impatient or waiting, which may actually stimulate him more.
I don't know what to do.
Just like a person, he is usually very plain. After he suddenly changes his appearance, you will feel a little uncomfortable. After you are not used to it, you will feel that he is unnecessary.
Because you have always been addicted to his previous appearance, you do not allow him to appear new.
Although I have listened to what he said, I do feel that he may really need some sense of presence.
And his sense of existence may be negligible in the daily relationship between the two of us.
That's why he was so hoarse.
Of course I can also understand.
After all, he may really need to prove some of his "usefulness".
Prove some of my own advantages, prove some of my own things that can help me, so that he can gain a confidence in the future, or build a one that can make him feel accomplished, as if it is in his mind same system.
Just like the car thing just now.
It seems that I have always acted that I don't really need his help, so he may have an inferiority complex attack, so he made some excited remarks.
Maybe he will feel some happiness only if he feels that he is needed.
"Can you stop being so excited?"
"To be honest, Pepe was scared!"
"Can you please figure out when you can talk and when you can't talk?"
"please."
I am already very impatient, my brows are almost wrinkled until I feel muscle pain.
I even wanted to take Pepe and walk back straight away.
"sorry."
He then apologized, but his apology was extremely slow.
So much so that I was really absent-minded.
I also really don't want to talk about some far-reaching issues in front of my children.
"Brother Deyin, what's wrong with you?"
Pepe's question also seemed a little too slow.
I also began to fall into a period of time when I was at a loss and didn't know how to answer.
"Can we go back?"
"Don't discuss issues that don't make sense."
Thin Monkey may have found that he has not received any so-called recognition and recognition, or something like that, after some emotional comparison he may need.
Like a deflated ball, she suddenly softened and hunched over, and then lazily dragged the car with me to the entrance of the village.
The blood pressure was particularly low along the way, and even Pepe was a little nervous, and she wouldn't wave the flashlight because she was bored.
Although I know this matter may be particularly easy, easy and simple.
That is, as long as I sit on it, it will be fine.
But I'm also like a particularly steely immobile, a, to put it bluntly, joyless person.
"Here we are."
I said a little tiredly.
Pepe also got out of the car immediately, and he said a little heartily.
"At that time, I will return the car, because I am a child, they may not blame us."
I just nodded, of course I won't be so irresponsible, I will definitely go with him.
"Brother Deyin, I'm going home."
When Pepe greeted the thin monkey, the thin monkey was still listless, because he shrugged a little when he heard Pepe's voice.He shrugged, squeezed out, and said with a smile, "Okay."
I really can't stand this appearance, but I am really dominated by sleepiness.
So I said to the thin monkey very lazily and irritably, "It's up to you, go back."
It is true that I may have some eccentricity. He didn't say anything now, he just said hello to Pepe.
But I just don't vent out the fire in my heart, I feel uncomfortable.
The thin monkey squatted in place again.
I didn't bother to take care of him, so I went home with Pepe.
Originally, I thought about the particularly comfortable and comfortable picture that I could lie on the bed after returning home.
But I didn't expect it.
The thin monkey stopped me from behind.
To be honest, I don't want to look back.
I also really don't want to continue playing like that with him.
Pepe asked quietly next to me.
"No, Mr. He? Are you really ignoring brother Deyin?"
I nodded.
So I went back to the house, and after taking brief turns with Pepe to wash up.
I was also thinking about it.
Will he wait outside?
But I, a heartless guy, thought about it, and I fell asleep.
Woke up early the next morning and everything seemed to be calm, so I ate breakfast and prepared to go to the classroom.
There are still about ten days until the final exam.
During this time, I really want to cut off all ties.
When we got to the classroom.
Maybe it's because of Mr. Chen.
I specifically looked at the children's shoes.
And the very, very small blackboard at the back.
That's what I bought, and then I hung it up, so I ran there and wrote a few words of "Come on at the end of the period".
To be honest, many times I really don't want to communicate about the children's situation, such as their doctors are always inconsistent.
You can hardly see them wearing new clothes.
And their red scarves are generally the cleanest places on their bodies.
When speaking and answering questions, although there will be some difficulty, the desire for learning in the eyes can't be concealed.
Everything really seems to be.
in my opinion.
is an inspiration in my life.
Today I really didn't think of any other people who might disturb me, such as thin monkeys, such as Yang Yang and so on.
My whole body is inexplicably excited today.
I also went to talk to Pepe specifically.
"You don't have to wait for Mr. He today. Mr. He is going to give extra tuition to the little ones."
I stayed for a while.
However, out of consideration for the safety of the children, I also went to the homes of individual students to give them additional tutoring.
There is a student in the student's home, which is my first time to go.
Although he has a plank bed, the plank is only covered with a large cloth. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com