Listening to some incoherent narrations of my grandpa, I probably can understand a little bit, although I was actually very shocked because my grandpa actually used his hands to make gestures with his hands at that time.
Combining what Pepe told me that day, seeing his elder brother Deyin in the morning, the way he ran away in panic and bewilderment, I think he was really stimulated by his actions that night Bar.
So the extended wheelchair is just one of his, and the other is used as a vent on the basis of this matter, or it is a combination of fears, which may have created some situations that happened to the two of them.
Next to the narration of grandpa, it is probably that the thin monkey went crazy inexplicably by himself alone. Grandpa must have said nothing, and it was all about some comfort.
"So you know what? Xiao He."
Grandpa suddenly stopped crying, his whole body became agitated, and there was a particularly anxious signal between his brows, similar to a call for help.
I was intimidated.
The hand grabbing Grandpa was even harder.
I also began to nod my head crazily, hoping that he could finish this sentence as soon as possible, because the more he procrastinated.
The more stalemate I was, and I was brewing there, the longer I would be suffocated by this particularly uncomfortable and suppressed emotion.
I also began to keep shaking his hand while stroking it, even if it was a little bit, hoping to make him understand a little bit.
I just hope he can speak out quickly, because this feeling is really not good.
This is not a selfishness about my own emotions, but about saying that I am really afraid that grandpa will not be able to hold his breath if he chokes.
For grandpa, I think the sooner this matter is over, the sooner it can be cleared up.
"I told you yesterday that I wanted you to help, but Mr. He seems too busy to help."
? When my grandfather was dodging my gaze with some slow and sickness, it was only after I said these words that I realized that he was more entangled and hesitant.
It turned out that I was thinking about the wording. After thinking about saying this sentence, I might be afraid that I would feel guilty.
It seems that a magnetic force between relatives and a feeling power between relatives are particularly far-reaching and correct.
Possibly something like today already happened yesterday.
Grandpa probably felt that something was wrong with him yesterday, but he knew that there was nothing he could do.
There is only so much to say.
But I was perfunctory, but I really had no choice but to do nothing.
Because I don't know what kind of state I will become at that time, and I have no way to weigh it, and I have no way to tell him.
I can't solve it well myself.
My center of gravity has completely deviated from the track of my life.
"Sorry, something really happened, so I can't say it. There may still be some space and time to improve the thin monkey thing."
I don't know why, but I'm still avoiding, hesitating, and struggling.
Grandpa sighed loudly.
Let me really feel guilty and sorry.
"I know that Mr. He is also very busy, but do you know? In fact, that child only listens to you, and II have no choice."
And the shock that Grandpa showed just now, the shock about what the thin monkey did today, were really engraved in his eyes.
"Oh, I also know that I can't keep bothering you like this."
"I also know that child, he will be fine after a while, or he will go to bed at night, and the next day will be the same as before, helping others to wash clothes and so on, but I just can't stand it Ah, when I look at him, I am also worried, and I am also sad."
Listening to Grandpa's complaints and his own powerlessness, I really don't know what to say.
First of all, I agree with what my grandfather said, I can¡¯t keep troublesome about this matter like this, because thin monkeys also need an independent personality, and everything can¡¯t be based on my side.
Many times I really don't want to let the thin monkey accompany me like this all the time, just like a shadow.
Even slowly I began to be able to say a lot of thin monkeysShortcomings.
He is more like a woman.
Probably because it is very obvious every time I think deeply.
Grandpa suddenly took my hand away, and then put his hand on the back of my hand and said something that made me really sad.
Because he knows everything.
But just can't do anything.
I think, this will make a lot of things difficult for him, irritable and sad.
I have experienced that feeling of powerlessness.
It's too hard.
"The child is like this, I really don't want to trouble you, because I think this childhe should be able to live by himself and do some things, but he didn't,"
"I'm really afraid of this, if I leave someday"
When I heard this sentence that drove me crazy again, my whole body began to fall into a twitch, but what made me feel a little heartbroken was that Grandpa realized that his sentence was not right, so he hurried , and added with some fear, "You shouldn't say such things, you and that child don't like to hear them."
"Every time I trouble you here, I feel a little embarrassed for you, sorry"
"How can I let a big girl with yellow flowers! Here! Help me take care of my children there!"
I immediately stopped Grandpa.
If I continue to talk like this, everything may change, and I don't want them to feel that I have been doing my best to help them.
Because this is what I have to do and do it on my own initiative, I never thought of anything similar to what my grandfather said.
These are all things of my own volition, so I don't need grandpa to describe them with guilt.
Instead, it makes me feel a little uncomfortable.
"You can't say these things, there's no need."
But I didn't expect that grandpa couldn't hold it anymore.
At this time, I pricked up one ear anxiously, and listened to the movement outside the door, but there was no sound at all, and I don't know what the two of them have become, or whether they went to other places to mingle.
At this time, Grandpa suddenly moved very loudly, as if he turned over, which shocked me. I have never seen such a bed.
"I'm sorry, generally speaking, our family is sorry for you." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com