Looking at Grandpa as if he wanted to drive me away, and he really winked, a sincere feeling.
Completely ignoring the issues that Pepe and I are concerned about, all talking to myself over there, creating a picture of myself that makes me worry and makes me angry, is completely torturing my patience.
Now I am really stuck.
I don't even know if I should really go, turn around and close the door, just do what grandpa said.
But this seems to be catering to him, completely avoiding our phenomenon, as if it is true that he has become the most wronged person, but I can't vomit with an old man.
Because everything he did was out of love for grandpa. What should I do? Behind this door, the whole person is completely empty.
I really hope that a rescuer will come to help me at this time, even if it is someone who comes to Deyin to ask for something, it would be good to ask Deyin for help, and then I run away immediately.
But I just can't wait for them.
And Pepe is still waiting for me to exchange.
It will not appear suddenly.
To be honest, I really feel like crying because of my anger. At this moment, I really feel that I have lost something about myself.
? I lost my unshakable, unshakable courage to deal with it at will.
Then at this time, grandpa kept saying "you go, you go."
Just like a naive three-and-a-half-year-old child kept chasing me.
I may have been really helpless because of some naive and helpless things my grandfather said at this moment.
It's not that his words made me want to leave angrily, but it's really the kind of helplessness from the bottom of my heart, the irritability that I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to do.
"Okay, then I'm leaving and I'll go back so that Pepe doesn't come, it doesn't matter if you don't want to tell me, I said if this is the reason, you tell me, let us take care of you together That's it."
"Don't make so many jokes anymore, it's fine if you don't want to help, let's go."
At this moment, I really have nothing to say.
When I go out, I feel refreshed, but I know that there is a room full of depression and burden behind me.
I understand Grandpa's language, and I also understand all his sorrows.
I am more aware of his duplicity and inappropriate words, because the image he usually speaks is completely an old man with strategies and ideas.
He must have been really hated by me. I was really uncomfortable. After I went out, I started to trot all the way, and bumped into the thin monkey by accident.
"Oh, Mr. He, I'm sorry."
"Don't you watch the road?"
At this time, I was really upset.
So the words and deeds of the thin monkey are a bit like grandpa. I may understand grandpa at this moment. I really don't want to pay attention to the thin monkey, just want to talk about some of my emotions.
"Oh sorry sorry."
The thin monkey was also frightened by me, he didn't know why I was so impatient.
He was a little scared in itself, and I might make him a little sad and puzzled all of a sudden.
"You really need to calm Grandpa's emotions, I really am."
"What do you mean? What do you mean? What did Mr. He say?"
"Well, to be honest, I'm already powerless."
"well."
Next I made a very meaningful move, I really couldn't hold it back, I looked up at the waiter, and stared at him with that many emotions and mixed eyes.
I hate why he doesn't want to work hard on his own, and why he can't let go, always hating many things, I really want to let him know about the future.
But I have been emphasizing these things all the time, and I have been, hoping that he will do it, but he has never shown it to me, and he has never given it a go.
As a result, grandpa now feels that it is his fault, and I also feel that it is my fault.?
I can't tell the thin monkey directly about this thought.
Such words would make him feel like the worst person in the world.
My strange and ambiguous language at this time is nothing more than knowing that the two of them, Grandpa and Skinny Monkey, are kind people.
I can only stay helpless about myself.
"What's the matter, Mr. He?"
"Don't look at me with that look, I'm sorry, I may have accidentally bumped into you."
"Stop saying these useless words."
"I'll go back first, that's all."
"Has that Pepe been there?"
"You don't have to worry about these things."
I breathed a sigh of relief again, I don't know why, I just want to stay here a little longer, maybe I want to urge the thin monkey's heart and let him realize something.
It turns out that there is indeed some sort of magnetic field between the two of us.
"Teacher He, did I do something wrong?"
"Don't worry about it anymore."
"The invitation has expired, but it doesn't mean that you are also an expired person. Please work hard in your heart, I really have had enough!"
At this time, I also started to say some frustrating words, as if I had become a grandfather.
"Sorry, I should have made a judgment earlier."
"You don't need to make judgments, because the right time, place and people will not help you."
"It seems that this word has never happened to you."
"So whatever you want, whatever you want."
?You can go with your life however you want, no matter how much you want to help you, there is nothing you can do, because you will always have your own life trajectory, I am here for a while, what can I do? "
"I even sometimes wonder if I should forget everything about you."
"It really doesn't make much sense."
"Grandpa makes me feel bad. I really hope you can take good care of him. I'm sorry, I've talked too much, but alas, let it be."
At this moment, I seem to want to let nature take its course.
Because of the accumulation of all these things, all the repression has completely ceased to be my motivation.
Can only become negative energy.
so terrible.
The thin monkey couldn't lift its head at this time.
I think he can understand.
I also hope he can blame himself for a while.
He should also blame himself for a while. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com