"Ah, no, you don't have to worry about them, they are just like that, because they haven't understood you yet, they don't know what kind of person you are."
"Really?"
The thin monkey's eyes are very wide open, and I can see 100% trust on his face for every word he said, without any doubts.
Except for some of my comments on him, he will think about it for a while, and then criticize himself or hold a guilty expression that he feels that he has let me down.
"Really, really, you have to trust me."
My tone was very excited.
Because I can't control it at all.
For my parents, I want to have a good chat with them.
And do all they have done.
Such obvious doubts that even the thin monkey had already expressed, were all scolded.
My whole body has become irritable.
"Let me tell you, little monkey."
"Ah, what did you say, Mr. He?"
"Ah, sorry, sorry!"
My face turned red in an instant, maybe it was because I said it too fast, and I actually called the thin monkey a little monkey.
"Uh, you just don't care about them, because you know what, that is to say, they have some clear plans for me in the future!"
"So, they hope that I can complete the task of teaching support here, and then go home. Therefore, they saw some people around me who have a better relationship with me, such as you and Pepe!"
"They may all want to express their love for you, but at the same time they don't know how to say it! They are more shy because they may be sorry. For them, I only want to stay here for a year or so. .¡±
"So they are a bit contradictory."
After finishing these words in one breath, I was almost suffocated by myself.
And I admire my ability to lie.
To be precise, it should be smooth.
Let's just think of it as a bull's head and a horse's mouth to praise himself.
I wanted to accept it as soon as I saw it.
But watching the thin monkey nodding his head while listening to me, with a smile on his face, and seeing something intentionally or unintentionally, he seemed to understand it with joy.
I can only bite the bullet and tear it off.
"Okay, Mr. He, then you have said that, maybe I wronged my uncle and aunt! I don't think about it anymore!"
"Um¡"
I thought this was the end of the topic.
My brain is starting to digest today's conversation with Skinny Monkey.
And the hindsight mode is turned on.
It may be that I have received too much information recently.
Caused me to be unable to reveal my true reactions and feelings for a while.
The expression on my face gradually became a little unclear.
"That¡"
The thin monkey seemed to be about to speak again, but it was too late, and I kind of wanted to go back to sleep.
I quickly shook my head.
"Then what, let's talk tomorrow if you have something to say! Go back first! Go to bed early!"
But Skinny Monkey, he seemed to stand where he was and didn't want to go back at all.
He seemed to have to finish what he hadn't said before leaving.
I don't know what's wrong with him, it seems to me that he has changed, and I don't know what is the opportunity or what kind of thing made him suddenly become a person who can say everything in his heart one person.
However, I didn't see any clues before this, which made me feel very uneasy.
I think this is also a habit, a kind of rustiness in which you know what this person will do, but when he doesn't speak and act according to his original way that day, a habit in your heart is broken the taste of.
He scratched his head, as if he was thinking about whether he should say it or not, but he didn't know that his body language fully amplified and revealed his thinking.
So I thought that I have to talk sooner or later, so I pushed him, "Speak quickly, talk quickly, and go to rest after talking."
"Then Teacher He, what is love?"
I am completely dumbfounded now.
The whole person is confused.
"Ah, why did you suddenly ask this question?"
What happened to the thin monkey? His thinking was so jumpy that night.
The jump caught me off guard and I felt overwhelmed.
"Teacher He is like this. In fact, I had a conversation with my grandfather once, and I don't know how I talked to him about that aspect."
"Anyway, that's what I just told you."
"Then Grandpa suddenly."
"Be sure to talk to me about these two things."
"Goodwill and love."
"I was about to cry."
"Because he wants me to think about these two things even if I don't sleep."
"But I have been thinking for a long time, I can only think of the first word, which is what I just said to Mr. He, but I don't know what kind of feeling is the latter word, so I asked my family members what kind of feeling it is. Do you feel it?"
"Grandpa nodded, but said except for his family."
"I feel that Grandpa is completely forcing me and making me feel uncomfortable."
"I've been thinking about what to say. I wanted to say something to change the subject and make Mr. He happy, so I thought of this. If you don't know Mr. He, and you don't want to answer, then forget it." .¡±
At this time, the sad and empty look on the thin monkey's face made me feel really in a dilemma.
"Sorry, I don't know about this question either."
"I haven't touched on this word yet, and I haven't thought about it, but what I can tell you is that there is a big gap between the two. It needs to cross a hillside, no, it needs to cross many seats. Gaoshan, they are not on the same level at all, and the people and things they represent are of different nature."
?Thinking of this, I don¡¯t know why, I am a little lost, maybe I was suddenly awakened by myself, it seems that I have lived for so long, and I don¡¯t know when this word appeared in my life.
It seems that I have never touched the people and things related to this word, and I feel a little sad for some reason.
It is the kind of feeling that suddenly triggers the loneliness in my heart, and suddenly all the emptiness and sadness in my heart burst out.
I used a trembling, but very firm and disgusting tone. Of course, being so annoying is because I hate this topic.
"Don't talk about such a sad topic in the future, I don't like it very much."
"And this word is always something that goes with the flow. If you want to explore it specially, you will never know it, and don't linger on this word."
"Teacher He, would you like to go find it with me?"