Maybe he was thinking from the bottom of his heart, it really felt a little sudden.
I didn't make full preparations, nor did I have a good talk with him.
I can know, I can see his lack of self-confidence and terror, just like Mr. Chen, which can be seen from the side, and the transparency that seems to be rooted in this life makes me suffocate.
But at the same time, the more obvious change is that I seem to have more confidence, some reasons, and I can get close to Shouhou again if I am willing. I want to give Shouhou a good time during the holidays after this semester is over. Tossed about.
However, what made me feel even more excited was that the thin monkey really listened to my words. He seemed to be in a hurry. He didn't know what he was wiping, waiting for me. Open your mouth and look east and west to make sure there is no one.
After I thought it over.
I mustered up the courage, with an unusually firm gaze.
I plan to ask him a question that has been buried deep in my heart, and it has been inspired at the same time recently. For me, for Shouhou, it may allow me to understand him better, and it is also a relatively important question.
"Would you like to stay here forever?"
When I asked this sentence, the corners of my mouth were trembling, including some unconfidence in my voice.
Because I always feel that I am meddling, and since I have been with the thin monkey for so long, it is not a question of whether I want to or not, but it seems that this is something that everyone thinks and should exist. After all, he seems to be It is here to live.
When I said this sentence, I lowered my head subconsciously. I didn't want to see the expression of the thin monkey at all, because I was afraid of seeing some. I was forcing him, urging him, and letting him I feel very sad.
Or unable to answer my words.
Because he is actually relatively speaking, a person who will change at the pace of the important people he thinks. He is a person who will put more emphasis on emotions and put himself in the second place.
But I also admit that I am indeed slowly forcing him to do something.
"Ah, Mr. He, what are you talking about? I I, I, I."
Visible panic to the naked eye.
Skinny Monkey was so nervous that he couldn't articulate a single word. I think he had already reached this point, and his response should be considered a clear one.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'll go back first, you can keep busy."
I turned my head and planned to leave.
"It's not Teacher He, wait a minute."
"how?"
"that."
"Otherwise where should I go?"
At this moment, I saw the sincere questioning eyes of the thin monkey.
Suddenly, a species was harvested, and a flower-like weed bloomed in the weed pile.
The kind of feeling that shocked me, seemed to see some hope.
"No, I didn't mean to make you want to go, I just think you can go farther."
It seems that this kind of saying is a bit familiar, maybe I have said it often before.
"But what about Mr. He and Grandpa?"
No way, this kid won't really start thinking about it.
Inevitably it made me feel a little too surprised.
On the contrary, his such unexpected turning point made me feel panicked, because I didn't have that complete confidence.
"It's okay, it's okay, I didn't mean that, I just asked you."
Grandpa is indeed the deepest bond.
"Don't take what I said seriously, take your time."
Afraid of the thin monkey thinking wildly.
I started pretending to be indifferent.
Because I know, I am being selfish.
"Isn't this going to make money? And you don't need to do any work?"
"You don't need to go outside to work, just finish this first."
"okay."
After I finished speaking, I left, and I didn't want to stay in this place for a while.
Because I always feel that there are only two possibilities in the air where there are thin monkeys. One is to feel a sense of security and an active and comfortable atmosphere, as if soaking in a bathtub full of fragrance.
There is another kind of embarrassment, coupled with the expansion of emotions that have become amplified because of his own influence on me.
Cause I really can't stay longer, otherwise it will cause me a lot of negative emotions that I can't predict in advance.
After returning to the house.
It was discovered that Pepe hadn't come back yet.
Perhaps it was because of the short conversation with the thin monkey just now that I needed some company in the room alone.
After finishing the things at work.
After washing up, he lay down on the bed. At this time, Pepe hadn't come back yet.
Unavoidably feeling strange and panicked, I quickly put on my clothes and prepared to go out to search.
Of course I didn¡¯t forget to bring my flashlight, because it was already very late, and unconsciously, I started to think about the memory that scared me, about Pepe¡¯s leg injury.
While praying, he scolded this worrying child.
I became even more scared as I walked, because I never found Pepe, but for some reason, I actually walked to the door of Shouhou's house, knocked on the door, and asked through the door, "Is Pepe there?"
Thin Monkey quickly opened the door.
Because my voice was obviously flustered, my whole body was actually sweating in the cool wind at night.
I really can't imagine what happened to Pepe.
I started to feel guilty.
Why, when I first returned to the house, I didn't notice the strangeness.
"Mr. He, what's the matter? Is Pepe missing?"
The thin monkey asked me in fear.
I nodded frantically.
Pepe immediately agreed with grandpa, and accompanied me to look for it with a flashlight.
The two of us were running wildly in this small village.
I suddenly looked at the thin monkey who was a little tired from searching.
"Go and see Mr. Chen's house."
The thin monkey nodded.
soon.
"Mr. Chen, are you home?"
I knock on the door.
Really can't wait.
"Could she be asleep? Then we'll disturb her."
I looked at Shouhou, and felt a little impolite, plus the reason why I always feel that I have been bothering Teacher Chen recently.
Suddenly, the door opened.
But before the door opened, there was no echo.
Teacher Chen, the moment he saw me, he understood like a thin monkey.
"What's wrong?"
Her eyes were fixed on the thin monkey.
looked at me again.
With weird guessing eyes.
I quickly shook my head.
I know what she is thinking.
"Pepe is gone."
For some reason, Mr. Chen didn't react so much when he heard this sentence.
She took a step back suddenly and closed the door a little.
Regarding this strange behavior, after the skinny monkey and I looked at each other, we both felt something was wrong.