However, the moment I woke up, I clearly smelled the alcohol smell on my lips, and saw the bright sky.
I think I really can't wake up at all.
All this is like irony, just one night seems to swallow me up, as if yesterday and the past are gone, and there is no trace to follow.
I feel irritable and painful, fragmented and strange, scared, and stressed at the same time. I think I will curl up on this bed forever, and I am afraid that I will see the back of the thin monkey when I go out.
However, when I looked around, I found that Pepe was gone, and I immediately recalled what I said to him yesterday. I must have gone to his brother Deyin and cared about his brother Deyin.
Immediately, I covered my face, and only prayed that the thin monkey would not remember anything after drinking, like amnesia.
In other words, what I'm more afraid of is that Pepe will bring the "amnesia" skinny monkey, who will appear in front of me with a blank face and no knowledge.
The more I think about it, the more creepy I feel.
Goosebumps began to appear all over his body.
I felt a little uncomfortable getting up to wash and dress, and wanted to bask in today's good sun through a gap in the door.
By the way, think about what to do.
I really can't comment on this action, nor can I estimate the meaning in my heart, or what other feelings it can bring to me.
I just feel strange.
Except for the strange feeling, everything else is nothingness to me.
I think this behavior is based on the emotions of the relationship between men and women.
It just happened, it's too bad.
Even I began to feel that the ambiguity I felt before had become heavy.
Just when I have been depressed, thinking about how to re-enter this relationship, maintain it, and not let others find out.
Unexpectedly, there were three most familiar knocks on the door in my ears, but at this moment it seemed to me like an alarm, revealing a terrifying atmosphere.
Let me subconsciously sit back on the bed, and began to cover my face with the quilt for some reason, until I saw the creaking door being pushed open.
"Teacher Ho¡"
It's Pepe's voice, it seems that Pepe brought his brother Deyin.
I slapped my head, what's the matter?
If it's just like this, then it must be impossible to go back to the future.
I began to pray that the thin monkey didn't know it at all.
But when I saw the nervous and frightened thin monkey, and the one who led him, holding the thin monkey's hand, Peipei, came to me. The unfading red.
I seem to be able to predict what the thin monkey will say next.
Sure enough, he said shyly, embarrassed and sorry, "Teacher He, I'm sorry."
And slowly walked to my bedside.
Then, I looked at his clumsy appearance, with his arms unknowingly placed, like a tortoise walking, and stumbled to me.
Pepe was on the side, as if asking me to forgive the thin monkey, and accompanied him with a bowed head and a low profile.
They seem to come to plead guilty.
But when I saw the mental outlook of the thin monkey, I never looked at him directly again. I just looked at the corner of the wall and was in a daze. I couldn't accept every second of eye contact with him.
Even when I saw Skinny Monkey's shoes, the shoes I bought for him at that time, I can recall the days when I saw happiness and was full of joy, but at the same time, the smell of soreness and alcohol filled my mouth. The "bad" memory that leaked into my mind.
But seeing them standing naked like this, waiting for my judgment, generally waiting for my forgiveness, generally I feel that this is nothing more than that.
I seem to forgive myself again as I can forgive them.
But obviously this is just a temporary thought, just a temporary sensibility, because the next second I said with some hatred and disgust, "Who made you drink."
Out of the corner of my eye, I can see Pepe waving Skinny Monkey's sleeve now, hoping he'll say something.
But the thin monkey is so numb, standing still.
As if suffering beyond words, he straightened his body stiffly.
This scene made me very angry.
"If you really don't want to say anything, don't say it."
I said coldly.
"Brother Deyin, what are you talking about? Didn't you say sorry to Mr. He?"
"Mr. He, I'm sorry, I didn't control myself."
Hearing Shouhou's words, I couldn't tell for a while whether he was apologizing for not listening to me after drinking, or he remembered what happened yesterday. If it was the latter, I think I'm kicking them out now.
"What's the meaning?"
I asked with some concern.
"Teacher He, I shouldn't have been drinking if I didn't listen to you."
I think I started to feel fear and worry, hoping to catch something from the thin monkey's eyes, let alone seeing him remember what happened yesterday, so I mustered up my courage and looked at him with a cold and serious expression. to him.
Of course, I didn't look directly at him completely, and I didn't adjust my field of vision above the corner of his mouth, but just looked at his collar.
In short, I looked at them.
I figured this was the biggest step I could ever make.
"Do you know what you did yesterday?"
I started asking questions, hoping that he would say that he didn¡¯t know, and at the same time see what range he remembered, because I know that some people remember what happened to them after drinking. All vividly.
If he is sober, then I don't think we will have a chance to have a good conversation from now on. This will be the last conversation in our lives.
At this moment, even if I didn't see his face clearly, I could tell that he was already crying, he was crying nervously and aggrieved, and Pepe hurriedly held the paper and handed it to him.
"Why are you crying? Why is a big man crying? If others tell you to drink, you drink it, and if they tell you to eat shit, do you eat it too?"
"Do you have no idea? Let me ask you, do you know what you did yesterday?"
"It's really too much, it disappoints me too much."
After I finished speaking, I sighed.
And the whole person is very irritable.
I can't suppress the desire to talk in my heart at this moment.
The thin monkey shivered even more when he heard this.
"say."
I said it in a strong tone.
I have to know what is in his mind, I have to know if he remembers some things from yesterday, if not, I think I can organize my mood and get to know him again. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com