I thought that I would burst into tears because of this scene, because of what this gentleman said, or uncontrollable tears.
But I didn't expect that the first reaction after hearing this sentence was to feel that all this came too "false, dreamy".
I began to feel that I had traveled into a dream.
Walking in the parallel time and space interlaced with reality, I couldn't believe what happened before my eyes, I forgot time, everything, and myself.
All this is too unreal.
It is difficult for me to accept what is unreal, and it is difficult to use words to describe my mood at this time.
I don't know if this is luck, or what kind of arrangement it is, or what guides it all.
It seems that everything will come to fruition, and it makes me feel unreally lucky for the thin monkey.
Just like the deep sea.
Let me feel that I can tell at a glance that I can't explore everything inside.
Because we don't know how to dive, let alone swim.
But it seems as if a person poked his head out of the sea suddenly, or a creature, telling us who stood on the shore, timid and curious, expecting to take a look.
With mysterious power, he said, "Come down and have a look, I will take you there."
Then we believed it unconsciously.
Perhaps it was drawn by my inner curiosity.
I did it too, but I didn't know what kind of mood or thought I was holding, so I just did it aimlessly.
It's like being brainwashed for no reason.
Walked into this world that has nothing to do with the scenery of our life.
Afterwards, we actually found a small world belonging to us in this deep sea, and some creatures stretched out their hands and said, "Would you like to visit my corner?"
But at the same time, the deep suffocation and powerlessness spread.
I am constantly beginning to doubt the "truth" of this.
?Because it was too touching, and it was a coincidence with the feeling that it was too much.
The resulting illusion.
When you can't get out of it.
The whole person is in a trance, when the mind is unconscious.
A familiar hand dangles in front of my eyes.
He kept blocking my sight.
I woke up suddenly and found that it was a thin monkey.
The corners of his eyes were full of tears, as if they were wrapped in tears.
He said with some sobs, "Teacher He, I'm leaving."
The gentleman next to me was a little anxious, but he still had a kind smile on his face. Only then did I come back to my senses and look around, ah, it turned out that all of this was true.
I nodded, trying not to make eye contact with the thin monkey, and lowered my head.
Slightly stomped his feet and said helplessly.
It seems to be chasing people away, because I don't want to reveal my reluctance.
"Go on, go on, go on."
I haven't waited for me to continue to say something.
The gentleman made an apologetic gesture and said, "I'm going to take him to the car."
So he pulled the thin monkey over.
So only my "thin monkey" remained in my throat and I didn't say it.
It seems to be a bit hypocritical.
But I also felt it for the first time, because it felt so strongly.
I am reluctant to wait.
Even starting to make my mind fly again.
The day we will truly part.
I expected that I would cry sobbing, dizzy, and crying and not wanting to go home.
After all, this brief separation made me a little miserable.
It seems that I don't have the pride I imagined.
Instead, reluctance overshadowed all the joy at the beginning.
I never thought that there would be a person in my life who wanted me to stop in his life and life in just a few months.
When my ears began to reverberate, the sound from some old horns.
"Hurry up and get on the bus. I'm about to drive. Is there anyone who hasn't checked in yet?"
Only then did I realize that almost all the people around me were gone.
It seems to leave me and the familiar car.
I feel empty in my heart.
I always like to exaggerate the facts so much, and I am hypocritical and sad when I am alone.
In order to avoid staying in this place for too long, the negative and sad emotions caused by it will flow out and make people feel emotional.
I gritted my teeth, sat on the already cold car seat bench, and prepared to go back.
This car doesn't feel easy to use for some reason, and I can even hear the creaking sound of old car parts coming from nowhere.
Because it is a person.
Just holding the flashlight while riding.
I don't know how long it will take.
I don't know if Pepe fell asleep.
I don't know who the figure passing by just now is.
Suddenly, I felt as if I had returned to hell from heaven, as if I had returned to reality from fantasy, and there seemed to be a clear line in the middle.
As long as you drive back to that village, all the unprocessed, suspicious, curious, and unfinished things will all come to mind in your mind.
Not even the right to refuse.
In a second, he fell from heaven to hell, into an emotional black hole from which he could not climb out.
But at the same time, I thought of the thin monkey.
Has gone to what I call fantasy and heaven.
I inadvertently showed a satisfied smile again.
It's just a little crying.
I'm afraid I'll get sleepy on the way.
?Because riding back, the vision is not clear due to the long dark night, and it will take at least two or three hours.
It seems that the sky is getting darker and darker, but I think that if it lasts until five or six o'clock, it will be bright again as the rooster crows.
So it was funny, and I started humming songs all the way.
On the way, I also met some pedestrians who were still on the road, some rushed to the car, and some just returned home after finishing their business.
Ask them for directions.
You will feel that you don't have to go on the road alone.
Even if you can't ask why, you can always feel at ease when you have a conversation.
What followed, regret and feeling lonely, is just a strong sense of gap.
But at the same time, he was warmed by the small achievements that the thin monkey has made now.
After driving for a short distance, I felt a little exhausted. I thought it would be like this, and my energy disappeared and I became sleepy, which made it impossible to teach the children normally.
But I didn't expect that the first breath would cheer me up.
Maybe I really have the talent to brainwash myself and get angry.
I began to think about the thin monkey, and now I am carefully going to places I have never been to.
So in a way, the two of us went along the way.
are advancing together.
therefore.
I patted myself on the head.
Let yourself not fall asleep first, and don't feel any drowsiness.
I started humming the intermittent song again, humming a song with a cheerful rhythm. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com