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Chapter 212 Strong Premonition

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    It seems that there have been many, countless times such moments have occurred.

    Such a bad moment.

    I don't know when it started, but I often faced this kind of conflict, confusion and self-blame.

    I hate feeling like this, but my personality seems to be real, subtle.

    A lot has changed.

    ? It can be said to be an earth-shaking change, which made me so sensitive that I hated myself like this.

    Rather than saying that something has changed after coming here, it is better to say that it is because of Shouhou and others.

    Of course, the biggest "hero" is the thin monkey.

    Because every time the thin monkey's sensitivity and suspiciousness are revealed.

    It will make me feel distressed, very distressed.

    He seems to have aroused my empathy, all my original things.

    Let me put myself in my shoes and start thinking differently.

    He seemed to activate the soft place in my heart.

    But at the same time I started to hate this feeling, I hate it.

    I can't face it, I can't do something, I can't make up.

    This kind of psychology, and I can't help but magnify it, and even fall into a loophole in my own thinking.

    Then I got into the corners and thought wildly.

    Pepe just looked at me and the thin monkey and kept avoiding the eyes. In short, neither of us would look at the other.

    Deeply afraid of revealing some facial expressions.

    Having Pepe next to him will make him think more.

    I think Pepe, he may be a simple world at his age.

    Let's look at this matter.

    If a person shows unhappiness.

    Whether it is good or bad.

    Whether it is based on itself or because of others.

    I think the most important part of him is: he is not happy.

    Whether it's the person who affected his mood, or my own reasons, then I should have a certain responsibility. After all, he didn't suddenly fall into depression.

    I think it's time to say goodnight.

    If it continues to drag on like this, the scene will be unimaginable.

    After all, Pepe is still grinning now.

    Seems to want to make some small moves, and with a feeling of hatred.

    Although I know that he will not really be angry with my behavior.

    But at the same time, I can't stay in the room with Pepe alone. Once I imagine that embarrassing scene, my scalp becomes numb.

    This is really embarrassing, maybe I can go out to get some fresh air, but if so, I'm afraid of being regarded as my escape by the rigger.

    All of this is really too difficult and complicated.  The cumulative number of recent gas detections has almost caught up with my frequency for a year.

    Not to be underestimated.

    Because the power to change myself after coming here is actually much greater than I imagined.

    Like a continuous stream of water, it has been instilled for a long time.

    After all, judging from my current state.

    I fell into a feeling of not being able to find my way. I wanted to wait until I really absorbed everything, the good and the bad.

    Really let yourself grow up and be happy.

    That change will really be earth-shaking.

    But what I need to bear is all the sensitivities in it, all the irritants, and all the pressures involved in my heart.

    Emotional burdens are also good, in short, they must be absorbed and absorbed.

    Otherwise, not only will you never get the growth you want, but you may also stop halfway because of too much pressure.

    I don't want to lose more than I gain, so I start telling myself every time at this time, reminding myself crazily that I have to face it.

    We must learn to digest this kind of emotion, and we must face it when it is real.

    All of these are nutrients on the road to growth.

    One is that my friend started to speak up and planned to solve this matter, but I never thought of it, and then I made a draft of an apology in my heart, and I didn't know where it was thrown.

    forget it.

    I apologized to Pepe very simply, and admitted to Skinny Monkey that Pepe hoped for the ending, so she sat back on the bed.?.

    So be it, after all, the thin monkey understands the meaning.

    Pepe seems to accept it on the surface.

    After all, he just heard the thin monkey's explanation and the mouth covering.

    He should know that he misunderstood me.

    But it's just the breath that I can't swallow in my heart.

    Afterwards, I sent the thin monkey home.

    And quickly returned to the house, and then began to lie on the bed to fall asleep immediately, ignoring Pepe.

    In short, I just want to be numb to avoid everything.

    My mentality needs a good recuperation.

    My whole body began to feel hot all over, and the landslides and ground cracks in my stomach.

    My patience seems to be slowly consuming invisibly.

    I mean patience with myself.

    In short, all of this is really annoying, I seem to have ten heads on my head.

    Soon I fell asleep, and everything went smoothly than I expected.

    But also before going to bed, I thought about the matter that I would have to face the thin monkey going to Shanghai tomorrow, if I hadn't forced myself to withdraw from thinking about this matter.

    I figured I was doomed to lose sleep over this embarrassing and troublesome room.

    Early the next morning, I saw the children as usual.

    Spending time with the kids is what reminds me of what I'm here for.

    and a sense of belonging.

    I really like staying with them so much, and while thinking about my love for them, I also thought about playing with them on weekends that I owe them many times.

    I really feel sorry for them, and I don't know if this weekend can make up for these things.

    The same teacher Chen did not come to class.

    My heart is empty, but it is also the same that there is no news.

    It's really absurd, such a small village.

    There will be no news.

    Think of what passers-by learned.

    But it is always a coincidence.

    So be it.

    The more I sigh, the more inexplicably I lose a kind of power.

    On the way back, Pepe did not wait.

    I wanted to wait for him at the door for a while and reach a friendly relationship with him, but he seemed to avoid me.

    I am worried, because today seems to be waiting for the arrival of the thin monkey.

    He will tell me his choice about Shanghai.

    I was so nervous that I even held my breath while walking, the same since I had already spoken.

    Of course I have to respect all his ideas

    But I am still not reconciled, I have a premonition that comes from nowhere, if he agrees to this matter, then maybe he can really start a new life.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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