On the way back, my mind became more confused and my heart became more empty.
Everything feels chaotic.
The hairstyle and clothes that were blown by the wind were ignored.
The footsteps are very heavy, and there are more resistance to this matter, to the conversation just now, and unspeakable embarrassment.
My mood at this time.
It's as if something nasty has entangled me.
The whole person is sick.
Although, it is an honor for someone to talk and understand.
But if it is not resolved and dealt with, then the voice buried in the heart seems to be making trouble for no reason, and it is a waste of effort.
Soon, with my sorrows and sorrows.
I walked over to Pepe.
At the door, I circled back and forth.
I can't figure out the direction all the time.
These words may be a little strange, but it seems that there is a dull pain in my heart, and I don't know what kind of mental outlook I should use to deal with this so-called serious "playing truant" in my opinion.
Everything seems to be aimless.
Even at the beginning, I wanted to interrupt the topic of the thin monkey here.
Or forget it.
I don't want to do any more nonsensical follow-ups and so-called consultations.
"Open the door."
I spoke with a somewhat haggard voice.
I can knock on the door, but I don't have the energy to do it.
"coming¡"
The voice from inside the door was weaker than mine.
Obviously, he was still a little scared and resistant.
In fact, I really want to be gentle with strength, and give a simple education.
But after all, this is still a seed.
I simply told myself that I need to clean up my emotions and not impose some emotions that have nothing to do with him on him, and on the thing he regretted.
The moment Pepe opened the door, I saw his slightly haggard and pale face with red eyes from crying.
All of a sudden I was in a mess.
"Why are you crying? I didn't scold you, I just need an explanation."
"I know you won't have such a thing next time, but I also need you to explain clearly why."
"I don't want to, and I hate repeating words, but I also said, if you can recognize the essence of this matter, and keep it in mind, apologize to the people you care about, and don't make an example, then forget it."
"I think, you are not a child who doesn't know how to cry and can't solve anything."
When I finish these words, I feel tired.
Very tired.
So tired that some began to involuntarily, in the process of talking with him, yawning.
"Um¡"
He started crying again.
The voice sobbed.
Even the tone word "um" began to be hard to hear intermittently.
"I'll take it as if you've done a good job of introspection, and I know what you need."
"Then let me tell you that Teacher He cares about you very much,"
"I love you very much, and I care about you, but I need you to understand that no one wants to make the person who loves him sad."
After finishing speaking, I gave Pepe a huge hug.
It was so big that his neck was almost broken.
But you can also hear his hearty laughter.
And began to cry slowly, without sobbing incessantly.
"Then you can, before going to bed, tell Mr. He that you went to communicate with grandpa, did you say anything?"
"Um¡"
After finishing speaking, I patted him on the back.
The communication is so smooth, it seems that Teacher Chen is still credited.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing.
Back on the bed, I was paralyzed by Ge You.
I have nothing to say, I just want to have a good sleep.
The reason why I feel that I should take a break is.
I think it's all too fuzzy.
Just when I was about to close my eyes.
Pepe came to my bedside.
I immediately sat up, held his back, and asked him "what's the matter."
"I'll talk to you, Mr. He said, why did I go to grandpa"
"Yes."
His tone was very slow.
I almost feel that his personality has changed?
From the original lively and cheerful, to now, it seems that he has lost his soul.
The whole person looked sick all over.
And I always feel that it looks a bit "messy".
I don't want to see him in this state.
But equally, I can see his remorse in his frustration!
The way he expresses love and needs love is too simple.
"I'm going to ask grandpa about the painting."
"I got it."
"Well I just chatted with him for a while"
Having said that, Pepe stopped abruptly.
Maybe he didn't want to explain what they talked about.
I patted his head and told him "it's fine."
"Tomorrow, we will go to class on time, and then we will forget about it forever. I won't ask you anything else."
"Um¡"
After finishing speaking, I watched Pepe's lips ready to move again.
He seemed to be about to cry again.
Immediately I buried his head in my arms.
I need to let him know the meaning of my existence.
"I will always be here."
"Um¡"
This guy seems to be the only word today.
"Okay, let's go to bed, we won't talk anymore."
"Good night."
"Mr. He, good night."
Same, I fell asleep quickly.
More, I felt a long-lost tranquility.
It seems that everything is suspended.
It's all temporary and fixed.
Looking at the hollow ceiling, I slowly fell asleep.
Woke up the next day.
Seeing that Pepe has already prepared everything and is ready to go.
"Mr. He, good morning, let's go to school. Brother Deyin's breakfast is ready."
I felt very relieved and said "OK."
On the way to school, he was unusually quiet.
When we ran into Shouhou halfway, for some reason, Shouhou smiled at both of us.
Perhaps, the thin monkey didn't do any silly and childish pranks with him.
Instead, I know that he, Pepe, needs an education.
"Brother Deyin, I'm going to school."
"good."
This probably belongs to Pepe's growth.
After arriving at school, seeing Teacher Chen still frowning, I felt a little uncomfortable.
She walked towards me slowly, and then asked me.
"When will we continue?"
"Are you really so curious?"
"yes¡"
"But I don't want to talk anymore, I'm a little tired."
"Fine¡¡"
I also went to each other's classes with Mr. Chen.
Teacher Chen did not have the so-called "nonsense" this time.
Instead, he quietly listened to my response.
"Hello teacher."
The voices of the students sounded.
Only then did I understand the meaning of my coming here.
Let's not talk about it, I feel the same thing.
It's just that everything seems to be so rigid and stubborn that I can't see it that way.
Just like Pepe, it is a kind of education.
And so on and so forth.
But it's really just temporary rationality. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com