Recalling the tired figure of the thin monkey when he went back.
I'm really, really scared that I've been wrong all along.
Just like a hobby, if the development is a little full, or even involved in some occasions, or simply put, it becomes a professional job, then the interest may be halved.
Therefore, I am more indecisive than the thin monkey.
But I can't show it.
Pepe didn't talk to me all the time, and it seemed that she was starting to be afraid of me. I gasped, I didn't want to be like this at all.
Some sentimentality began to appear from the bottom of my heart.
I tried to make eye contact with Pepe, but he never looked in my direction.
In fact, compared to if he is afraid to communicate with me because my tone is too fierce or too serious, I am more afraid that he will fall into deep self-blame.
After all, he has never been in touch with the three views, the outside world, not even, and the experience and lessons of some major events that will make him grow have not been well formed.
Many things are just the original family, including him, in this village, some trivial things brought about by daily life may contribute to things in his heart, but those are just a drop in the bucket, and they are all superficial.
Some of the things that have been formed so far are still at the shallow level.
He may not even know the word "Three Views".
Even in fact, his understanding and judgment of this matter may be just hope, hope that it can become a bond that will make our relationship last forever.
You can continue to maintain a very good relationship with the thin monkey, and then stop the cold war and the like, but this is the crux of the problem.
Therefore, I am really afraid. At this time, his negative emotions towards himself are far greater than the matter itself.
If I go to comfort him now, maybe he will feel more guilty about himself, but I know best what it feels like to feel guilty about myself, including hating myself.
It's as if you can forgive everyone, but you can never forgive yourself.
But from another perspective, it is a good thing after all.
Because he was blocked and cut off in advance, if this matter is completely exposed in front of the thin monkey, or is noticed by the thin monkey, then the emotional impact on Pepe will be even greater.
Thinking of this, I will relax a little bit about my responsibility.
Many things really can't just look at the process, but here I need to look at the result.
Therefore, I decided to temporarily give him a space for self-reflection and thinking. I believe that based on my understanding of him and his character, he will definitely react or change himself later, but I don¡¯t want He lost his innocence and loveliness.
That share is occasionally too precocious, and even a little greasy because of being too clever.
But I still sat on the chair for a long time under the subconscious control, because I just wanted to wait for him to speak. Of course, I didn't want to create some barriers with people who lived under the same roof, let alone a child.
Until I really started to feel sleepy.
But he glanced at him secretly.
When I found that he was still in a state where he was trapped in a state without saying a word, it also caused some heartache.
But there is no way, if I talk to him, I am afraid that my wrong words will aggravate his emotions.
So let's solve it tomorrow.
Soon I washed up and went to bed and fell asleep. At this time, Pepe was still motionless.
After all, this is related to the problem of going to school tomorrow. He can't turn on the insomnia mode at such a young age, so I gently urged him, "Remember to go to bed early! I'm a little tired! I'll go to bed first! Don't take it to heart! You have to forgive yourself because! I have forgiven you, and I believe you will not have a next time, so don't make things difficult for yourself. "
Oops, the moment I finished speaking, I realized that I had said too much, I really hope he didn't listen to anything, and besides, I put the quilt on my head and went into sleep mode.
In fact, I also want to know, what I said to Pepe is somewhat biased towards adult communication, can he understand it?
In the early morning of the next day, Pepe woke up unexpectedly, looking alive and well.
Didn't he still suffer from illness yesterday? This contrast caught me off guard. When I woke up, he actually said "Good morning" loudly and cheerfully.
Seeing that the thin monkey's porridge has been delivered, he has already finished eating. The whole person seems to be waiting for me to pack everything up and get ready to go together. He is particularly full of energy.
"You seem to be in a good mood today!"
"Little guy, I say yes!"
"I'm in a really good mood!"
"I even fed the fish with brother Deyin in the morning!"
"In the morning, I woke up an hour earlier than before!"
"Well, that's good, as long as you're in a good mood."
Although it feels a little weird, the superficial things sometimes have a little effect.
Supreme makes me look better.
After breakfast, I also went out with Pepe, as if nothing happened, generally.
As soon as he went out, he saw the thin monkey, but he was not busy, but sitting by the river, not knowing what to do.
I didn't mean to bother him, and don't go to school with Pepe.
After arriving at school, I was immediately dragged aside by Teacher Chen.
"Oh, good morning, Mr. Chen, but I haven't put down my bag yet. I don't have class. I have to go to the office first. What's wrong?"
"It still hurts me to pull it!"
"Ouch."
"Is there something you are hiding from me?"
"What? What? Things?"
Suddenly, for some reason, I became nervous.
"Well, then forget it if you don't want to say it."
"Let's go, let's go, let's go!"
"Hey, why are you so weird?"
"Well, it seems that this person sometimes likes to deliberately say things about others."
"actually."
Teacher Chen suddenly began to smile slantingly with his mouth crooked.
It seemed as if he had discovered something, an earth-shattering secret.
The whole person looks like he has a gossip physique.
Let me feel bad all over.
The more she understands and gets in touch with her, the more cute and nonsensical she feels.
"Then I'm leaving."
I'm trying to figure it out.
In fact, my curiosity has already exploded.
I also don't know how she manages to take care of such pressure and gossip.
Thinking of this, I feel that I am a bit rigid. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com