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Chapter 153 Two Fears to Face

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    I immediately stood up, put some of the things I just wrote back into the bag, and then put the bag aside.

    At the same time, I twisted my numb ankle, because it was indeed numb from squatting, and it was almost evening at this time, the sun had already set, and the sky was indeed a bit dark. The thin monkey still held this flashlight in his hand, I really don¡¯t know him  What are you doing with the flashlight so early, do you still have to talk to me about what you said yesterday?

    If it comes like this, I really feel like I'm going to be trapped in this place, and my whole body is numb, because I really find it hard to accept what he looked like yesterday and what happened to make him look like this  So much so that I really don't want to hear what caused it to be like this.

    ? I felt that must be a cause that would cause me pain and not knowing what to do.

    Although in fact I said verbally that we will communicate and we will solve it, I am worried about you, but in fact I am more worried about my own psychological endurance, because I always feel that the things that make him feel distressed must have certain difficulties.  .

    The thin monkey stood there, hesitating, not knowing what he was thinking.

    He didn't speak for a long time.

    I don't know what to say.

    "Did Teacher Chen ask you to come?"

    He nodded.

    "Well, Teacher He, actually I want to tell you something"

    "Don't worry about it first, don't talk about it first, okay?"

    I immediately reprimanded him, I don't know why I get annoyed when I see him recently.

    "Um."

    The thin monkey immediately became a well-behaved one.

    "Tell me first how you found this place."

    "Oh, it's like this, Mr. Chen looked for you all over the village, and then he couldn't find you, so she saw me, because I was washing clothes by the river."

    "Then she asked me if I saw you. She was very anxious, feeling very tired, with a letter in her hand, so she asked me in a hurry, and then I followed her to look for it, separately  "

    "It means I can't find you, and then I wondered if you might be in this place, so I came here. Teacher Chen doesn't know this place either"

    "What's the matter with Mr. He? Why did she come to you in such a hurry? She also said that your mobile phone was turned off."

    The thin monkey's eyes suddenly dodged for a moment, and then he said, "Then I was a little worried about you, so I wanted to come to you"

    "Then I want to tell you about what happened yesterday. Could it be what happened yesterday? It makes you feel speechless and annoys me, so I thought it was like this"

    "So Teacher He, isn't it"

    Thin Monkey's words and deeds at this time are like a dispute between the two of us in an intimate relationship.

    A sense of sight that requires the two of us to solve it and then continue on.

    Makes me really uncomfortable, his words include the dodge of his eyes.

    The eyes that have been wandering there all the time, and from time to time, carefully confronted with my eyes, really made me feel strongly uncomfortable and strange.

    "Oh, don't worry about it, why don't you go back and tell Mr. Chen that you should stop thinking about paying it back."

    The thin monkey nodded, and then he looked like he was about to turn around and leave, and he said hesitantly, "Is Mr. He really still here? It's getting dark, take the flashlight"

    "I want to talk to you and explain what happened yesterday I figured it out, so I have to tell you, but after I tell you, I may not dare to look for you for a long time."

    How simple is it, a person will say all the thoughts in his heart, and what kind of thing will make him silent yesterday, the contradiction between the two makes me really confused  no way

    Go and listen to what he waits or wants to tell.

    I shook my head hastily, and he mistakenly thought it was a kind of accusation and anger towards him, and then began to look pitifully there all the time.

    I immediately softened my heart, and it was that kind of feeling, the soft heart that was about to sink in, accompanied by numbness in my legs, I didn't feel the whole body, as if I was trapped in a deep swamp.

    Just like there is no oxygen cylinder in the deep sea.

    I expressed strong resistance, and the thin monkey had no choice but to leave silently, but it can be seen from his back that he was very disappointed.

    I let out a long sigh, that is because my most normalIn one breath, he immediately turned back.

    "Teacher He, I really don't need to talk to you? Yesterday you were unhappy."

    How much he cares about my emotions. Similarly, I should probably care about his emotions and let him have some space instead of restricting him because of my selfish thoughts.

    To bind his mind.

    So at this time, an idea suddenly popped up in my mind, and I tentatively asked, "Can this matter that is dusty in your heart be written into a composition? Can it be written into an article?"

    Because if it is something he can write into an article, then it can be seen, that is one thing, but for him there are some small entanglements, and it is a good thing that he wants to cherish this memory.  It is a past event, but if it cannot be written on the bright side, it must be something that will definitely surprise me.

    I anxiously awaited his answer.

    While waiting for his body language, he shook his head and said, "No."

    Immediately, my head became dizzy, and I slapped my head with both hands, "Don't tell me, remember to find Teacher Chen when you go back.

    I still want to stay here for a while.  "

    "But you will still see Mrs. Chen tomorrow, why don't you talk to her clearly first, you really seem to be in a hurry."

    I see.

    So now the things I have to face are one is about the so-called thin monkey, which he can't even write on paper, and the other is about Mr. Chen. I have to express my guilt.  There are two major things that I want to do, two things that need to be faced completely, and two things that really need to get rid of the regret, anxiety and fear in my heart.

    This is undoubtedly a huge pressure for me, which hit me hard.

    I squatted down again, seeming to have forgotten the leg numbness just now.

    The leg numbness gradually dissipated, but the anxiety in my heart was getting bigger and bigger.

    Looking at the fish in the river, I even wanted to go inside to sober myself.

    Come as soon as you say it, and immediately scoop up a little water, and wash your face regardless of whether it is dry or not.

    Even now I don't even have the courage to turn on my phone.

    All things are mixed with me.

    What should I do?  mom and dad.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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