Following the tone of my mother's side, it began to become a little hasty, and I also started to blame myself.
Then I heard the voice of my mother getting up, as if she was going to a place away from my father to communicate with me.
For what my mother said, about my father's physical condition.
I am really powerless to say anything.
It's the kind of sadness that makes me sluggish.
Maybe I should really put this question aside first, and I shouldn't ask them so many times about this matter, to get an answer.
But I am also really, really envious of those teachers who can stay here for a long time, and at the same time admire them.
Gradually, some wind was heard, maybe my mother opened the window, as far as I know her, he should have walked to the balcony.
For a while, I decided to wait for her to speak first.
What made the atmosphere even more depressed was her sudden continuous sighs.
In fact, I often think about it.
Perhaps they already knew that the so-called female friend I mentioned was a man. After all, my aunt's explanation of the name and my parents' explanation was a little bit reluctant.
But maybe they are the same as me, they are their children after all, and when they came here to see Liu Deyin, they must have felt that they had nothing to do with me.
After all, the thin monkey is real, and it seems that some people will only love and pity it more.
"Mom, don't go to the balcony, close the window, it will be very cold."
I can see it, and I am afraid that she will suddenly feel down, because once she is down, she will start to sulk, and she is also a girl.
Then I can't coax him well.
Need my father to cook a lot of food for her, and take her out for a walk by the way, maybe it can be healed.
Just when I was already starting to think about it and started to fall into a low ebb, my mother didn't even pick up my words.
Well, then I plan to face the problem just now.
I lied.
"Yes, I can't bear himI also can't bear to bear the children here."
When I said this sentence, I already felt extremely sad.
Seems like for a loving parent, it's going to drive them crazy.
He looked at the time again, he couldn't enter the house too late.
Otherwise, I always feel that Pepe's child is waiting again.
It made me feel a little horny.
It's my mother. Nothing but sighs.
Be silent.
"Did you say something?"
"Girl, we understand that you are a kind child, but mom and dad also need you very much. I told you all about it. Oh, your dad, I don't want to tell you this, it will increase your pressure!"
"But since you like that friend very much, you can invite her to play with us in the future, and you can also go back. Since you like that friend, she must have a bright future, and she will definitely come out in the future. "
For the mother's answer, it seems a little bit.
It's too orthodox.
Didn't want to refute, didn't want to argue, didn't want to talk back.
Just hummed silently.
"I see."
are the only four words that popped out after I thought about it.
Everything made me start to feel a little unspeakable.
It's like a knife stabbed into the heart.
Even felt flustered and had difficulty breathing.
All kinds of uncomfortable performance.
Maybe I thought too much at once.
Maybe it's also the shortness of breath, and the mother is the one who knows the child best.
My mother was flustered at first, she asked me "Oh, are you going to cry?"
"Then I didn't say that on purpose!"
"Do you know mom?"
"A child was about to drop out of school today, but later he said he would not drop out."
"Isn't this a good thing? You really should read books."
"His grandma is sick, old problem."
"His grandma originally wanted to let him go to work earlier, because she felt that she was going to be unable to hold on, and then the child decided"
"While taking my grandma to treat illnesses, seeking medical advice everywhere, and studying by myself.""Oh, then this child is really pitiful, he is so young, he is a bit pitiful."
The mother immediately began to slap her mouth, and began to feel sorry, after all, she is also a parent.
I have never doubted my parents' ability to empathize.
Just like I never doubted the thin monkey.
Therefore, I was even worse. They asked me to give up my plan to stay here for a few more years, because there must be their difficulties, and my father's health must be more serious than I imagined.
What made me feel even more exhausted was what she asked next.
"Then where did his parents go?"
"It's not that you didn't come that day, that's right, you didn't ask about the family situation. The parents of this child"
"Oh, that's really pitiful."
"Yeah, so I am finally reluctant to part with all the children here."
"Do you know? I arranged to go to that student's home, and that child hurt his foot because he wanted to be an athlete, he wanted to go out, but he practiced blindly by himself."
"I tossed my body badly, because no one has ever taught him what real stretching is called."
"Oh, it's really pitiful, then you have to be a good teacher there."
"It's a little bit of help. If my parents have a lot of money, I can call you some money."
"yes."
In fact, I said these words with a little selfishness and a little bit of thought. It is obvious that I hope that through these small things, I can make them change their minds. Even if I stay for another year, I think it is A good thing, but I still haven't heard it on their lips.
It's not a complaint or anything at all, but it may really hide some changes, even qualitative changes, about my family situation.
And for this moment, I really don't want to say anything more, there is more in my heart.
Cherish the moment.
But I can't help but ask.
"Is there something you are hiding from me?"
I still said it.
"Oh, how could it be, there is nothing wrong, and those who have nothing to do can take care of themselves over there."
"Look at your flustered tone."
"Where did I panic? Dad, come and listen, your daughter actually said that I lied."
Immediately after my mom said that, I said goodbye right away. Hang up the phone.
Because every time my mother wants to call for rescuers and finds my father.
All because it was a true lie.
She never knew this about herself, and probably no one ever mentioned it to her.
It's really cute and stupid, and it really makes me feel. I seem to miss a lot of what's going on at home.
With an indescribable emotion, he returned to the house.
It seems that Pepe's dream is really impossible to achieve. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com