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Chapter 48 Make loneliness and embarrassment more conspicuous

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    I didn't know how to answer what my grandfather said for a while, so I fell into self-contradiction and a big dilemma.

    I really don't understand, I really don't know what to say in this situation, in front of this voice, I feel a little pale.

    This seems a bit heavy.

    If my time limit here is to be old, then I have absolute confidence, but I only have that tiny last bit of time, what should I do?  What should I do?

    "Grandpa, how can you say that kind of thing, you will live a long life."

    Based on people's empathy and normal polite reactions, this is the only sentence I said subconsciously.

    "I am very aware of my own body. Although my mind is clear, I am becoming more and more unable to move."

    "Why then what should I do?"

    When I finished saying this, it was like a bolt from the blue, because I really don¡¯t know anything about medicine, and I don¡¯t know how much time and how much time it will take if such a situation will develop into death.  painful thing.

    "Child, you don't understand, Deyin is just powerless."

    "I don't think I can support Mr. He, the day you leave."

    After that, Grandpa started again, and the tears flowed more than the decadent speech pattern. He obviously expected him to speak the most just now, but now I really hope that he can stop this "doing good" that makes me heavy.

    Although I know there are emotions in it.

    Later, grandpa said a lot, but at that time I had a headache, my ears were even buzzing, I don¡¯t know why, but I resisted this voice, the more I listened, the more uncomfortable I felt, and the more pressure I heard, the more  feel powerless.

    But the sentence that impressed me the most is this.

    He really has no regrets at this age, but for Deyin, what he lacks is not because he has not made up for too many things.

    He said.

    He even hated my appearance a little bit, which made him see hope.

    I was really flustered.

    I don't know how to speak for a while, what is speaking?

    "Grandpa, why did you call Deyin out?"

    I did it on purpose. When normal people talk about this kind of topic, the topic of life and death, they will call out the people they love the most and the closest. But I really can't think of a better foolish way to break the ice on this unpleasant topic.

    "Because if he hears it, it's not a question of whether he will hear it or not, but that I really dare not say these words in front of him, and my conscience hurts when I look at him."

    When Grandpa said this, he kept trembling.

    Probably because he saw that I didn't know what to pick up, and he kept sighing.

    He said, "Call him in, and I won't say anything. That's about it. I don't want to add pressure to you. Even if he hasn't changed anything, he's actually pretty good."

    "Mainly because I saw a little change, I feel uncomfortable, Mr. He."

    I went out and called the thin monkey in. I made sure that Deyin didn't hear it, because the sound insulation of the door was really bad, and some words were really exhausted after being forced.

    He was not at the door, but a little farther away, leaning against a tree.  But how can I be sure where he has been?

    He walked over slowly, but I seemed to be able to see his frown, God, God, he couldn't hear it all.

    Just when I quickly prayed in my heart that God would not hear it.

    He said to me arrogantly, "Grandpa has never kept secrets from me."

    Ah, it seems like I'm just jealous, so I'm relieved, luckily it's not what I thought.

    After the thin monkey entered, he seemed to feel the unusual calm in the room.

    He opened his mouth to call grandpa, but grandpa ignored him, he turned to look at me, and I just responded with his expression, because I didn't know what would happen.

    After a stalemate like this for a while, grandpa called the thin monkey to the bedside and said a few words in dialect. The thin monkey brought it over skillfully. Although I couldn't see what it was, it seemed to be an iron  , like a lunch box.

    Then he handed it to grandpa. Before that, he opened it secretly, like a treasure, and couldn't share it.

    However, I was really a little scared. What I was afraid of was that they would give me money, so I involuntarily took a step back.In my endless long wait and painful torment.

    Thin Monkey handed the box in front of me.

    It can't really be money again!

    Then I will really not be very happy.

    But what the thin monkey handed me with a heavy heart was a piece of paper.

    A piece of paper that has turned yellow, I don't know what it is.

    This piece of paper looks really old, so I dare not look it up lightly, I always feel that there is something that will make me dangle.

    The thin monkey's eyes kept hinting me to check it out.

    I asked him softly, "What is this? Can you tell me?" The thin monkey shook his head.  "Do you think this is a good thing or a bad thing?" He shook his head again, and I said, "You talk." He said a good thing.

    Then I checked the paper with peace of mind. Some of the words were actually unclear, but overall, it seemed to be a work certificate from my grandfather when he was young.  Ugh, why are you showing me this?

    I looked at the grandpa and grandson with some confusion.

    Grandpa opened his mouth. He said that this job proved to be something he got when he worked for the first time. He cherishes it very much. He still misses that time very much.  Come inside.

    I still didn't understand what Grandpa meant, so I decided to listen to Grandpa keep talking.

    Then Grandpa said again.

    "I have had that job for three years, and I am very reluctant. I know that the outside world is very hard, but it is also very beautiful."

    "Money is the most important thing, for us poor people."

    "Any feelings or no feelings have to be put aside first."

    Now I understood in an instant, it turned out that Grandpa just wanted to use the most tactful way to let the thin monkey know his heartfelt feelings.  Because he can't use the words that shaped his own destiny just now, and he feels that he is about to leave this world, and show it in front of Shouhou, otherwise Shouhou will definitely lose his temper, but these words should have been said long ago.

    The moment I realized it, I turned my head to see that the guy Shouhou definitely understood, but he couldn't speak for a while, just stood there with his head down, using his signature caring movements and his dull  Care about thinking.

    Then Grandpa spoke directly.

    "Deyin, the person in your life has already appeared, that noble lady, if you follow her well and listen to her, you will never get a long-term work certificate like mine in this life." (Note  Website website: www.hlnovel.com
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