After my urging, he moved faster, but he never walked with me.
I was a little annoyed, so I grabbed his collar and asked, "What's the matter? Do you have any concerns?"
"If you don't tell me, I won't guess. When will I know?"
"Besides, if my birthday passes this time, there will be no next time."
In desperation, I resorted to my hypocritical nirvana.
Then I continued talking.
"So just tell me, be honest with each other, get to know each other once, don't regret it! It's hard to see each other in the future!"
Looking at my honest and outspoken appearance, the thin monkey stood upright.
I will also step back until I am standing with him.
"Tell me."
"Becauseafter listening to Fen's words that day, I was afraid that I, a poor man, would hurt Teacher He's reputation"
"I knew that Fen came to look for something that day, and I didn't want to come out again and hurt Teacher He, so"
"So I don't want to go with you, I'm afraid you will be said, and I don't want to talk too much."
I can only say that his answer was a bit unexpected. Although I guessed it right nine out of ten times, I never thought it was the reason.
The more he said a word, the more he couldn't help twitching. It couldn't be said to be a twitch, just a slight nervousness and shaking, and his eyes kept blinking upwards to prevent tears from falling down.
I didn't want to answer the conversation, but waited for him to calm down and held his hand, because his character can't be changed for a while, so I can only comfort him, he is really fragile and fragile. Paranoia, his paranoia will always be blamed on himself, his paranoia will always be paranoid on himself.
After a while, he looked at me. He seemed to be confirming whether there were loopholes in what he said just now, tentatively and cautiously, and then his mood seemed to ease a little, like a huge rock that landed smoothly, maybe he wanted to say these words a long time ago .
Later he told me again. He prepared that birthday gift very early, since he gave me the fish at his secret base that day. He was afraid that the dress would not fit, so he changed it many times in a row. He went to the city many times, asked many people what kind of women like these days, and learned about the latest clothing styles through the window, and then recorded and drew them in the notebook he carried with him, because he did not have a mobile phone.
He said that if he had more money, he would buy me better ones, anyway he said a lot afterwards.
After listening to him finish speaking in silence, I asked him.
"Stop talking about me all the time, let's talk about you, I want to know what you are doing when you can't see you recently" How is grandpa? Grandpa would like to chat with me? "
I want to talk to my grandpa and other tentative language. After this time, I always feel that we seem to understand each other, but we don¡¯t seem to understand.
He told me.
"I've been doing well recently, but I don't want to see people anymore, because I feel that I am a trouble, a burden, and will only hurt others. I want to close myself up and lock myself up."
"If I'm that way in that woman's heart, maybe I'm that way in someone else's heart, because that bad woman is a direct person."
"Do you want to care about that woman's nonsense? Do you listen to her nonsense?" He didn't speak.
I told him honestly.
"You have to believe what I say, I think I have a good vision, otherwise I wouldn't be friends with such an excellent person like you."
In short, I treat him, and the way I get along with him is always based on motivating him.
Then I also saw it, the most classic and familiar, but I haven't seen him for a long time, he was full of tears, and looked so touched, I really hope he believed it, after all, if the protagonist It was me, and I would be deeply shocked, as if I was kept in the dark.
Then he just stood there without moving his stiff body, looking back and forward, and occasionally looked at me shyly dodging.
"It's okay, we still have a lot of time to talk, as long as you think about it, I'm willing to listen."
This is what I said, because his bravado is too obvious, and there must be a lot of hesitation.
Then we each forced out a goodbye.
I am also very happy, unexpectedlySome reluctantly said, "Let's meet tomorrow and go to the post office together."
He also nodded and wiped away his tears. Before he left, his mouth was about to move. I said, "Speak quickly, I'm a little sleepy." Of course, I said this on purpose.
Then he said to me in a very low voice, "Happy birthday, Mr. He."
At this time, I didn't know what happened suddenly, but I blurted out a word, a word I haven't shouted for a long time.
"Skinny monkey good night!" He laughed out loud, and I felt embarrassed, touched my head and lowered my head, and said with a smile, "I'm sorry, I haven't called for a long time. Popped out of the mouth."
Thin Monkey nodded his head as a happy three-year-old child.
Seeing his back gradually leaving, I was about to go back to the house.
Today is a very meaningful birthday that I will never forget, but it seems that he has not yet come out of the resentment towards himself. Although he has let go of it and told me some things, it still feels empty , maybe I need to treat him for a while again, his fragile sensitivity and insecurity that has no place to rest.
Tomorrow I plan to go to the post office with him to meet grandpa. I can probably guess what grandpa will do tomorrow, what he will say and do, and what he will scold the skinny monkey, but I will be serious tomorrow. Really listen up, because that place will have the warmth of home.
When I was sitting in the room, I secretly flipped through the three manuscripts he gave me. The sentences were a little more impatient than the previous ones. Maybe I wanted to make up for it, and I wanted to make up for this time quickly.
But ah, the processing of some sentences is still okay, and the subject matter is also okay. I really hope to have good grades, so with this wish, I went to Pepe¡¯s sleep with satisfaction and said "Happy Birthday" to me before going to bed. !¡± I said it was the best day ever.
On the second day, Shouhou was waiting for me at the door very early. He stood straight in front of the door. At that time, I was still a little sleepy, and I was awakened by him knocking on the door.
When I watched him behave strangely, as if he was about to imply something, it took a long time before I noticed his face, and found that the eyebrows seemed to be different from yesterday, it was simply shocking.
I said, "Did you shave your eyebrows yourself? It looks okay." He smirked and said, "Yes." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com