I am not worthy of these words at all. You may not believe that these words were written by him, but it is undeniable that his sensitivity and delicacy are far beyond those of women.
He came out after washing his face.
I have been afraid to say anything, wishing I could find a place to bury it.
"Mr. He, it's getting late, go and teach the little ones."
"I'll send the manuscript over, I'm sorry just now."
He managed a smile, but it wasn't, like before, the emotional feedback I'd hoped for from him.
I'm so scared.
Maybe I shouldn't be immersed in my growth environment and growth education, or exaggerate his temperature.
But maybe, this is also my key point, the place that will move me the most.
After the manuscript was sent out, I made a phone call with my family, reported it to my aunt, and then went to class.
In class, I quickly entered the state, but was still caught by Pepe's child occasionally in a trance.
At noon, I saw the thin monkey, but what made me cry immediately was that the thin monkey was wearing the dark blue coat I gave.
I couldn't contain my emotions anymore, and like a mudslide, I was swept into a silent surrender. I hid under the table, trying not to make myself sound.
"Teacher He, what's wrong with you?"
Pepe's voice came from my ear, and I looked at it from the corner of my eye. There were familiar faces over there, and the group of children who were sincere to the bone.
Only now did I realize that the surroundings had long been silent, and it was only me who lost my composure there.
I raised my head, and the first thing I did subconsciously was to look at the side where the thin monkey was sitting. Apparently, the thin monkey also noticed it. After all, our cafeteria is really small.
Seeing the thin monkey stuffed with buns in his mouth, but he stopped chewing, and when he looked at me, I couldn't hold my breath anymore. I tried my best to hold my breath, wiped away my tears, stroked the children's faces, and left with a smile up.
When I was huddled in a corner of the classroom, I was lightly tapped on the shoulder.
I turned my head slowly, and it turned out to be a thin monkey.
I panicked all of a sudden, with my hands on the wall behind my back, sweating constantly.
I don't know what happened to me either.
Just to be afraid, afraid, to hurt him again with words.
"Mr. He, why are you crying?"
"It's okayI'm homesick."
"Pepe said, if you have something to tell me, I'll come over."
What a Pepe, I can really rush into the classroom right now and pull him out to talk, I really hate this kind of kid.
My body seems to be surrounded by cacti and hedgehogs, itchy all over, I can't help being ferocious and unattractive, like a dying man who is about to wither
"What happened in the morning, I'm sorry, I still feel that I am too sorry, and I have always had lingering fears."
"Is this clothes dry? Is it comfortable? It's good to see you wearing it."
"Are you full at noon? Don't listen to Pepe's child in the future, he is not sensible."
""
I said a lot, a lot, a lot at once.
I don't know what I'm talking nonsense about.
"Teacher He I'm really fine in the morning, so I'll leave if you're fine. I'm going to help the grandma next door."
"go Go."
Gone.
Just go like this.
He seems to have been sent here by force.
For the first time, I seemed to be selectively indifferent by him, and I don't know if it was my illusion. I tried to recall what I said during the day, and I don't know why.
It's just based on a woman's intuition, I feel more and more guilty as time goes by, I should really be wrong.
When I walked into the classroom, there was also Pepe. I wanted to give him a hard lesson, but because of the thin monkey, I only gave him a look.
When school was over, Pepe and I were walking on the way back, and I asked him, "Why do you always listen to your brother Deyin about me?"
"No, I think you want to help brother Deyin."
"You study hard in the future, can you not manage carelessly? I said that you are only so old, and your thoughts have already crawled outside?"
"No, you think too much Mr. He, but I haven't seen anyone against Brother Deyin, so I'm curious."
"Right?"
"Well, since you resisted the bowl at the beginning, it's not right."
"Right?" Taking over his business again, I'm afraid I'm the only one.
In the evening, after sorting out tomorrow's school affairs and lesson plans for class, I went out to find a place to breathe in the village.
I just kept walking along a road, carrying a flashlight, stopping occasionally, curious about flowers and plants I hadn¡¯t seen before.
Until I walked for a while, I turned the flashlight back to make sure that I would not get lost. After going back, I planned to sit by the small river for a while, and I saw the skinny monkey.
I turned off the flashlight, quickly backed away quietly, and retreated behind a big tree, being ten thousand cautious.
The thin monkey was sitting on a stone by the river, holding a flashlight, and playing with the water.
Because it was too dark, he could only look at the surrounding light refracted by his flashlight.
His mouth kept whispering something, as if someone was talking to him.
I'm kind of creepy, and I'm someone who's heard folk ghosts and stuff.
I immediately hugged myself, and then slowly backed away step by step. After all, the thin monkey in front of me seemed to be controlled by something, and it was so weird.
Just when I was constantly being "coerced" by my own imagination, my feeling of PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds emerged spontaneously.
I was going to take the opportunity and run away regardless of the consequences.
Until I heard a sentence from the thin monkey's mouth.
"Grandma, there is someone like you recently."
Next.
"Grandma, I was taught a lesson today, and it's not a lesson, even you told me this."
"Grandma, I feel so bad."
"Grandma, I regret it a bit."
"Grandma, should I really get out of here?"
"Grandma, do I need to change?"
I don't know what happened, the calm water suddenly fluctuated, maybe it was my hallucination, maybe there were some small fishes below.
Just when I was "observing secretly" and eavesdropping, I lost my center of gravity and made a sound.
The thin monkey took a deep breath, shrank his nose sharply, and looked back immediately.
I still showed my feet.
I apologized to him and told him why I came here.
He looked at me, unable to utter a word.
I also feel that I care too much.
"Deyin, let's talk"
Call him at this time, he is like a grass swaying in the wind, and his whole body relaxes in the next second.
"Is the person you just told grandma about me?"
He didn't speak.
"If you tell me who it is, I will use my name to talk to him. If you are talking about me, I have to know before I can change it."
Of course I know that the conversation he just had with grandma refers to me, but I still want to hear him admit it himself so that I can "feel better". (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com