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Chapter 502 You came to this world to bloom and shine

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    When Yan Xi was tidying up the room, she found Yang Fan's sleeping pills hidden in the cabinet. When she opened it, there was almost a whole bottle.  Every time he went to the hospital, the doses of medicines prescribed were controlled. It took only a few days, how could there be so many sleeping pills?

    She put the medicine back to its original place calmly, and at night, watched Yang Fan hide two more pills in the medicine bottle in the closet.

    "What do you want?" She stood at the door and asked suddenly.

    Yang Fan was taken aback by her sudden question, his hands trembled, then he turned to look at her, and said with a smile: "I don't think I need to take medicine today, so put it away first, so as not to waste it."

    "You put so much, do you plan to eat it all at once?"

    "No¡ªno!"

    Yan Xi stepped in front of him: "Why, dare to do it or admit it? There are so many medicines, if they are not for you, then they are for me and Xile?"

    "Of course not." Yang Fan couldn't stand such injustice, he was extremely depressed, and felt more and more incompetent, unable to do anything well, "Yan Xi, please help me!"

    Yan Xi was stunned, although she felt that since he was discharged from the hospital last time, he had become extremely depressed, but she always thought it was only temporary.  I didn't expect that he really planned to take this step!

    "What did you say, say it again."

    Yang Fan said: "Please help me, please."

    "Do you know what you're talking about?" Yan Xi went over and grabbed the medicine bottle in his hand, "Let me fulfill you, have you ever thought about me and Xi Le? Why do you always ask for me, but never ask for it?"  Yourself? As a husband, as a father, do you know what it means for you to take this step? I will become a widow, and Joy will become a child without a father!"

    "But now I'm alive and dead, what's the difference?" Yang Fan sat on the edge of the bed decadently, "Sooner or later, it's just a matter of one step earlier or one step later. I don't want to wait until the day I can't move and can only lie down.  I was screaming in bed, I was afraid, I don¡¯t want to go through that pain. And, if I really want to die like this, what will Xile remember? She will only remember me who couldn¡¯t move in the hospital bed, and me who wailed all day and night. I  You've become useless to such an extent, now you want to leave with a little dignity, can't you?"

    "You can't think like that, Xile and I both hope you can live." She took his hand to the balcony, "Look, these herbs grow so well that they can be eaten next month. We combine traditional Chinese and Western medicine, maybe  There will be miracles! I have seen many cases, many patients like you, the doctor said that they can only live for three or four months, but they actively cooperate with the treatment, relax, and live for three to five years.  Some even lived for more than ten years. You are still young, you can¡¯t give up so easily. Think about it, when she grows up in the future, she will find someone who can be with her for the rest of her life, and if she wants to enter the palace of marriage, what she hopes most is  Can't hold your hand and let you hand her over to her lover?"

    Yang Fan smiled wryly: "Yan Xi, you are such a dreamer. How is it possible, how could I live to that time?"

    Yan Xi said: "Try it, how will you know if you don't try it?"

    Yang Fan suddenly asked: "Tell me, how many cancers have relapsed in the world, and they can still live for more than ten years?"

    "Even if you don't, it doesn't mean you can't do it. There is a first time for everything, why can't you be the first?"

    "I'm not you." Yang Fan looked at Yan Xi dejectedly, "You can create miracles, but I can't."

    "Yang Fan!" Yan Xi had never seen such a resolute Yang Fan, she thought she could persuade him, with his hesitant character, it would be easy for him to change his mind, not to mention survival is a human instinct.  But this time, she saw determination in his eyes.  He must have been thinking about it for more than a day.  "Are you blaming me for going to Beijing as soon as you were discharged from the hospital?" She tried to find out the reason for his thinking, and maybe he could prescribe the right medicine.

    "No. You went to Beijing for our livelihood. How could I not know this?"

    "Is that because I quarreled with your mother?"

    Yang Fan shook his head again: "I don't know what kind of person my own mother is? You have done well enough."

    "Why is that?" Yan Xi looked at him.

    "I want to leave with dignity. I thought and thought, but I never gave up your courage. Leaving in the name of your husband is my last bit of vanity. It can also save you from being so miserable when you think of me in the future."

    "No, that's not the case." Yan Xi shook his head lightly.

    Yang Fan held her arms and gently wiped away the tears on her face with one hand: "Yanxi, listen to me. You came to this world to bloom and shine, not like now.Suffering like this is not what you should be like.  I'm gone, so you don't have to worry about it.  I went to see Zhou Zhou that day, and when I saw her sitting in front of me, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable.  I think if it weren't for me, your current life must be very, very happy.  You can live comfortably, even if you want the stars in the sky, Yi Jingchen will find ways to get them for you.  Everything that Zhou Zhou owns now belongs to you.  No, you will be better than what she has!  "

    "Did you go to see Zhou Zhou that day?" Yan Xi became vigilant, "What did she say to you?"

    Yang Fan smiled sadly, "It doesn't matter what she said to me, the important thing is that I figured out something. So Yan Xi, let go, you are helping me."

    "No, I don't agree." Yan Xi opened the window and was about to throw out the bottle of sleeping pills, but Yang Fan grabbed her and begged, "I promise you, as long as you don't nod, I will live well, no matter how painful it is.  But don't throw this away, okay? Let's give each other a chance to repent, how about it?"

    Yan Xi knew that he hadn't convinced her.  She can understand Yang Fan's mood. She has seen too many wailings of dying patients in the hospital. Many patients have tubes inserted all over their bodies before they die, and they are already unconscious.  Such a death really has no dignity at all.

    Yang Fan took the medicine bottle from Yan Xi's hand and put it back in the cabinet: "I'll put it here, if you don't worry, you can check it every day. But I assure you, I won't take any initiative to touch it."  As he said that, he smiled self-deprecatingly, "I've been used to other people making decisions for me all my life. I originally wanted to make decisions for myself, but it seems that I still can't."

    He closed the door of the cupboard and said to Yan Xi: "Today I'll make dinner, and you go pick up Xi Le."

    Yan Xi walked downstairs in the community, and couldn't help but look up at the window sill of her house. Her house is on the third floor, and from here she can clearly see the curtains she sewed by herself.  She thinks that she arranges this house in perfect order and cleans it spotlessly every day. She plants every potted flower in the house, sews every quilt cover by herself, and arranges all the furniture by herself.  Why did Yang Fan still think of committing suicide in such a family where she devoted all her heart and soul?  How desperate is it for a person to have the courage to die?  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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