If you feel uncomfortable, just suffer, if you feel uncomfortable, endure it, and it will be fine if you endure it.
The way to keep your heart from being hurt is probably to treat yourself as an outsider.
If the harmony of others had nothing to do with her, wouldn't she be envious?
When the family sat together, Qishan stood in the corner.
In fact, the picture is quite satisfactory. She has seen many discordant mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and heard people always complain that mother-in-law is difficult to get along with, but isn't this getting along well? Those who don't get along well probably haven't found a suitable method, right?
There was a faint smile on the corner of Qi Shan's mouth: "Look carefully, if you see clearly, maybe you won't have too many fantasies, and it's not that difficult to face reality."
Seeing how good people are at making his parents happy, he chatted about his birthday in a few sentences, and compared the months, it turns out that he should be called Brother Yu
Brother Yu Heh, it's pretty good.
"Ah Qi?"
Shang Yuyu's face showed some helplessness and gloom.
Has she let him down again?
Qishan lowered his eyes, but from the corner of his eye, he saw the contemptuous light cast by Shangmu.
? The dinner table was still lively. The well-informed, funny and sensible Lin Mengyao had a good chat with them, and Shang Yuyu also responded from time to time.
Qishan ate with her head down, a bowl of rice was finished soon, but everyone didn't seem to eat much, she was so embarrassed that she didn't know whether she should leave or add more rice
"Ah Qi"
"I'm full, eat slowly."
Qishan stood up without looking at Shang Yuyu's face.
Although Qishan stood up, no one responded as if they didn't hear.
"I'm full so soon? Do you want to have another bowl? Have some more soup?" Shang Yuyu looked at her.
Qi Shan shook his head, took the bowl and left the dining table.
When she put it in the sink, she hesitated: Should she wash her own dishes?
From the corner of the eye, I saw everyone who was still eating, so why don't we wash it together later?
Qishan walked to the living room and chose a corner where they could not be seen.
The friendly voice still came, and it took more than 30 minutes for a meal to be finished.
Qishan is a little envious, if she is so eloquent, will she be more likable?
Qi Shan scrubbed his fingers, moved his sitting posture slightly, and looked at the wall clock on the wall again: It shouldn't be rude to say goodbye after eating, right?
When they finally left the table and began to drink tea, Qishan sat for a while and finally said goodbye.
She lowered her head, not planning to change her decision for anyone else.
"Ah? Is Qishan leaving? Have I bothered my uncle and aunt for too long? Then I should go too?"
Lin Mengyao poked her head, looked at her across from Shang Yuyu, and got up as well.
"She leaves as soon as she wants. Say something stupid, Auntie wants you to stay." Mother Shang took her hand, and Lin Mengyao took advantage of the opportunity to sit back.
"Goodbye, uncle and aunt."
Qishan walked to the door by herself, and Shang Yuyu held her back.
She still put on her shoes and walked to the door without saying a word, regardless of his tugging.
"Ah Qi?" Shang Yuyu frowned deeply.
"I'll go back first." Qishan smiled at him lightly.
"Ah Qi, can you sit down again?" Shang Yuyu felt that leaving as soon as he was full was not a good impression.
"I still have something to do, so I'll go back first."
Let go, it's tiring to laugh like this.
"But, isn't it a holiday?" What will happen?
Qishan thought about what he had to say, and finally lowered his eyes and stopped smiling.
"Ah Qi, today is the holiday, you go back" No one
Perhaps thinking that those words would hurt her, he swallowed and walked on.
"I am leaving."
Your hesitation is my biggest injury.
One one one
Shang Yuyu seemed surprised that she really left like that.
When entering the elevator, Qishan glanced at him, and in those eyes, she still seemed disappointed with her.
Disappointed?
If you are with her, maybe you will always be disappointed? After all, she doesn't have any strengths. Lin Mengyao said in the chat just now that she has a tenth grade in piano.
And she is just a rookie who is just getting started.
How far is the difference between her and him?
If she is now a little bit more confident about him ten years ago. But to keep up with him now, she must?? Let's work hard for another twenty years.
How long is twenty years? She most remembers when she was a child, seeing the dolls in the window, which were so cute that they often fell into her dreams. She secretly saved money, and it was not until she had been working for nearly a year that she "heart-heartedly" used the money to buy a cloth that was half the size of a person. baby. A doll may come easily to many people, but it took her nearly ten years.
Besides, twenty years later, it is impossible for him to stand still and wait for her.
Ever since Lin Mengyao appeared, she has known her gap, but the hope he gave always tempted her to give it a try. Brave the courage of a narrow escape, hand over your heart, show your bravery, but the result
It's not that she doesn't have something she wants, but she knows that some things will never belong to her no matter how hard she tries.
Taking one step forward and two steps back, she was still timid after all.
One one one
On the night of the winter solstice, there are lights and festoons everywhere, the winter solstice is here, then Christmas, and then New Year's Day. The streets are full of festive atmosphere, and it seems that there are more people on the road. I wonder if they have finished dinner?
Qi Shan didn't know how long she had been sitting. Since she left his house, she had been walking. When she was tired, she went into the coffee shop, ordered a drink that she thought was expensive, and drank it bit by bit. Before she knew it, it was getting dark. Yet?
Turning her head to meet the waiter's eyes, she was a little embarrassed. Has she dominated other people's positions for so long with just one drink?
Qishan got up and left the position.
Put your hands in your bag and take out your phone.
Well, the battery is out.
This phone needs to be charged every few hours, and my roommate said that she had already thrown it away, but she was reluctant and kept using it.
The screen is black, and it feels like I want to suck myself into it.
Praying for peace of mind, telling myself not to be pessimistic or disappointed.
No matter how hard or difficult it is, it will be over, hold on, and it will be fine.
"It will be fine in the past."
Qishan murmured, not daring to let herself be more disappointed.
Too much disappointment can turn into despair.
And she can never despair, because no matter how difficult life is, she still has to live well, otherwise grandma will scold her.
When Qishan came home, he met Shang Yuyu.
He stood on the side of the road with a dark face, as if waiting for her.
Qishan paused, and wanted to turn around and leave.
"Ah Qi."
The voice is a little hoarse, probably because he hasn't spoken for a long time.
"Yes." Qishan responded lightly, after thinking about it, he still walked one meter away from him.
"Why didn't you answer my call?"
"Uh, the phone is out of battery."
Shang Yuyu looked at her suspiciously.
She wanted to reach out and take out the phone, saying that it was really out of battery.
But the next second it stopped moving.
"Where did you go?" Shang Yuyu took a deep breath, still asking quietly.
"Walking around."
Shang Yuyu stared straight at her without speaking.
Qishan was a little restrained and restless, with a look of impatience in his brows and eyes.
"Ah Qi, have you ever thought about spending the rest of your life with me?"
Qishan was a little shocked, and wanted to look up, but turned away for a moment.
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