Qi Shan didn't know why, but in the end, she would turn out to be unreasonable, or not gentle enough, not like a kind girl at all.
She felt very tired.
Love is very tiring.
?It was more tiring than when she had to take care of her grandma, study and pick up waste when her grandma was sick.
Life is not considered poor, but it is easier to get tired. Why?
Qishan tried her best to get herself back on track. She was very afraid that something out of her control would happen if this continued. At that time, probably no one would save her, because in this world, she only had herself, and she I am very afraid of this feeling of being at a loss, as if it will make her irreparable at any time
While walking and retreating, she wanted to put herself in a safe position.
Shang Yuyu said, I think Ah Qi doesn't like talking to me anymore.
I used to like it very much. Qi Shan told him in his heart.
I probably don't dare now, for fear of exposing those dark and negative thoughts in my heart if I talk too much.
Although the ending was foreseen, she would not propose to end it now.
Because this person was very important in her first ten years and the next few decades.
She is mean, she knows, but she just doesn't want to say goodbye.
She just wanted to protect herself and look at him at the same time.
She thought selfishly, because he was the one who approached her on the initiative.
Knowing that there will be almost no fruit, she is waiting, although the probability of flowering and fruiting is one in ten million, but before it withers, she will still guard it, with the tiny expectation in her heart
Qishan sometimes wonders, if he gives himself to him, will he marry him, and even if he doesn't marry, he can still remember him for the rest of his life?
But grandma said that boys should not be allowed to do that before they get married.
She trusts grandma.
Grandma has taught herself everything she can teach. If grandma is still alive, it is right to teach her how to do it now. That way, at least she won't be as confused as she is now.
One one one
She went out to play with Wu Xi, and Wu Xi said that going out to play can forget all the unhappy things.
"Qishan, are you really dating?" Wu Xi sat in the corner with her, watching a group of friends yelling and playing.
"Yes." Qishan replied softly, looking at the lively crowd, wondering if they would be very happy like that.
"When will I take it out to have a look, and leave the order without saying a word, yes you" Wu Xi looked at her profile and said with a smile.
"In the future." Qi Shan pursed his lips, but thought in his heart, if he knew that he came to such a place, he would probably be surprised? But how did he know, now they seem to only have a few daily greetings left every day.
After a while, Wu Xi moved closer and asked, "Is he treating you well?"
Qishan paused for a moment, then turned around and smiled: "It's pretty good."
"What is pretty good? Shouldn't it be the best? Hold it in your hand for fear of falling and hold it in your mouth for fear of melting"
"That's so precious."
"Then why do you like him? Isn't it because he treats you well? Doesn't a woman like him because a man treats her well?"
"Really?" Qishan looked at Wu Xi, a boy three years younger than her.
Wu Xi lowered his eyes and admitted reluctantly: "No."
"Then why do you like him?"
Qi Shan bowed his head and thought for a while, then replied: "I don't know."
She only knew that the person had been remembered for a long time, and she suddenly met him, and suddenly appeared in her life, so it existed.
After a while, Wu Xi said: "If he treats you badly, don't want him, don't hang yourself on a tree, you know? There are so many men in the world There is always someone who is willing to treat you wholeheartedly And you're so stupid, you don't even know how to say when you're being bullied, you, you, you"
Wu Xiyue talked more and more, Qi Shan looked at him amusedly, and patted his head habitually: "Thank you."
"Thank you, thank you. I told you not to find a boyfriend You can settle for other things, but this one is not. If you don't agree, we will break up. Brother will give you a better one."
Seeing Wu Xi show his "loyalty" again, he nodded in cooperation.
"Thank you."
Shishi and Wu Xi are people she cares about.
"Dating people is troublesome. Tell me if you have anything to do. If you are not happy, you can find me. If you are happy, then leave. Women are very annoying."
"Um."
Wu Xi looked at her expression that hadn't changed much.?, his eyes darkened.
"Ah Qi"
Facing Wu Xi's sudden approach, Qishan was startled, and quickly reached out to push him away.
Qishan looked at him with a frown, but found nothing unusual.
"Keep a distance, or don't blame me if I don't have a wife in the future." Qishan would only joke in front of him, "Actually, girls really mind, being so close to girls who don't like them."
Wu Xi looked at her for a while, then leaned back on the chair and said, "I don't even have a girlfriend."
"Then go find it."
"Can't find it."
"You in our garden don't like you." Qishan helped him pay attention, but she didn't know many people.
"Forget it, didn't you say I'm still young?"
"Well, there's really no rush." ??Only 23.
Wu Xi didn't seem to want to continue this kind of topic, so he picked up the wine and drank it.
"Drink less?" Qishan always felt that drinking would hurt his body.
"Hey, good stuff." Wu Xi approached with a wine glass to pray for good.
"No." Qishan refused the temptation.
"Go and play when you come."
Qi Shan shook his head like a rattle.
"go."
Wu Xi directly pulled her onto the dance floor!
Qishan felt that it was a mistake to come out with him!
When she was so annoyed that she was about to get angry, Wu Xi finally let her go.
Wu Xi teased her all the way when she sent her back, Qishan just didn't want to do something she didn't like, so she wasn't really angry.
"Call me next time." Wu Xi said goodbye to him with a smile in his eyes.
Qi Shan shook his head, "Forget it in the future."
She is indeed not suitable for those places.
"Have you forgotten your friends so soon?" Wu Xi put his hands in his trouser pockets and looked at her.
"I just don't think those places are for me."
"It's okay, I can take you to another place."
"Where?"
"Call me whenever you are free."
I am free.
"good."
Wu Xi looked at her again, and suddenly smiled: "Actually dating is not bad."
In the past, I couldn't make an appointment no matter what.
"Well, you can try it too."
Wu Xi didn't speak, and rubbed her head because of her height, and she wasn't angry when she was knocked off by Qishan.
"Go back and go to bed early."
"Be careful on the road."
"Know."
Qishan watched him leave with a smile, then turned and went back to the dormitory.
The moment I turned around, I thought, next time I should find Shishi to go out. I really won't stay in a place that is not suitable for me.
So, you shouldn't force what doesn't suit you, right?
As soon as Qishan's eyes darkened, the darkness released at night seemed to quickly surround her again, just like that, wrapping around her layer by layer, and melting her whole body into the darkness.
Reluctantly, it really is not happy. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com