For a person who walks with her head down every day and always has a smile on her face, no one will notice her mood, just like in the past years.
Ever since grandma left, she has become used to bearing all her joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys by herself, and she is also used to keeping them in her heart so that no one can see them.
Just, is the sadness too obvious this time?
"Sister Qi, what's the matter with you?" The little girls who were whistling at first glance asked her tentatively in a low voice.
"Is there?" She was still smiling.
"Hmm. It looks depressed a lot. Are you worried about the exam?"
Qishan shook his head, the exam situation was not bad, and if he failed this time, he would have a chance to make up the exam.
"Then did something happen to your boy friend?"
Qishan worked hard to lift his spirits, and shook his head habitually.
"Then Miss Qi don't mind if I tell the truth," the little girl looked at her expression half hesitantly, "I don't think you should pay too much attention to it."
"How to say?" Qi Shan wanted to get used to smiling, but felt a little tired, pulled the corners of his mouth, and slightly pursed his lower lip.
"Although ha, your boy friend's conditions are really good. He is tall and handsome. At first glance, he looks like an elite person. How many people are envious to have such a person as a boyfriend? However, when I saw Sister Qi, I would I know you are not a playful person, although your boy friend is very good, but sister Qi should be going to get married. It is good for your boyfriend to be a boyfriend, it makes people envious and jealous, but you want to get married If so, I don't think it's suitable for you."
"Personal opinion, just listen to it."
"It's okay. I know you're doing it for my own good." Qishan smiled, ignoring the strangeness in her heart, and asked softly, "Why do you think it's not suitable?"
"It's very simple. To get married is to live. To live means to be salt, oil, soy sauce and vinegar tea in the future. It's good to have a show like your boyfriend, but it's difficult to live together, not to mention that he is so good, and his level is so high." It's different, youyou are with him, and you can't communicate with him day by day, and in the end, your wife becomes a nanny, and you cheat"
Qishan couldn't even keep a polite smile.
"Sister Qi, I'm not trying to scare you, but" The little girl looked like she was afraid that she would be hit.
"I know." Qi Shan nodded kindly, she understood that the other party was thinking of herself.
"In short, no matter how good-looking it is, it can't be eaten as food. If the future is difficult, it's better to think about it earlier." The little girl looked at her with pity.
Uh, sorry for what?
"However, to have such a handsome boy friend and fall in love with me, I am satisfied no matter what." The little girl looked obsessed again.
If all she wants is a relationship, she's probably already had it, and if that's all she can get, she should probably be content.
If marriage is not the premise, it should probably be over.
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When Lin Mengyao came to look for her again, Qishan felt that her mind was at a loss. Perhaps, she really figured it out.
Lin Mengyao was still arrogant, as if it was a grace to come to her.
Since she chose the off-duty time, Qishan didn't mind walking with her, after all, she didn't need to endorse, so she had more time.
"I went to see my uncle and aunt today."
Seeing her expression, Qishan guessed that the uncle and aunt were probably referring to the father and the mother.
Want her response? Praying for cooperation, he tugged the corners of his mouth.
"Don't you want to know what we have done?" Lin Mengyao raised her eyebrows at her with folded arms.
Do not want to know. Pray for kindness.
"I went to their house for dinner, and Auntie still stayed with me, invited me to go shopping, and bought me a lot of things. It can be seen that Auntie and the others like me very much." Lin Mengyao brushed her hair, but her eyes kept on looking away. On Qishan.
"Um."
"Auntie and I bought this together, doesn't it look good?" Lin Mengyao deliberately raised her skirt, her face full of pride.
The white dress fit her very well. Although it was early autumn, she didn't add a coat, and only saw that Qishan sympathized with her a little.
Qi Shan resisted the urge to remind her to add clothes, and nodded politely, as an answer to her question.
"However, you probably can't tell the good from the bad, and naturally you don't know anything about Armani. Probably, garbage looks good in front of you."
She deliberately bit down on the word "garbage".
"Hmm." Mmmmm! Trash looks pretty good in front of her, Qi Shan almost blurted out: But the one in front of me is you.??¡
She doesn't scold people, she has to listen to grandma.
Qi Shan understood that she was here to show off, so she kept holding back.
"I helped Ayu find a new job. He will go to work next month. Did I tell you?" Lin Mengyao's eyes were filled with pride.
After praying for a good meal, he subconsciously shook his head.
"Hehehe" Lin Mengyao looked proud, "I didn't expect him to get bored so quickly. I thought he would have a lot of love for you. It's really boring. You won as soon as you make a move."
"However" Lin Mengyao approached slowly and looked at her expression carefully, "You are his first love anyway, let him try it, lest it would be bad if he wanted to become a cinnabar mole, what reason does he have now? Come back to find you? Hahaha"
Qishan lowered her head and let her laugh at her expressionlessly without any reason to refute. She didn't know if what Lin Mengyao said was true, she only knew that person, she didn't say anything, and suddenly cut off her contact, like As they walked, they scattered. She looked around, but couldn't see any clues related to him.
Now someone said, he went with her.
Whether she believed it or not, it was a fact that he disappeared by her side.
"Aren't you angry? Aren't you sad?" Seeing her consistent expression, Lin Mengyao was a little annoyed.
Qishan smiled lightly, but did not answer.
She no longer has the ability to sort out her emotions.
"It's really boring." Lin Mengyao took another serious look at her, and finally gave up looking at her, "It's so boring, no wonder Ayu got tired of it so quickly."
Lin Mengyao was already planning to leave, and before leaving, she said: "You really failed, you still can't catch it if you give it to you."
Qishan looked at Lin Mengyao who was walking away, but she still clenched her hands unconsciously. Is she really such a failure?
One one one
Qishan didn't know how much time she spent restraining herself, she only had one thought: if he doesn't want her, then she will give up.
It's like seeing others rushing to pick up the empty bottle she saw first before her countless times.
Grandma said that if you don't fight or grab, you won't be so easy to get hurt, and you are willing to make a big step, and don't give others a chance to hurt yourself.
Minimizing harm is the way grandma taught her to survive.
And giving up on him was the way she chose.
In this matter, she was afraid of insisting on it alone. I was even more afraid that I had lost my heart and would never get it back. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com