The door opened slowly, and passengers continued to board and disembark.
She only dared to peek at someone's figure from the corner of her eye.
He seemed to be taking a long-distance bus, got off the bus in a hurry, and rushed towards the station.
Qishan couldn't tell whether it was disappointment or luck, or both. He was glad that his sloppy appearance was not seen, and that he didn't say a word to him when he was disappointed That was the person who hadn't met once or half time for many years. , but I just let him pass by.
But she also knew that even if he sat beside her, she would probably not dare to speak.
Just like in the past three months, they didn't say more than ten sentences in total.
At that time, she met Teacher Xing, a high school teacher who taught art, at her work place.
Perhaps because of her baby face, Teacher Xing asked, "Why don't you go to school?"
She said: "I graduated."
"Graduation?" Teacher Xing was puzzled.
Qishan told him with a smile that she had finished junior high school.
Who knew that Teacher Xing raised his eyebrows after hearing this: What is that, you just put the book down at the beginning!
So, she was "criticized" inexplicably.
Qishan does not argue, she has heard those words many times, although her grades in school are not particularly good, but there are teachers who advise her not to give up school. But she knew her situation, what they said was right, but it wasn't what she wanted, no one else was her, no matter how good the words were, it might not be suitable for her to walk.
Finally, Teacher Xing sighed at her: "Girl"
Later, Teacher Xing met a few more times, and each time she talked to her a few words, and probably knew the situation of her family, so she stopped persuading her to go to school.
Only once, Teacher Xing suddenly asked her if she had any hobbies.
Qi Shan shook her head, for her, apart from making money and taking care of her grandma and herself, she would not think about anything extra.
"Then what do you do when you're not doing anything?"
"I won't stop doing things, there are many things to do."
"Isn't there a day that's free?"
Qishan wanted to shake his head, but after thinking about it, he said: "If it rains heavily or the weather is extremely hot, grandma won't let me go out. It will be a little empty at that time."
"Well! What will you do at that time?" Teacher Xing asked with bright eyes.
"Do housework, chat with grandma, make grandma happy."
"Then what?"
"Then? Oh, when grandma falls asleep, I will read a book and draw something"
Hearing the word Huahua, Teacher Xing finally smiled.
Then I conceived and did many things by myself, and finally fought for her to go to his class as an auditor for the four days off every month, and I don¡¯t know what he told the boss, the rest day is not Sunday, It was Friday, when his class was in class.
Overcoming all difficulties to become a transfer student in the art class of the third year of high school, according to Teacher Xing, he first came to feel the atmosphere of art, and then he would teach her the basic skills.
"Add a little each time, and one day, you will add it to the point where you are satisfied."
Qishan did not refuse, it was the first time she met someone who showed such kindness to her, and she could tell that it was the eyes that really wanted to help her. From childhood to adulthood, the first thing she learned was to look at people's eyes. Everyone's eyes hide their thoughts. When people around them look at her and grandma, they sometimes look at her and grandma with pity, sometimes sympathy, and sometimes sympathy. A lot of impatience and disgust, and as an adult, she saw more purposeful, unspeakable thoughts Many times, people's eyes can't lie.
And Teacher Xing is her lifelong mentor and helpful friend.
Even now, she visits him once a year, even though he only taught her for a little over a year before being transferred to a better school.
That day, when Teacher Xing brought her to the class, she also looked at her a lot.
Even though some people hid it well, she still saw the disgust in their eyes.
Qi Shan subconsciously tugged at the short and whitish clothes on her body. Although most of them are school uniforms, they are made of good materials and are suitable for wearing on them, and some of the girls are wearing skirts with delicate braids, and their complexion is very good, white and clean, reminding her of the The little white rabbit I have seen.
She thought they were lovely and noble.
Yes, at that time, she only thought of the adjective "noble", and she used this word for a long time, because she felt that this word was very suitable for them, like the muddy girl in the story.The distance between the swan and the swan.
"Shang Yuyu, you are the class monitor, if she needs anything, please take care of her."
Qishan raised her eyes, took a quick glance, and was surprised to find that it was the boy who gave her grandma the bottle that responded.
But soon she lowered her eyes again, he is the class monitor, he is really excellent.
In front of the whole class, Teacher Xing clicked on "special care". She felt that there were more eyes looking at her, which made her dare not even raise her head!
"Girl, say hello to everyone." Teacher Xing encouraged her.
She worked hard for a long time before she said timidly: "Hello everyone, my name is Qishan, praying Qi, kind-hearted Shan."
"Hey."
Although it was a very small sound, it was quickly buried in the sparse applause, but Qishan heard it, and then understood in her heart that she was probably not very welcome here.
"You go and sit in the back first. I'll ask someone to move a table over later. Listen slowly. It doesn't matter if you don't understand."
Qi Shan nodded slightly, then walked straight to the back.
As the lecture started, the class quieted down. She sat in the back, and sure enough she couldn't understand many of them. Maybe her thinking was a little divergent. Her gaze moved to every figure, some were crooked, some were oblique, and some were lying on their stomachs. There is also a daze, only one figure is sitting upright from beginning to end, occasionally taking notes, when blinking, the eyelashes are like a small brush, probably because of the morning, I feel that the light is reversed, with a halo The effect makes people feel beautiful and wants to paint
But her painting levelQi Shan pursed her lips and focused her eyes on the podium. As the teacher said, you can learn as much as you can. Add up little by little, although you don't become very good, you will always be able to It's different, isn't it?
"Where are you from?" After class, someone came to ask her.
"What does your family do? Is it a poor household?"
"What's your relationship with Teacher Xing?"
"Are you very young?"
Some people opened their mouths, and others also asked questions. They sat in their chairs, and then went back to talk to others after asking. Qishan didn't know whether to answer them one by one.
"Pray for goodness, go move the table." Shang Yuyu's voice sounded, and everyone else fell silent.
"Um."
Qi Shan breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately followed.
But along the way, he didn't talk to her.
Qi Shan was a little apprehensive, did he do something wrong? She wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say. Looking at his upright back, she suddenly felt the seriousness of an elder (so much so that she secretly inquired about his age later).
Following the "elders", Qishan didn't dare to speak anymore.
He said he was asking her to move the table, but she didn't give her a hand during the whole process. At first, she said that she had the strength to move it, but the man glanced over, as if he thought she was too busy, which made her stretch out her hand embarrassingly. have to shrink back.
This person is really difficult to get along with. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com