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Chapter 17 Running Back - Give Up

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    Still the same donkey cart, still the same packed up and left.  Before Li Changqing left, he mixed the milk powder and changed the diaper for the fourth child with his own hands, and then let her sleep soundly in his arms.  He didn't know whether they could meet again after this trip, and he didn't know if he would have the courage to tell his daughter if he asked about today when she grew up, but he still wanted to leave the young her to others as a father.  , he abandoned her with his own hands.

    In the days after he left, he could only miss his daughter in the quiet night, and he would never finish his work during the day.  Pushing carts on the mountain, and helping Yang Yi with housework at home.  Now they live in the house of their auntie, and take the second and third children together again. Because of the separation some time ago, they have been estranged from him. As a father, he knows that no one can understand the heartache, so he can only try his best.  Get in touch with them more and let them accept themselves as their father again.  Where is the fourth child?  What kind of stranger will you be with yourself in the future?  Will one day go to the market by herself, and when she falls off as a big girl with a logo, she will pass by without knowing who she is?

    The hill where Li Changqing pushes the trolley is relatively close to his sister-in-law¡¯s house. He always finishes his work as early as possible every now and then, and then rides a bicycle to the canteen to buy a first-generation milk powder for his sister-in-law. Taking the opportunity of delivering milk powder, he will try his best to do as much as possible.  He hugged his daughter and filled her with a bottle of milk powder with a suitable temperature.  Of course, he never told Yang Yi that Yang Yi is busy taking care of the second and third children, and there are so many housework waiting for her. If time can make her forget this child as much as possible, he doesn't want to reveal the secret in her heart.  scar.  What's more, she is still pregnant with another life, and the hard work of pregnancy made him unable to bear to add any news that could hurt her.

    However, life never goes as one wishes. It always goes against our wishes and insists on directing its own script, letting people in the world take turns to perform.

    It was a frighteningly gloomy day, the sun did not bring light to the world for a day, and the dim dark clouds pressed the land that had entered autumn and winter.  The row of wild geese flying south above their heads is almost the last team, and several autumn winds and cold rains have already left the treetops in the village bare.  The nests of the big magpies hidden in the high places were revealed at this time, but today there was no cry of magpies, replaced by a few piercing crows.  Yang Yi threw stones to drive away the crows in the yard, which was a symbol of misfortune.  Although there is no wind, the dry and cold air conveys a message to every living being with a sense of touch: winter is here.

    Yang Yi carried a heavy pig food bucket to help her sister feed the pigs. Because of the rowdy drunk brother-in-law, her sister was beaten and injured all over last night.  If it wasn't for being dependent on others, Yang Yi really wanted to teach her brother-in-law, a drunkard, a good lesson for her sister, but her cowardly sister stopped her kindness again.

    On the way back from feeding the pigs, Yang Yi felt a heart-piercing pain in her stomach. She put the pig food bucket aside. It didn't take long for blood to ooze from her pants.  She was pregnant with a child for five months. On that cold day, before she had time to come out to see the world, she stayed there forever.  The doctor told her that it was a male fetus that had already formed.

    When Li Changqing came back from the mountain, his sister was holding a bowl of brown sugar raw eggs prepared with hot water and was urging Yang Yi to drink it.  Her current body is too fragile, but what makes people more distressed than this fragile body is her broken heart. The son she finally conceived is gone. The son she waited for after she was pregnant with the fifth child, she ran away.  On the contrary, the son who waited for nearly a year of grievances and grievances to the children is gone.  Next to them were the ignorant second and third children who watched Yang Yi and cried. They didn't know that they had lost their younger brother, and they didn't know that their mother was suffering from the pain of dying because of the loss of her son. But they knew that their mother was sad, so they  Weep together.

    "Daughter-in-law, you should drink this egg. You are already weak, so you can't make such a fuss." Li Changqing took the egg from the elder sister's hand, and then let the elder sister take the two children out. As a husband, he must give it to her now.  she strength.

    Yang Yi, who had been sobbing in a low voice, finally broke out in front of her man.

    "That's a kid, it's a kid." She wailed heartbreakingly.  She begged God for so long, just wanting a boy, why did God give it to her, but take him back?  If she had to take back one, she would rather take her own life in exchange.

    "It's okay, it's okay." Li Changqing wanted to be strong in front of his wife, but he didn't know how to speak, and he also burst into tears.  At this moment, he suddenly thought of Chen Feng, Chen Yao who was abandoned by himself, and every hard moment of his wife, at this moment, flooded his mind like a flood.  From the perspective of the world, in order to cater to the mother's desire for a grandson,In order to stop the villagers who said "no one will pass on the family line, no children and grandchildren will be cut off", they have endured too much pain that they should not have endured along the way.  Why bother?  The day is their own, what does it matter to others?  He tightly hugged this woman who had been suffering since he followed him, and at this moment he finally made up his mind.

    "Daughter-in-law, let's go home. We won't have children anymore. We all have four daughters. Let's live a good life. There will be good days waiting for us in the future. Why do you have a son? I have to build a house for him.  Talk about daughter-in-law. We just need to raise these four big daughters well." Li Changqing tried his best to keep himself calm, and he hoped that his calmness could give Yang Yi strength and let her rely on something.

    Yang Yi stared blankly at Li Changqing, her heart was also complicated.

    "I haven't even been able to give birth to a son for you. You will be laughed at by the villagers for the rest of your life." Yang Yi looked at Li Changqing with blank eyes.  She saw the sincerity in her eyes.

    "You gave me four daughters, and the two of us are doing well. We will take care of all four daughters, and make those who read our jokes envy us. When our four daughters grow up, they will be envious." Li Changqing  Every word he said came from the bottom of his heart, maybe he wouldn't speak sweet words, but the sincerity contained in this plain language was irreplaceable.

    Yang Yi looked at Li Changqing, and she felt that ever since she married this man, she had never thought about the love she had read in books. Marriage was just a routine ordered by her parents and a matchmaker.  The beauty of opposite sex attraction when we first meet, is slowly ignored and forgotten in the complicated days.  But at this moment, her heart was suddenly touched by another thing. She noticed another emotion in this man for herself, which was so reliable and reassuring.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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