Li Changqing knew that the village could not stay any longer. Yang Yi's belly was too big to hide. Even if she was not allowed to go out, even if others were not allowed to visit the house, the moment the child was born was always something that could not be covered by paper. What's more, family planning and people in the brigade have been checking more and more frequently these days, and they are not lucky to escape every day.
"Let's run, no matter what, let's talk about the fourth child first." Li Changqing had just sent the inspectors away, and hurried to the thatched shed, unlocked it, and helped the heavy Yang Yi out.
"Run, what should I do with these children? The eldest is a little bit older, and the other two are still so young, one is three years old and the other is four years old. I don't worry about leaving them at home." Ah, she wants to give birth to this fourth child safely. This is all her hope. As long as the fourth child is a son, she will not have to be angry with her sister-in-law, mother-in-law, or listen to the whole village. The gossip about "I can't have a son" doesn't have to hide from the family planning inspectors like street rats. However, the palms and the backs of the hands are full of flesh. Even though these three children are girls, they were all born after walking in front of Lord Yama with more than 300 bones in her body. No matter how much she wants a son, she can't throw away three little lives that have already come to this world at once for this son.
"It's okay to bring the second and third children. They are three or four years old. They can play by themselves when they are full. But the eldest is going to school, so he must go to school and run with us. Give her to Mom, and then What's the matter, this is also our child, her own granddaughter, she will definitely take care of it." Li Changqing helped Yang Yi into the house, this house has not seen the sun for too long to avoid neighbors and inspectors, and Yang Yi has been hanging The tattered curtains that I made by myself had faded to the point of discoloration, and the room was gloomy and cold.
Yang Yi also felt that it was impossible to take the eldest child along with her. Besides, she couldn't take care of her. When the fourth child was born, she had to take care of the three children every day. Although a woman has a natural motherhood, especially for her, a mother of three children, when it comes to real life, motherhood will also be worn down by labor. Now she is already disturbed by the children's daily crying, eating, drinking, and messing around, and the family still has so much farm work and housework to do. Li Changqing has to go out to earn money to support the family, otherwise, they will lose their source of income. Sometimes, I don't know how many people are waiting to see their jokes. What hurt Yang Yi especially was that those who read the joke were not strangers, not unrelated people in the village, but her own sister-in-law and mother-in-law. Their endless sarcasm and sarcasm, no matter how strong this woman is in her heart, her psychological defense is being broken little by little. However, her fourth child is about to be born now. As long as she gives birth to a son, she will not be "a useless wife who gave her second son a broken life", and she can hold her head high in front of them.
Yang Yi touched her big belly. No one knew how many times she begged the merciful Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva to give her a son, and she was willing to pay any price for this.
"That's fine, just leave the boss at home. I'll give your mother ten yuan a month, so she should take good care of the children." Li Changqing did not reject Yang Yi's proposal, although he also said that he believed in his mother. . However, in this poor age, belief is so powerless for food and money. With money, mother should take good care of the boss for the sake of money.
"Xiaofeng, tomorrow, your dad and your sisters are going to stay at grandma's house for a while. You have to listen to grandma. Mom gave her ten yuan. If you want to eat, tell grandma to let her eat. I'll buy it for you, so I can go to school well." After a day of struggle, Yang Yi decided to tell her daughter the bad news in person, and she felt that it was her mother's guilt that she could not be responsible for her in the future.
"Mom, don't you want me? Take me and go together, I will listen to what you say." Chenfeng got up from the bed when he heard this, as if "sit up in a dying sickness" Struggling.
"Nonsense, how could Mom not want you? That is, Mom wants to give birth to a younger brother for you, but in the village, if Mom gives birth to your younger brother, your younger brother will be taken away by bad guys. You don't want a younger brother." Did you?" Yang Yi didn't use those bloody words in front of her daughter. She used "sent away" instead of "stabbed to death".
What kind of era is this? Even Yang Yi, who has received a high school education, would doubt it. What is policy? She couldn't explain clearly, but she knew that policies must be implemented. In this day and age, having more than two children is a violation of policy, and violation of policy is punishable. It's just that this punishment is too severe, those newborn children haven't had time to see the world.With one glance, you will be taken away by those who come to "punish" policy violations, and you will be taken away from this world forever.
When Chen Feng heard this, although her face was full of unhappiness, she still shook her head firmly. She looked at her mother's big belly. Although she didn't know what "boy preference" was at her age, she knew that as a girl, she was disgusted by her grandma. Grandma always smiled when she saw her aunt's grandson, but when she saw her When I was there, I was always unhappy. If I have a younger brother, will grandma laugh when she sees me? Although she has to be separated from her parents for a period of time, she feels that in order to wait for her younger brother to be born, and to wait until her grandma can treat her with a smile, she is willing to be obedient.
"I will be obedient and go to school well." When Yang Yi saw her daughter say these adult-like words with those beautiful big eyes shining, she, who has always been strong, suddenly felt sore in her heart, and tears rolled in her eyes . This is my first child, even though she is rejected by her mother-in-law because she is a girl, but she is the flesh that fell from my heart, an existence connected with my blood, and it is the first time in her life that she has the joy and happiness of being a mother People, although the happiness and joy have faded away in this tiring, ordinary and simple day, but at this moment, this feeling suddenly returned to her heart after a long time.
She held back her tears, she is such a strong person, no matter how hard life is, she will not cry, she thinks that crying is a sign of cowardice, and she will not let her daughter see her cowardly appearance.
"Go to sleep." She smiled and covered Chen Feng with a quilt, and then slowly fell asleep in a complex intertwining of uneasiness and hope and fear for the future.
She made a bowl of egg noodles for Chenfeng, changed her into clean clothes, watched her walk out of the house to go to school, made pancakes for her at noon, and made her a meal filled with pork and cabbage in the evening Dumplings until she fell asleep again.
"Mom, here is ten yuan. You take it. If the child wants to eat anything, you can buy her some. She is still young and can't eat much. You can save the rest of the money."
"I don't want to spend this money. I will spend it on your child's body for you." Xu Jinhua still had an expression that the family owed her tens of thousands of dollars. She didn't even look at Yang Yi, but accepted it neatly. He took the ten yuan she handed over. In this world, is there anything more important than this gray paper?
Yang Yi couldn't bear to see her mother-in-law's cruel face, and now she was the only one who was cruel, turned and left. On that dark and windy night, she packed her bags, took her second child and third child, whose eyelids were almost closed, and embarked on the road of rebellion in order to give birth to a son. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com