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you left me dying flowers

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    I really didn't want to put such a sad title, but seeing those pots of flowers on my desk whose names I don't know, they are really dying, and I have seen that in autumn, their leaves will grow  Turn yellow, and then fall one by one, and at that time, I will think of you again.  What about this time next year?  What about the year after?  How about after not seeing each other for many years?

    That day, Amu took a document in foreign languages ??and gave it to me. Anyway, I didn¡¯t understand anything, so I asked him what it was.

    "Actually, I am the prince of East Timor," he deliberately paused to let me put a question mark.  "I haven't had time to tell you that I am the exiled prince of East Timor, and I will go back to inherit the throne in a few days."

    "You are so funny." I only replied these few words to express my deep disdain, but I knew that this matter was not "groundless".

    We have been chatting with each other for a long time, but the only thing I can be sure of is that Amu will leave here in the near future.  All of a sudden, the sorrow of leaving increased, and immediately took the bus that I hated to take in my life to the fruit shop opened by Amu outside the second ring road, which was about to close down. I knew that I couldn't go there many times.

    Amu asked me to help him write a story about the fruit shop, and write it a little weirdly, so that people will like to read it.  I smiled and said that after he left, I would write a sacrificial article, and he said: Can you speak well!

    I have always hated parting after being affectionate. After all, I have not made many heart-warming friends in my life, and I have always been indifferent. One of my family members often pointed at my nose and called me a selfish person.  I also think it is right, and I also think it is wrong. I will not explain too much. Blood relationship is not the criterion for certain judgments, at least for myself who is too subjective.

    You are the flight leaving early this morning. I made a plan last night. I will send you a message after you fall asleep. The purpose is to let you go quietly when you wake up in the morning. Don¡¯t say hello to me. I hate it.  My affectionate eyes saw your back when you parted, and I will see the long shadow under the night light disappearing step by step.

    The thing about parting that is very deep in my memory is the scene when I resolutely decided to return to Chengdu from Wuhan at the end of 2014.  The colleagues in the company were informed of my decision to leave on the same day. I don¡¯t know what they think, I just know that I don¡¯t want to bring them some sense of separation. After all, I am used to separation and separation on the long journey of wandering.  Gathering and dispersal, they have become my emotional sustenance in that lonely city of Wuhan, although they sometimes say that I am a cold-blooded leader in private.  After get off work, they told me that they had ordered the last farewell dinner. Of course, I pretended nothing had happened on the surface, but the touch in my heart really made me want to stay. I drank a lot that night and sat on the plane. dizzy.

    I think of their comfort when I was sad, and their caring care when I was drunk. At that time, I loved to blame them with the strength of alcohol.  What impressed me the most was that there was a time when I negotiated with a client for too long, and it was very late when I got home. However, we made an appointment to cook and have dinner at my house that day. When I got home, I found that they were all waiting for me, waiting for me to join us  When eating, I never imagined that I could be treated like this. Still, I was expressionless, but in my heart, I fell in love with them.  After returning to Chengdu, I often miss them in the painful experience, and wish them a better life in my heart.  I still remember that when they said goodbye, they once told me, you have a good time!  Remember to take us with you when you're ready, but ah, after so many years, I can't recover.

    However, things backfired. When I was about to wash up and go to bed, you knocked on the door and asked me not to wash up. Let me help you carry your luggage downstairs.

    So I carried my luggage with you and went downstairs. After parting, I saw the back of you and another friend walking away. The cool wind also gave me a headache.  Originally, I walked into the convenience store and chose the wine, but when I thought of the words of encouragement before you left, I gave up again, and left the store calmly under the surprised eyes of the clerk.  I have been shopping in this convenience store for more than two years. Most of them know me, but they always have to buy something when they go in. However, this is the first time I haven¡¯t bought anything, so of course they will feel strange.

    Back home, I vaguely heard the sound of a plane passing by the sky of Chengdu. I guess it was the plane you were on. If possible, I really hope you can meet the long-distance relationship I said I wanted to be a flight attendant five years ago for me.  Girlfriend, I don't know why I have such inexplicable thoughts that are irrelevant. Hey, who knows?  Tell me, which airline is she working as a stewardess now?  My intuition in my heart is that it is Sichuan Airlines, but I have not met her after flying a few times. I am not looking forward to meeting her to tell a story of reuniting old dreams. I just want to find a reasonable answer among many years of questions.

    Some time ago, a friend gave me a pot of succulents, you know succulents, right?  That kind of vitality is extremelyA strong plant, a plant that does not need to spend too much energy to take care of, but the one raised here is on the verge of death, and the pot of meat was forcibly returned to the original owner.  You bought two goldfish last year, "Pingping" and "An'an", and they were raised to death in the small fish tank on my desk.  Looking at the flowers you brought back from the store that are blooming well now, I have charged them with death in advance.

    Amu, bless you, you can go better and better, please rest assured, I will be better, I hate being looked at by friends with disappointed eyes, when you see me next time, you may be amazed,  Ah, he really quit smoking, and his complexion is rosy and shiny, haha!

    I started to cook by myself today, maybe after you left, I felt that I had to rely on myself, so I forced myself to live every day well.  Don't worry, I will take good care of myself. With my level as a chef, at least I won't starve to death.  I saw an interesting saying today: spirit is profiteering.  No wonder there has been a saying that a word is worth a thousand gold since ancient times.  At that time, you urged me to write essays, no matter how you looked at it, it seemed like a valuable encouragement.

    The flowers you left for me will all die, and it doesn¡¯t depend on my subjective desire not to want them to die. I hope the memory you left for me will last forever. If one day you are about to forget me, please tell me in advance.  And I always remember the ghostly look you had when you broke into this place where I didn't shit.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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