Or maybe itĄŻs not that IĄŻve become strange to myself, but when I look back, IĄŻll find that my original self is already so strange, and I even feel that thatĄŻs really my former self. Why do they seem so strange? Where is it? Something went wrong, the answer is destined to be impossible to find.
Changes can never be completed all at once, and all changes cannot be completed in an instant, so this is a slow process, just like the spring rain, moistening everything but silently.
? By the time you discover your changes, it's already too late, and you don't even know when you're already like this. Such a big change is like a completely different person.
Because of Ye Feng's relationship, when he came in, there was still no one sitting there.
It is not easy for Ye Feng and Gan to sit together again, because in fact, if there is one person who can't get up there, Ye Feng can't help it. After all, this is all chosen by himself. If there is no one, you can sit there, and no one can say anything.
Otherwise, you can only admit it, or you can change seats, but you canĄŻt let others change seats. Naturally, ordinary people would not do this, but now that I think about it, I was actually a bit too much at the time. , it seems a little too much for those children who are willing to sit with him. I donĄŻt know what they think of him. , there seems to be girls there, if not, maybe I would not be alone now, to some extent, I couldn't bear to look directly at that time, it really made him not know what to do now How to say it.
It's a pity, thinking about it now, maybe it would have been better to change to another tablemate at that time, but it's actually useless to say these now.
The two became the same table again. In the first year of junior high school, they should have sat together for more than half a year, and in that year, Ye Feng seemed to always sit with boys. But it's different in the second year of junior high school.
In the second year of junior high school, he seemed to have no male deskmates anymore. Basically, her deskmates were all girls. In fact, he still preferred to hang out with boys at that time. At that time, it seemed that this was still Some of this, what is that called, puberty, that, some aspects are also beginning to be a little ignorant, so, between this boy and a girl, if they get too close, someone will gossip, donĄŻt look down on them This thing, at that time, this thing was very powerful, more lethal than anything else.
This is a kind of atmosphere, and it covers a very wide area. Ye Feng's children's shoes also failed to escape. They were arranged by a few guys from the same village. The girl is also from the same village. At first, I remembered that It was a girl who said that first, of course Ye Feng didn't take it to heart at all, because we know it well, there is no such thing at all.
However, I never expected that it would spread like that. In the end, it was already an open secret. It should be said that anyone who knew him would know about it.
Later, Ye Feng and the girl from the same village never said a word again. In fact, they were not very familiar with each other. Both of them should be regarded as special introverted people. In the past, the two of them didn't actually say a few words, but after this incident happened, the two of them seemed to be a lot more unfamiliar. It didn't seem like they were from the same village at all, and they felt even more familiar than real strangers. To be unfamiliar.
Thinking about it now, itĄŻs really funny. What did I think at the beginning? The main reason was that the two of them didnĄŻt talk. There is no way to end it.
Possibly, even the first girl who yelled like this didn't expect to be like this?
In fact, now that I think about it, that girl is pretty good, she was the first to find Ye Feng's so-called other half. At that time, there was a lot of frolicking in the past two days, and that girl also had a other half arranged by others. She is still Ye Feng's best friend. In fact, if she could change it at that time, it should be a pretty good result. It's a pity that there are so many ifs. Later, she once approached Ye Feng, but at that time In some special cases, Ye Feng did not receive the news in time, and when he saw it again, for some unknown reason, Ye Feng deleted her. Yes, her name has disappeared from the address book since then.
Of course, you can dial her number with your eyes closed, if she doesn't change the number.
So, itĄŻs actually okay to deleteWhat's the meaning of it, but no one thought that it would really be forgotten later, not only the phone number, but also people. This time it was not Ye Feng who forgot her, but she forgot Ye Feng. The last contact It's time for her to get married.
That time, he always avoided this kind of thing whenever he could, but he actually made a lot of effort and went back early. When he got there, he didn't even see her, he just took the gift money, of course, Ye Feng originally wanted to give a lot, but seeing that the old children's shoes on the gift list were all the same, he thought about it and decided not to cause her trouble, that's it?
Later, during the two days, Ye Feng just glanced at her from a distance when she left home to go to the man's house. Maybe she didn't know he had been here from the beginning to the end, right?
In fact, this is pretty good, after all, there is nothing in the first place.
Naturally, I canĄŻt talk about loss, but I donĄŻt know why, but IĄŻm a little unwilling, as if IĄŻve lost something, although itĄŻs not my own, but originally, itĄŻs possible to become my own, but because of myself, now It already belongs to someone else, one step is slow, every step is slow, not to mention, I am more than one step slow.
I was wrong for three years. It took three years and three years. To be precise, it was actually longer. Although I donĄŻt know why she was looking for me at the beginning, I think there must be something important, but I didnĄŻt help What about her, she must have been very disappointed at the time, so what could she say, even if she stood in front of her, the three words that could be said would only be, I'm sorry, not those three words.
Some regrets are destined to be hidden in my heart and cannot be told to anyone. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com