Lin Mo knew that compared with many people who committed suicide, he was considered lucky. Because the distress signal sent out under the body's instinct was seen by others, and the seemingly last straw was also grasping himself hard.
[I am really a coward who is afraid of death!] ]
Lin Mo self-deprecatingly posted such a sentence in his circle of friends, but it was still only visible to him.
The cruelest thing in the world is that life has to continue no matter what, and the happiest thing is the same. As long as life continues, then what is the difficulty? But Lin Mo's redemption and cry for help are only visible to himself.
Days are still going on as usual, and life and work will not stop for anyone. But thankfully, we are alive and able to breathe the air of this world.
The next day, the sun rose as usual. In the morning, there are still some lively breakfast shops or breakfast carts on both sides of the street. Life is still going on, and the smell of fireworks in the ordinary world seems to heal a person's heartache better.
Lin Mo once again put on a smiling mask to greet everyone he meets, but it seems that the smile on his face is still difficult to reach the bottom of his heart. The coldness in my heart seemed hard to break through. That's it, it seems that nothing happened, and everything happened, but the bottom of my heart has long been frozen into ice. Lin Mo finally understood what it meant to be inconsistent. She was the one who laughed the happiest every day, and she was the one who was the saddest at night. However, she kept these secrets in her heart, and finally gave up the chance to ask for help.
¡¾Have you eaten¡¿
Looking at the sudden message from Lu Yu on the mobile phone, and the automatic refund reminder on the mobile phone in the morning, it must be impossible to say that there is no emotion at all. In this very dark stage, a little bit of warmth is worth being magnified countless times. However, Lin Mo was even more afraid that this was the beginning of the second period of despair.
[have eaten]
After thinking about it, Lin Mo replied that the most tiring thing for Lin Mo was actually trying to pretend to be happy, and trying to maintain a personality that did not belong to him. If you wear a mask for a long time, you will get tired. However, she didn't trust Lu Yu, she couldn't take that mask off her face. In this world, she is still that lonely individual who seems out of tune with this world.
When did it start? The smile is more like a disguise. A disguise to hide one's unhappiness in the bottom of one's heart.
[If you have any unhappy words, you can say it here, this will always be your tree hole]
[Hahaha(?w?) hiahiahia ok]
Seeing the message from Lu Yu, a rare smile appeared on Lin Mo's face from the bottom of his heart. It turns out that there are still people in this world who silently care about themselves?
But, is it really worth it?
In the next few days, Lu Yu almost penetrated every corner of Lin Mo's life. It seemed that he was trying his best to break through Lin Mo's originally fragile shell, to pry into the softness of her heart.
The days are still going on, it's not that Lin Mo can't feel that Lu Yu treats her differently, but she feels that she doesn't deserve that kind of liking. Lu Yu, like Mr. Z, is a very good person in Lin Mo's eyes, but he doesn't seem to be that worthy.
When he was very young, Lin Mo often heard the words, "What is the situation of other people's family, what is the situation of our family? What qualifications do you have to compare with others?" The words of "no qualification" seem to surround Lin Mo all the time. . (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com