As for me, although I admire the ancients, I don't hate the present me. Why?
Because some things can be connected, maybe it is Qi, Soul, or this kind of thing can be called a state
In short, it can transcend the limitations of time and space, and it can also break personal limitations, allowing me to communicate with the ancient world, and even with the future world. I can't name this kind of thing, but I think it exists, now Well, I only have a small part, but enough
So I always like to read books alone, savoring the soul of the book silently, or the author¡¯s emotions, but I feel that reading this book is also reading myself, and I am also on the way to find myself
On the other hand, when resting, I will experience the reincarnation of nature, and it can also be said to experience the process of my own life
Sometimes I often feel confused, the sun is so far away from us, but at the same time it is so beautiful and hot, but why everyone is afraid of the scorching heat of the sun, so they wear sunglasses, hold umbrellas and even use their hands to block the scorching heat of the sun?
Rather than fearing the scorching heat of the sun, it is better to cherish one's skin. What should come will always come. Why should we cherish the beauty of the moment and give up the process of life?
I often wonder why people do unnatural things when they should be
I am around 23 years old, logically speaking I am very young, but my life is completely different from the people around me. I like to drink tea, get up early and go to bed early, but people around me laugh and call me an old man
I do not refute nor agree
I live a quiet life every day, drinking tea occasionally
When I am interested, I will drink a few glasses by myself, or read a book on the balcony
What about rain? When it¡¯s raining, just listen to the ticking sound of the rain outside the house. This is a kind of natural music. Even in the house, you can vaguely feel the hazy rain from the primordial world!
And whenever the sun comes, I will move out the chair, go to the balcony, lie down, or sit, it doesn¡¯t matter, as long as I feel comfortable, bask in the sun, enjoy the hot beauty and my own Beautiful years, when I meet the sun at my age, it is the best
As for the dusk coming, maybe I will see the setting sun like blood, at this time I may feel unconsciously sad
But I will not deliberately hide this sad intention, because it is natural, human beings are the spirits of all things, and they will also feel emotional when they are touched. The other end of the mountain fell down. Looking at such a scene, I will always feel an inexplicable sadness in my heart unconsciously, but I think this is also a kind of sad beauty.
I should also finish appreciating this beauty quietly, just like this, it melts into my heart, and I am also affected by it, what a wonderful state
Before you know it, the day is almost over, and the night is coming. Although the stars have almost disappeared now, the moon is still there, and the moonlight is still so bright
? Seeing pedestrians returning home, neighbors closing the windows and returning to the house, and occasionally the sound of pushing cups and changing cups can be heard in the house
I am alone at this time, and I don't feel sad
On the contrary, when all the people have left and are no longer within my field of vision, what I see is the most natural, the best thing that God bestows on me. I'm even a little thankful for that
It's a little cool around, I realized that it's late autumn now, the weather is not just cold, it's already cold, the coolness will be very comfortable, and the mood will be very happy
The coldness seeps into my bones and my heart. Although I am a human being, I am the spirit of all things, but I also know the cycle of time and the natural alternation. At this time, I should increase or decrease clothes according to the corresponding season. I added a coat to the On the body, I looked down and saw not far downstairs, fallen leaves were flying under the trees, and the leaves were dancing one after another. How beautiful and harmonious it looked!
Faintly and visible shadows under the tree, swaying with the wind
I thought, this is the shining of the moon, which makes the shadow more wobbly and beautiful, so I looked up at the moon
Only then did I realize that this pure moonlight was actually shining on my body. I, a layman, would be pitied by the heavens. How could I not cherish myself?
Today's people are just indulging in lust and seeking joy in self-degeneration, but how can I do this? Although my ambition is not lofty, I am not willing to live a luxurious life with the world
I was born poor, even now, but isn't it good that I live my own way, without stealing or grabbing or living with a conscience? I would rather live a happy life of poverty than a life of luxury and ignorance.
?Of course, everyone in the world has their own way of life and attitude, and I will not deliberately belittle this kind of life
Just when I was feeling emotional, before I knew it, it was getting late into the night. At this time, I realized that the moon was so bright, but I also found that my heart was so full. I always felt empty before, because my heart was empty ? Still inexplicably flustered? Maybe both. Funny, those things are long gone now
I think, if I don't enjoy all these things, and drift with the world, then I may always be in the bottomless abyss, maybe just like the world
live their self-righteous life
? Taishigong once said that one¡¯s own death is either heavier than Mount Tai or lighter than a feather
But then again, neither of these is the life I want. I just want to complete the life process in my own way. Birth is not something I can decide, but the process of life is dominated by me
Everyone has their own way of life, and I am no exception
I don't want to disturb others, but I don't want to be influenced by others
Just let me sleep peacefully in this brilliant night, maybe I will have a dream, maybe there is nothing in the dream, but it doesn¡¯t matter, at this time, I am already a shadow under the moonlight, a leaf swaying in the wind, and It is a speck of dust in the vast world (remember this website website: www.hlnovel.com