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Chapter 21 The choice between love and not love

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    As a result, God has always favored Lu Mingqiao, and he has always won.

    He was calm when his mother came this time, and he was still fanning the flames behind, hoping that the mother and son would join hands to lure Lingyu back to his hometown, so that he would not have to chase so hard.

    The old man was very satisfied with his daughter-in-law, and he was also extremely satisfied with his son's vision.

    Lu Mingqiao's mother's cooking skills are so good that there is nothing to say.  Meeting her daughter-in-law for the first time, the young mother-in-law hid in the kitchen excitedly and prepared delicious food for the two of them.  Ling Yu breathed a sigh of relief and slowly leaned on the sofa in the living room.  She was really overwhelmed. Faced with the enthusiasm of this mother-in-law, she mostly just listened and laughed or said some words of "um", "yes" and "yes".

    Lu Mingqiao thoughtfully handed her a glass of orange juice.  Ling Yu raised his sore neck and glanced at him, expressing his dissatisfaction with disdainful eyes.

    "I have to go." Ling Yu blinked her eyes, stood up and reached out to grab the bag, Lu Mingqiao immediately grabbed her.

    "What's going on, my mother is still cooking in the kitchen, so it's too disrespectful for you to leave." Lu Mingqiao was dissatisfied, how could he just leave?

    "Tell auntie, I still have something to do." Ling Yu frowned and looked embarrassed.

    "What's the matter, tell me, why do you have to go?"

    "About my sister, I don't know if you know her, but she hasn't contacted me for a long time, and I suddenly found out about her, so I have to go home." Ling Yu said with a very anxious look  .

    "Is it really important? More important than me?" Lu Mingqiao's dark eyes were full of injuries.  His face had gone cold.

    "" Lingyu was in a dilemma. In fact, she was looking for this as an excuse. She is still in a mess and doesn't know what to do. She only thinks about how to escape from this place. Thinking that this is indeed a very reasonable excuse  .

    "It's very important, but" Ling Yu saw the light in his eyes dim.  "She is my mother." Lu Mingqiao said this in a low voice, and let her go.

    "I well, I'll leave after dinner." Lingyu compromised, he was kind to himself, Lingyu is not a piece of wood, so why can't she feel it, but she always feels so tired, too happy, really too fast  up.  But now she can't see others feel sorry for her, especially those who treat her sincerely Lu Mingqiao.

    Ling Yu sat back on the sofa, she couldn't help stroking her head, Lu Mingqiao stood in front of her, seeing her tired look felt distressed, and suppressed those sad negative emotions in the bottom of his heart, he gently sat down beside her  , reaching out to wrap her in his arms.  Ling Yu was still not used to the closeness between the two of them, so he struggled a bit and let him go.

    Lu Mingqiao hugged her, pressed her petite body against the back of the sofa, felt the warmth from her body, he had never hugged her so silently before, he used to be a bit rogue to have some intimate sex with her  Movements, she struggled, and then laughed it off, taking these as accidents, because he always smiled, with a calm face, and smiled calmly, but today he became serious, neither smiling nor talking, just hugging her like this  , feeling her unique temperature.

    "Xiaoyu, I love you, do you love me?"

    The room was very quiet, the sound of ding ding dong dong came from the kitchen, and the autumn sun shone on the pot of narcissus she bought on the balcony, exuding a warm atmosphere, but Lu Mingqiao couldn't help but close his eyes, his voice  very light.  Ling Yu didn't speak, as if she didn't hear Lu Mingqiao's question at all.

    After hearing her answer for a long time, Lu Mingqiao smiled wryly at the sun, where Lingyu couldn't see it.  There was a flash of water in those eyes, which disappeared for a moment, as if it had never appeared.

    Lingyu, I have said the phrase I love you many times, but you have never responded to me, and I am also very tired, really, it is really tiring to love someone.

    He has always been so cautious. Ling Yu is a person who has been seriously hurt emotionally. He thought that person was really a bastard who didn't know how to cherish, but he was willing to give her a support, a home, and all his love.  , but when he arrived was when she was the most ruthless, when she was so weak that she was closed to herself, if she wanted her to love him, how much love would he have to pay to find the way to her heart.

    Ling Yu left, as she said, he left after lunch, Lu Mingqiao helped clean up the dishes until Ling Yu closed the door.  There was a sound of a touch, as if all his strength had been drained, he fell heavily on the chair behind him, lying on the messy dining table without speaking.

    Lu Mingqiao's mother heard a lot in the kitchen, and she also guessed a lot. Originally, meeting parents was a very happy thing for most people, but in this family it was the opposite. After the warmth at the beginning, Lu Mingqiao  The state of He Lingyu is deliberately maintained, both of them are burying their minds, and they both have their own problems.Absent-minded, the topics that Lu Mingqiao's mother originally thought of asking turned into a sigh when they fell on Aiko's lonely back. After she silently packed everything, she hid outside and wandered around.  She felt suffocated.

    Lu Mingqiao lay on his stomach in the living room without moving. After a long time, he stretched out his right hand and put it on the position of his heart. There seemed to be a big hole there. Somewhere the cold wind was blowing into it, which made him feel the sharp urgency.  The pain of suffocation Does he have to learn to give up?

    Lingyu left Lu Mingqiao's apartment, suddenly didn't know where to go, her heart was still in a mess, or she didn't really think about how to go her way, just like when she promised to be Lu Mingqiao's girlfriend, she just didn't want to.  Lost, she didn't know what would happen after losing Lu Mingqiao, but her heart told her to keep him.  Then what?  The two of them are not children anymore, and after confirming their relationship, they will get married, which is a road that she dare not or does not want to think about. After a failed marriage, she becomes a little scared.  After seeing Lu Mingqiao's mother again this time, Lingyu felt that the alarm had sounded in her heart. LovemarriagefamilyLingyu was afraid. She wanted to give herself some more time, but for some reason Lu Mingqiao seemed to be like her recently.  She likes to force her very much, she can't think of a better way but to escape.

    Lingyu wandered around all afternoon, tired and went home by car, knocked on the door and there was no one at home, she remembered that her father was at school, today was not a holiday, and her mother should have chatted with the aunts in the community.  Ling Yu took off his shoes and went straight to the bedroom to lie down.  Unable to fall asleep, he found the window was wide open, got up and drew the curtains again.  Go ahead and lie down.

    She has to think about it.  Think about the past, present and future.

    After the phone rang, Ling Yu found out that it belonged to Lu Mingqiao. After hesitating for a while, Lu Mingqiao's deep voice came from there.  He called "Xiaoyu" over there and then fell silent.

    Lingyu responded with an "um" here.

    After thinking for a long time, Lu Mingqiao said: "Xiaoyu. It's Chinese New Year, and my family wants me to go back, and I agree"

    Ling Yu suddenly felt aggrieved when he heard what he said.  She knew that Lu Mingqiao's family wanted him to go back, but didn't he refuse, and now

    "Oh" Ling Yu only said one sentence, she felt a little trembling in her voice, and she was afraid that she would cry.

    "Xiaoyu, will you see me off for my air ticket tomorrow?" Lingyu heard Lu Mingqiao say over there.  She said angrily, "I don't know."

    Lu Mingqiao was also silent for a while, and then he heard him say: "Forget it, take care of yourself when I'm not around." Then he hung up the phone.

    The tears in Ling Yu's eyes fell like broken beads, she threw the phone to the other side of the bed, and cursed: "Bastard, Lu Mingqiao, you are a fucking bastard." She pulled the quilt over her head,  There was a low weeping sound.

    Lingyu knew what Lu Mingqiao meant, he didn't say it, but she knew it.  Lu Mingqiao originally planned to spend this Spring Festival with her, but what does it mean that he is going to leave now? Don't want to bear her anymore?  Are you ready to give up when you feel tired in love?  Will he come back after he leaves?  He didn't say when he would come back, or he really didn't want to come back

    There is a feeling of fear and pain and sadness spreading in the bottom of my heart

    Lu Mingqiao also considered the decision for a long time, and he felt that he should give each other some time.  Some people say that no one will not be able to survive without leaving, but Lu Mingqiao wants to try to leave Lingyu, like three years ago, leave, and then forget.  He knew it was difficult, just like it only took one month to fall in love with Lingyu, but he spent two years to forget it but failed. When we met again, his heart still beat for her alone, and  Now he has stayed by her side for almost half a year, watching her cry, watching her laugh, watching her stand up again and again, the more he understands her, the more he can't let go, she is like poppy, she can't quit after being addicted  Lost, or one day he will lose everything.

    He often thinks, Lingyu, why doesn't she love him and doesn't give him a chance, he said that loving her is a lifetime, that is his promise, he said that he will be good to her, forever, when will she be able to love her?  Say love to himhe loves so carefully, for fear of hurting her, he thought about keeping her by his side by whatever means, but he couldn't see her eyes, he couldn't imagine if she hated him, would he be sad  To die, but as long as Ling Yu is sad, whether it is because of him or not, his heart feels like being cut by a knife.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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