She was abandoned when she was born, with no relatives or partners.
Born in the age of famine, everyone was in danger. It was a miracle that she was not taken away by jackals and wild leopards, but she lived to adulthood.
She can't speak, and she has no moral principles. She only knows to eat when she is hungry, drink water when she is thirsty, and run for her life when she is found and chased.
And if someone robs them of their rations, they will have to snatch them back.
She has always only followed her own rules, but it seems that God is helping her, and she has never been threatened in any way.
Until one day, she met a woman she couldn't handle.
She, you can't rob her, you can't steal her, even if you dig a hole as a trap, you can't shade her.
No, digging a pit has pitted herself, but she can only look up at the woman gnashing her teeth in the pit.
The woman stood on a high place with an indifferent expression on her face. It took a long time before she heard her say the first sentence in the past few days.
"Live like a beast."
It was cold, with sarcasm and sadness, followed by another sentence.
"It's the same as I was back then."
Since she can't speak, she naturally doesn't understand what a woman means.
But after the woman said these two sentences, she could feel a slight change in her aura.
She restrained her grinning expression, and on her dirty face that had never been taken care of, a pair of eyes watched the woman quietly through the disheveled hair.
Like a tamed little beast.
The woman pulled her up from the pit, gave her food and water, and turned away.
She chewed and ate, looked at the back of the woman going away, and for some reason, obediently followed behind her.
The woman didn't drive her away, and she kept a relatively safe distance from the woman, just following her from afar.
Until one day when she woke up and saw that the woman had already left, she sobbed sadly, although she didn't understand why she was sad.
"Do you want to follow me from now on?"
The woman's voice sounded behind her, she turned her head, looked at the woman's indifferent face, and for the first time seemed to understand the woman's meaning, she uttered the first sound since she could remember:
"Um."
The woman took her to the river, bathed her, and trimmed her, but she remained obedient and motionless.
When she was groomed, she saw their faces reflected in the water.
She and her really look alike.
In the long years after that, the woman taught her to dress, teach her to speak, teach her to read, and taught her knowledge, but she never told her what her name was.
Until one day, she asked the woman, "What's your name?"
The woman looked at her lightly, and replied: "Lin Yao."
"Which forest? Which waist?" She was curious.
The woman's tone was still indifferent: "The unicorn's lin, the monster's demon."
"Then what's my name?" She seemed to be interested in this kind of question.
The woman seemed to regret teaching her to speak, she frowned and replied impatiently: "You don't have a name, so you can choose one yourself if you want."
"Did you come up with your own name too?" She asked tirelessly.
The woman sighed and stuffed a baked sweet potato into her mouth: "Yes."
After that, she learned a lot from women. One day, she showed a piece of paper with crooked writing in front of the woman.
"What?" The woman didn't understand.
"My name!" She unfolded the piece of paper, smiling brightly.
The woman glanced at the words on the paper, then at her, then turned her gaze back to the work in her hand, and only replied one sentence.
"The writing is really ugly."
She lowered her head in frustration, looked at the three words "Lin Cixian" written in capitals on the paper, and compared it with the beautiful handwriting left after the woman bent over her desk and wrote.
It's really ugly.
She knew that as long as they lived in a certain place for a while, they would leave. When she asked why, the woman replied:
"Time will not run on us, if we stay for too long, people will become suspicious."
Women will record the people and things in the places they have lived.
She didn't know where the dense paper written by the woman ended up.
"Why are you recording these things?"
"To pass the time." Female??, the clothes you wearall change with time.
When they traveled to every corner of the world, the woman said: "I'm tired."
The woman began to seek death in various ways, but all failed for unknown reasons.
She was secretly delighted, thanking the woman for her unbelievable luck.
But seeing the woman depressed day by day, living only to seek death, she wondered if it was really okay to go on like this?
On this day, they met a mother who was eager to have a child in the temple. For some reason, she felt unspeakably disgusted.
It's not disgusting that mother, but something in that mother's body.
It was so dirty and pitch-black that ordinary people couldn't seem to see it.
I saw the woman walked up to the mother abnormally, showing an expression she had never seen before¡ªa smile.
The woman smiled, took the mother's pulse, and then stroked her lower abdomen: "Don't worry, the baby is already in your belly."
"Really?" Mother was delighted.
The woman nodded: "You can go to the hospital for an examination and you will know."
"I was afraid that today's results would fail, so I came to the temple to ask first. It's really great, Tianyao is saved. With your good words, I will go to the hospital now."
The mother thanked the woman again and again, and walked back quickly.
And she, who had been hiding aside all the time, endured the discomfort in her heart, watched the back of the mother leaving, and walked to the woman.
"What is that? It's disgusting." She wanted to retch, but couldn't vomit anything.
The woman seemed a little surprised that she could also see "that thing", and her slightly startled expression was quickly covered by indifference: "It's evil spirit, Ruishou is very sensitive to this."
"Then what evil spirit, why is it in her stomach?" It was the first time she saw such a situation.
"I don't know, maybe it's another man-made disaster." The woman's expression was indifferent, and she couldn't see any emotional changes at all.
However, since then, the woman no longer wants to die, she is happy to see it.
Until one day, when the woman told her that she had found a way to "kill" herself, she still couldn't believe it.
The woman told her to clear all her past, including her own memory.
In this way, women are equivalent to non-existent, and what will happen to the body that has been stripped of memory is no longer what women should care about.
And she is one of the women's past, and the woman hopes that she will not go to her again after she loses her memory.
She disagreed, but she couldn't win over women.
In the end, she could only watch the woman she had accompanied for thousands of years gradually walk towards the burning building.
In the dazzling firelight, the woman turned against the light and said the last sentence to her:
"After so many years, you should be independent too. My child."
That was the only time a woman saw her as her own child.
The words that the woman once said sounded in my ears again: "If one day, I want to end this life, I will consider having a child."
Lin Cixian woke up from her sleep, recalling the past, which made her mentally exhausted.
"It turns out that when she took me in, she wanted to die."
It took so long for Lin Cixian to understand this truth.
She is now Lin Yao, not Lin Yao.
Lin Yao died, and now that body has a completely different consciousness from Lin Yao.
She can laugh, show emotion, and even have someone she loves.
But if Lin Yao finds out the truth, she will definitely regret it.
Her time has no end, and the one she loves will reach the end of life sooner or later.
Thinking of this, Lin Cixian felt that he hadn't lost completely.
At least, she can wait until Lin Yao finds out again that she is still alone in this vast and boundless world.
And the only one who can accompany her forever is her. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com