Bei Yiming turned his face away, restraining the surge of emotion. He is very sad, but still stubborn.
"Don't pity me, I deserve it."
"You rescued Ni Ni from a dead end, but you are still stuck in the same place. Think about it yourself, is this appropriate?"
Bei Yiming waved his hand and said with a wry smile: "You know, how much my dad dotes on her. If the old man knows that Ni Ni is giving up on herself outside and living such an aggrieved life, she will definitely be sad. I'm not saving her, I'm Just didn't expect it."
"Actually, your father has deep feelings for you. Everyone expresses their feelings in different ways."
Bei Yiming looked at the stars in the sky and said: "He must have left with hatred, I know Actually, if it wasn't for Ni Ni, I wouldn't have anything to miss"
After hearing this, Yang Heyu suddenly woke up. Because of the effect of alcohol, his body reaction is a bit lagging - this sentence is too heavy, whether it is a momentary vulnerability or uttering the truth after drinking, it is something Yang Heyu did not expect.
"My old man always likes to call me a granite head-unrepentant. I must not accept it. How can a granite head accept it? I don't accept anyone in the world except myself. I should find a piece of granite. If you kill yourself, you'll be done. If you stay, you'll hurt people. It's not enough to hurt my parents. It's almost ruined your business"
Bei Yiming finally confides the grievance that has been suppressed in his heart for a long time. He is shaking with excitement, especially his fingers, even though he is curled up, he still trembles violently.
Yang Heyu suffered from no wine to pass to Bei Yiming to soothe his worries, so he could only hit Bei Yiming's back slowly but forcefully, muttering seemingly meaningless comfort.
"Okay, okay, it's okay. It's all over."
When Bei Yiming's mood stabilized, Yang Heyu also sorted out his thoughts.
"Xiao Bei, if you can't reconcile with the past, it is impossible to let go. If you are obsessed with self-destruction to redeem your sins, those pasts will crush you, and those who care about you will be hurt again. You should know, Many causes and effects in the world are not in direct opposition. If that were the case, it would be fine, but unfortunately, simple causes and effects never bring troubles to people.¡±
Yang Heyu paused and continued: "Don't think that letting go is so easy and so difficult. Even if you change your mentality, you still need a lot of hard work and uncontrollable good luck to get out of the quagmire. Come out. But you have to save yourself, and you can't let yourself fall. Because you still have a lot of unfinished missions, and you can create countless good years. The rest of your life can be wonderful, I would like to believe that if uncles and aunts are still alive , They must also think so. I know, with your current mentality, you don¡¯t want to believe it. But let me ask you, why do you assume that what they never really said is vicious?"
Bei Yiming couldn't answer, for a moment, he even felt the stubbornness in his personality.
Yang Heyu struck while the iron was hot. He said: "You can't answer? Then you have to listen to me. In fact, we are not qualified to speculate, but we all have the obligation to make life more meaningful."
"Okay, what you said makes sense, I'll listen to you." Bei Yiming replied.
"Go, go back." Yang Heyu said.
Bei Yiming asked: "Still drinking?"
"Drink, I must drink to my heart's content today!" Yang Heyu said: "How could my trust in you become your burden? I was completely confused by you. For this alone, I will go back and punish you for three cups!" (Note Website website: www.hlnovel.com