"I am not your biological father, but Yan Bailing is indeed your biological mother. Back then, I found her a midwife, and you were handed over to me as soon as you were born. I hugged you and kept you in my arms." A fellow countryman."
That memory is still fresh, and Chu Rongsheng seems to be able to smell the blood in the air.
He didn't tell Chu Zhiyan that after Yan Bailing gave birth to her, he didn't even look at her, nor did he hug her.
"At that time, you were so young, and you were soft and weak sleeping in my arms. It made me feel bad After I went back, I thought about it and couldn't let you go, so I tried to bring you back from my hometown. It was 1978 At the end of the spring of last year, I raised it until now. It has been 14 years in a flash, 14 years!"
"Why are you holding me? Where is that person?!"
"Why meMaybe it's because your mother and I are good friends" Chu Rongsheng said here, paused again, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said: "Nonot really good friends, just Friends in general. I can't lie to you any more, and I can't lie to myself any more."
Chu Rongsheng's heart hurts like being cut by a knife, he doesn't want to admit at all, those sporadic fragments related to Yan Bailing in his mind are all his memories of her:
? The first time we met was when the good-for-nothing in the second breakout took him to see Yan Bailing dancing alone in the flower field. He was dizzy and his heart went crazy;
The second time we met, Yan Bailing pointed out that his suona was inaccurate, so he raised his voice to help him correct it. She said to him: It's great, in such chaos, only music can cleanse people's souls. He memorized this sentence for most of his life, and thought about it for most of his life while playing the suona;
The third time they met was when Yan Bailing fell into a mountain valley covered in water and blood, and asked for help from Chu Rongsheng who was passing by. Chu Rongsheng unbuttoned her clothes, only to find that her waist and abdomen, which were tightly wrapped with layers of cloth, were already distended.
No more, nothing else.
Chu Rongsheng still remembered that Yan Bailing, who escaped from death, said to him with cold eyes:
"I shouldn't have let her come into this world Take her away for me, give it to anyone, and save her life. I will remember you forever!"
For this sentence, he, Chu Rongsheng, has devoted 14 years. He saw that Shen Shen was becoming more and more like Yan Bailing, and he was not afraid that this secret would not be able to hide.
In fact, more and more people know that Shen Shen is Yan Bailing's daughter.
And every time those people questioned his relationship with Yan Bailing, it was as if they gave Chu Rong a shot of hallucinogen. He felt that he was a bit perverted, but he just couldn't refuse the secret joy.
The relationship he longed for between himself and Yan Bailing, even if it was only living in other people's imagination, made him extremely happy.
"You haven't told me, who is my real father?"
Chu Rongsheng's thoughts were pulled back to reality by Shen Shen's casserole-breaking question, and his eyes met Shen Shen's, confused and sincere.
"I don't know, I really don't know," he said.
"I don't believe it!" Chu Zhiyan was furious, she choked and said, "If you don't tell me, I'll ask Yan Bailing!"
Chu Rongsheng smiled helplessly. He took a deep breath and said, "You can go to her. I still expect you to find her and ask me if she still remembers me"
"I'm really going to find her!" Shen Shen shouted again.
"I agree, I won't stop it. I'm still willing to accompany you," Chu Rongsheng took a few steps forward, and he said, "Wait for me to make arrangements, let's not wait, I will accompany you there in a few days Shanghai." (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com