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In Chunxia, ??I wrapped myself in the quilt layer by layer with a flashlight, and went through the questions the teacher had taught during the day over and over again, until finally my mind became dizzy, and I fell asleep holding the exercise set or test paper.
Tong Chunxia considered herself a person with strong self-esteem, and she even began to be confused whether she could not forget Duan Yanqiu, or the sharp words he said before leaving.
He once melted her armor with the gentlest words, and pierced her with the sharpest words.
He took her to the highest place and pushed her down from the height.
Throughout the second semester of the third year of high school, she fell into a long period of self-denial.
She blamed all this on her youth and ignorance.
She even thought about it sensibly. No one in this world has ever loved her, so whenever someone gave her even the slightest favor, she thought it was love, and rushed towards her like a moth to a flame.
She was burned all over, and she could only blame herself.
It should be difficult for someone like Duan Yanqiu to refuse. And I am also a human being, but I just made a mistake that all girls will make.
That is wrong to think that someone will love her.
She has a deep understanding of the many facets of human nature.
Duan Yanqiu has good grades, good family background, good sports, and is almost impeccable in every aspect. But such a perfect person, when he raised the butcher's knife, he was merciless.
Chun Xia cried for the first time when she got the admission notice.
She studied hard for half a year, reading two or three o'clock every day, and finally barely passed a second grade.
It's a very second-rate school, everything is average, but at least I got the basics.
Lao Liu often said that with her grades, at most she could go to a junior college. But I didn't expect that the spring and summer could barely be regarded as a solid accumulation, which increased the undergraduate enrollment rate in the city's No. 1 Middle School.
It's not that she cried about her hard work for half a year, but that when she wanted to share her small achievements, she could only sadly think of Duan Yanqiu alone.
So, she recited Duan Yanqiu's number one by one.
She found that the number that she couldn't recall for half a year seemed to be engraved in her mind.
At the high school graduation dinner party, after Tong Chunxia was downed several bottles of beer, he finally got the courage to dial the familiar number on Lu Qinghuan's mobile phone.
She clearly remembered that she was sober and dazed at that time, and her whole body was in a state of almost madness, as if the water had reached ninety-nine degrees and was about to boil.
She plucked up her courage and wanted to hit him and scold him severely.
She has thought up all the vicious lines, she doesn't want any dignity, what's the point of being a shrew. Now, what's the use of being calm?
But there is only an elegant and calm female voice on the phone: The phone number you dialed is empty, please check and dial again.
The voice was distant and cold, as if it came from outer space, constantly beating on her eardrums.
Spring and summer woke up completely.
She curled up in a corner of the ktv bathroom, completely drunk, but her eyes were bright.
It seems that at that moment, all the emotions that did not explode when we broke up suddenly exploded in my heart.
There was ear-piercing and loud music outside, and in a large private room, all the students were drunk and sang the song at the top of their voices. Amidst the feasting and feasting, Tong Chunxia occupied a corner of the bathroom by himself.
She just sat there blankly.
The bathroom was dirty with water on the tiles and dirty footprints. I don't know who vomited just now, and there was an indescribable smell of vomit inside.
Tong Chunxia just curled up there, stubbornly calling that phone number over and over again. She seemed to be in a daze, listening to the mechanical female voice prompting the empty number over and over again.
Those emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out at this moment.
She called over and over again, as if she had vented all her energy on Lu Qinghuan's phone.
After calling more than 30 times, Tong Chunxia finally held the phone and cried loudly in the small bathroom.
Duan Yanqiu really left.
It seemed that she didn't really realize this fact until half a year later.
After Duan Yanqiu left, she kept saving her energy and suppressed her emotions. She never even cried for Duan Yanqiu's departure.
After calming down for half a year, all emotions finally broke out at this moment.
Because it's okay to cry now, many people in ktv drinkDrunk and wailing, crying about their youth, crying about this parting.
Crying now, no one will know that she is for Duan Yanqiu.
No one would know that Tong Chunxia cried to the core because of Duan Yanqiu.
Since Tong Chunxia cried bitterly, he felt that he was in a much happier mood.
Lu Qinghuan is right, the accumulation of emotions in his heart not only increases his chances of getting breast cancer, but also makes those who hurt him happy.
She is very calm.
Facing that silent breakup calmly, start over calmly.
Duan Yanqiu gave her a card worth 200,000 yuan.
She hesitated for a long time at first whether to use it or not, but life is ruthless, and it seems that she cannot retain any dignity.
Because sure enough, even if she got a second degree, her father was still unwilling to pay the tuition fees, and wanted her to go to Hangzhou to find him, find a job to make ends meet and wait for her to marry.
His original words were why girls read so many books, they will not belong to other people's family in the future.
She originally thought that when she used the money, she would feel ashamed, but after she paid the tuition fee, she only felt that the burden of life seemed to be lifted at once.
She no longer has to be cheeky to ask her father for money, and she doesn't have to go to work every weekend. She can really take a breather from the oppressive life.
Sometimes I feel that Duan Yanqiu is really poisonous.
Tong Chunxia chose a slightly better secondary school, and transferred to a biological science major. It was quite boring and bald. After Tong Chunxia went to college, he completely let himself go, staying up all night chasing dramas and reading novels.
In Lu Qinghuan's words, Tong Chunxia's lovelorn disorder took half a year to develop. It takes a year or two for the outbreak to occur.
Lu Qinghuan also said that as expected, people with bad brains have longer reflex arcs than others.
Lu Qinghuan filled out a second book that was even less popular. The two of them were in the same university town, not far from each other.
After Lu Qinghuan had a conflict with the people in the dormitory in the first semester of freshman year, she moved out. By the way, she also asked Tong Chunxia to move out to live together. The two finally lived a life without shame.
Only sometimes, before Tong Chunxia closed his eyes and went to sleep, Duan Yanqiu's face would suddenly appear in his mind.
His words became harsher and harsher.
He said Tong Chunxia, ??you have no right to question my choice.
It's ugly you look like a stalker.
He is aloof, with no warmth in his eyes, and his voice is like a cold deep pool of cold water on the plateau. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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