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Tong Chunxia's eyes fell on the card.
"This is my New Year's money and unspent pocket money. Take it." Duan Yanqiu forcefully stuffed the card into Chunxia's hand.
His hands were hot, but hers were as cold as ice.
She couldn't hold the bank card a little bit.
She twitched her lips, wanting to say something, but Duan Yanqiu spoke first, his voice was as cold as the weather outside the window, each word sounded quite calm, with sober and impeccable logic.
"Spring and summer, take it, at least go to a better university, at least you don't have to work so hard. You need this money, there is no need to keep those useless self-esteem in front of me."
Tong Chunxia's lips were trembling. She wanted to say something, but she was even more afraid that the moment she spoke, it would all turn into howling.
"what is this?"
Duan Yanqiu's pupils were dark, "What do you think it is, that's what it is."
"Okay, I understand."
Tong Chunxia stretched out his hand, and slowly took the bank card. The lights flickered, and her eyes stared quietly at the string of numbers above.
"Chun Xia, even if you don't like it, you will accept it just to let me go with peace of mind. After all, it's me I'm sorry for you"
Duan Yanqiu's tone was unbelievably calm.
Just like when they first met, there was no warmth in their voices.
She often thinks, Duan Yanqiuming is not very old next year, how did he keep his face expressionless when he said these words.
She really wanted to slam the bank card into his face and question him in a cold voice, but she just tightened the bank card and put it in the trouser pocket of her jeans.
The girl's eyes drooped, her eyelashes trembled slightly, "Okay."
She turned and walked away, kicked the suitcase with one foot, and made a loud "bang". Regardless of her care, she walked calmly and walked out of the small building where Duan Yanqiu lived without looking back.
At the beginning of night, the green plants in the community are faint, and the sun is not visible.
The street lights are dim, and under the shadow of the lights, the snow is as smooth as goose feathers.
Spring and summer feel very cold.
She only wore a pair of sneakers, very thin, soaked in some snow water, the snow water soaked the shoes and socks, and there was a biting cold.
Every step you take is like being on the tip of a knife. A few flakes of snow fell on her neck, making people shiver from the cold.
She walked very slowly, alone in the cold wind, and never looked back.
She was very afraid, afraid that if she turned around, she would turn into a hideous face. She wanted to question Duan Yanqiu with a cold face, wanted to cry loudly, wanted to cry without any scruples.
But she could only walk like this, her feet gradually lost consciousness, and then her legs became numb from the cold, as if her tears were frozen.
It's not that I haven't tasted the feeling of loss, and it's not that I haven't rehearsed the scene of breaking up, but Tong Chunxia has never thought about it, this is a breakup that doesn't even talk about breaking up.
His luggage, told her everything.
He doesn't deserve to be sad.
But she's not worth it either.
? Tong Chunxia sat alone on the bus back to school, it was very dark, it was getting dark early in winter, there were fewer pedestrians on the road, only the lonely neon lights remained.
There were almost no one on the bus to Shi No. 1 Middle School.
She curled up in the last row near the window, opened the window to the maximum, and the cold long wind blew in quickly, filling the entire space in an instant.
She folded her hands around her knees and buried her head deeply in it. She was like an ostrich, an ostrich who didn't deserve it, an ostrich who thought everything would be fine if she buried her head.
A bus driver shouted from the front: "That classmate, close the window and turn on the air conditioner¡ª"
Seeing that Chun Xia buried his head, the master thought he was asleep, but unexpectedly he saw a hand stretched out, and with a "snap", the man closed the window.
Tong Chunxia did not go to the next evening self-study.
She just groped back to the dormitory alone, then turned off all the lights, and wrapped herself quietly in the quilt.
At that moment, it seemed that the whole world fell silent.
She saw the moonlight shining through the window sill, but what she remembered was that day Duan Yanqiu was waiting for her downstairs, and she saw him as soon as she leaned over.
In the depths of the young man's eyes, there is a moonlight as gentle as water, just like this moment.
She once thought that it was the only light in her world. So, she walked over without hesitation.
Later, he stepped into the air and woke up from the dream.
In the darkness, she cried out silently and suppressedly.
Not long after Chunxia lay down, he heard knocking on the door outside, the knocking sound was like rainbow and crackling.
She just lay on the bed blankly, listening to the knock on the door that seemed to come from outer space, her eyes were distracted.
Later, the phone in the dormitory rang.
After a dozen rings, hang up.
It rang again.
The visitor was so domineering, as if she couldn't resist, as if she was sure that she was hiding in the dormitory.
So, she heard Lu Qinghuan's voice, "Tong Chunxia!!"
Chun Xia's pupils finally slowly narrowed, and her sanity returned. She heard Lu Qinghuan frantically knocking on the door outside, almost knocking a hole out of the door.
She sighed.
Then she slowly got up and got out of bed. When the door opened, the light in the corridor was dazzling, and she raised her hand subconsciously.
Lu Qinghuan went straight into the dormitory, turned on the light, and sat down on the lower bunk bed.
She glanced at Tong Chunxia, ??put her hands on her chest, and asked in full interrogation posture, "Did you find him?"
Chun Xia nodded.
"What did you say?"
Chun Xia poured himself a glass of water, drank it all by himself, and then slowly said: "He will fly to England next Tuesday."
"What?!" Lu Qinghuan stood up all of a sudden, almost bumping his head, "Really?"
Seeing Tong Chunxia's expressionless face, Lu Qinghuan couldn't help but gritted his teeth and said, "Then he left without telling you? What does he mean?"
Tong Chunxia smiled wryly, but remained silent.
Lu Qinghuan became more and more agitated, staring at Chunxia, ??"You too, didn't ask anything when you went there? Just came back in such a dispirited manner?"
Chun Xia pursed her lips, and said in a deep voice: "Then what should I do? Make a fuss? Ask him why he is going to England? Lu Qinghuan, a person who really decided to leave, nothing I say or do will work. Because He didn't have me in his plan from the beginning. I tore my face, so what's the fight?"
Lu Qinghuan looked at Chunxia in disbelief, then shook his head and sighed, seeming to sneer again.
"Tong Chunxia, ??you are always so calm, if you make you cry and ask you to beg, you will die, right?"
Tong Chunxia raised his eyes, his pupils dilated slightly.
"Is it such an embarrassing thing for you to hand over your heart?" Lu Qinghuan said every word, like a knife piercing Chun Xia's heart, "Have you ever thought that Duan Yanqiu went to England, and since then You may never see each other in this life. Since you won't see it, why do you care about dignity? Don't you really want to know why? "
Chun Xia lowered her head, her face was flushed, but her chest was heaving. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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