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Chapter 71 Losing the Courage to Love (2 more)

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    The next day, at dawn, Ji Youqing had already dressed and washed.

    When she came back in a hurry, she didn't bring a change of clothes, she was still wearing the same outfit as yesterday.

    After checking out of the room, Ji Youqing had breakfast, and when passing by a freshly opened flower shop, he bought a bouquet of rose flowers.

    Then, holding the rose flowers in his hands, Ji Youqing went to the bus station and got on a bus bound for the outskirts of the city.

    This route is out of the city, and there are very few people at this time.  There were only a few people in the carriage, but Ji Youqing still chose the corner position in the last row, holding rose flowers in both hands, sitting quietly, looking out the window.

    The bus was driving intermittently, and after about 40 minutes, it stopped at a platform.

    The name of this platform is very nice, it is called Jingmingyuan.

    Ji Youqing got off the bus at this stop.

    After the bus left, Ji Youqing walked along the road, and soon came to a row of stone steps.

    On the steps, there is a large archway with words engraved on it, which says [Jingming Garden].  However, behind these three words, there are two words, [cemetery].

    When connected together, it should be read as - [Jingmingyuan Cemetery].

    Ji Youqing didn't look at the sign, but walked into it familiarly, and walked towards the target without squinting among the thousands of tombs.

    It has been more than half a year since the last time I came here.

    But the road here seems to be engraved in her mind, not only will she not forget it, but it will become clearer.

    Finally, she came to a tomb and lightly placed the rose flower in her hand in front of the tombstone.  "This is your favorite flower, and I brought it to you."

    The only answer to her was the sound of wind passing through the cemetery.

    Today is not a festival of worship, and it is very early. Looking around, she is the only visitor in the entire cemetery.

    This also made it easier for her to confide in the people in the tomb.

    "Some time ago, one of my students made the same choice as you. However, she was luckier than you and was rescued. Now, she has also untied her knot."

    Ji Youqing was silent for a while, and then continued: "What about you? You chose to give up this world, you gave up on me, did you regret the path you took? Is this the result you want?"

    "Why don't you believe me? Why don't you wait for me?"

    "You have the courage to end your own life, why don't you have the courage to leave him?"

    "I still blame you, because you left me like this." Ji Youqing turned her head sideways, even if no one saw her, she didn't want to cry in front of the tombstone.

    She held back her tears, but she couldn't stop her eyes from turning red.

    Ji Youqing looked into the distance, stopped looking at the tombstone, and continued: "What's the use of talking about it now? Forget it, it's useless to talk about it. I came to see you this time to tell you that I have a good life  .The work is also good, I like the current working environment very much.¡±

    "Also You used to always say that you hoped that I would get married early so that I could stay away from that family. I want to tell you that I can leave there without resorting to marriage."

    The emotions in my heart calmed down a bit, and Ji Youqing turned her eyes back to look at the tombstone, "I hope, when I visit you next time, I can tell you that I don't blame you."

    After that, Ji Youqing stood quietly in front of the tombstone for about ten minutes before turning around and leaving.

    Walking out of the Jingming Garden, Ji Youqing recovered from her depressed mood.

    When waiting for the bus on the platform, Ji Youqing took out the small notebook and pen that he carried with him, and wrote three sentences on the clean paper¡ª¡ª

    ¡®The profession told me what to do, but I gave up.  '

    'I think, those experiences and the past made me lose the courage and qualification to love.  '

    ¡®I¡¯m not sure, one day¡­whether I¡¯ll be like him.  '

    ? Beiyang City, Third People's Hospital.

    It was the first time Sheng Qiuru came to the place where his son worked.

    Walking into the emergency building, Sheng Qiuru looked at the people coming and going, feeling a little dazed.

    This time she came over without notifying Tang Yu.

    Right now, Sheng Qiuru doesn't know where to find her son.

    Just when she was about to make a call to Tang Yu, a little nurse suddenly came to her.

    "Is there anything uncomfortable for you?"

    Sheng Qiuru turned her eyes to look at the little nurse. She was petite and cute, with beautiful features, and looked soft and weak.

    Most importantly, the attitude is very good.

    "I'm not here to see a doctor.?I came to find someone.  "Sheng Qiuru smiled slightly, and had a good impression of the little nurse in front of her wearing a filter.

    And this filter is that she is a colleague of her son.

    "Ah! That's it, who are you looking for? A patient or a doctor?" Tao Tao hurriedly said, his face blushing again.

    In fact, she is very bad at talking to strangers, mainly because of her inferiority complex.

    It's just that I saw this lady standing here in a daze just now, so I couldn't help but stepped forward to ask.

    I thought she was here to see a doctor, but I didn't expect that she was looking for someone.  This made Tao Tao feel that he seemed to be troubled, so he blushed at a loss.

    "I'm looking for Tang Yu, it should be your male nurse, do you know the little girl?" Sheng Qiuru thought the little nurse's reaction was cute.

    "You are his" Tao Tao did not expect that the lady with good looks and outstanding temperament in front of him came to find Tang Yu.

    "I'm his mother." Sheng Qiuru introduced herself calmly.

    Tao Tao let out a small exclamation, looking very surprised, his round eyes widened suddenly.

    Sheng Qiuru didn't know why the face of the little nurse in front of her became redder, she just thought she was cute.  So I teased her, "What? I don't look like a mother?"

    "No, no. I, I just" Tao Tao felt his mind was in a mess.

    Meeting Tang Yu's mother so unexpectedly, she didn't know if she would leave a bad impression on the person in front of her.

    In a panic, she didn't notice Sheng Qiuru's joking tone at all, and racked her brains to come up with an answer.  "I just thought you were young"

    Sheng Qiuru couldn't help chuckling.  "The little girl has such a sweet mouth."

    Tao Tao breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and secretly speculated, 'His mother should have a good impression of me if he can say that.  '

    This guess greatly encouraged Tao Tao's confidence.

    Thinking of the intention of the other party's visit, she immediately said: "Auntie, Tang Yu went to deal with some matters with Dr. Zhang just now, and is not in the department for the time being. There are many patients here, why don't I take you to the staff cafeteria first, and then contact him?"

    "Will this delay your work?" Sheng Qiuru asked with a smile.

    "No, there will be no delay." Tao Tao was a little embarrassed by Sheng Qiuru's politeness.  She couldn't tell whether the other party accepted or rejected her proposal.

    "Then I will trouble you."

    Fortunately, Sheng Qiuru's answer relieved her of this embarrassment.

    "No trouble." Tao Tao laughed hurriedly.

    Who is Sheng Qiuru?

    She had already seen the nervousness of the little nurse, so on the way to the staff cafeteria, she asked Tao Tao's name in a very easy-going manner, and talked about Tang Yu's work in the hospital, so that she could relax.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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