Sheng Jinchu had no ability to resist Song Chu's enthusiasm. She always felt that she was the one who could best distinguish between reason and emotion. However, the appearance of Song Chu disrupted all her established thinking.
She became more and more emotional, and from time to time she also wanted to be pampered by her little daughter. Even at work, she has learned to favoritism, and she is no longer upright. Because of Song Chu, she even realized what it means to beburning with desire.
His burning kiss made her brain boil, how could she still have the ability to think?
Sheng Jinchu almost blurted out his true feelings.
Fortunately, the only remaining rational precipice reined in her horse, she pushed him away, and stood up: "This trick may work for other young girls, but it can't confuse me. I know what I want. So, I made a decision. It won't change. Go back and stop pestering me."
Song Chu stood up abruptly: "What's the reason? You want to break up with me just because of those dirty remarks on the Internet?"
When it comes to criticism, the day of the press release is the most violent. He knew that Sheng Jinchu had suffered a lot of grievances, and the strange eyes of others must have made her feel humiliated. She resigned as fleet manager in public, turned off her phone and went home, but even so, she did not propose a breakup.
Sheng Jinchu's tenacity at that moment made him feel incredible. This woman always shakes his heart inadvertently, making his restless soul submit to her little by little, until he has no other distractions and has identified her. For several moments, he said to himself in his heart, it was herbut she suddenly wanted to leave him.
"Sheng Jinchu, do you think this reason is credible? The bad public opinion will soon disappear. And my uncle and aunt didn't say that they complained about me"
The simple Sheng family couple expressed understanding to them from the very beginning. If it was only on the surface, he would not feel such sincere love even if he went to the Sheng family's door.
"Okay, don't make any more trouble for me, okay?" Sheng Jinchu's chest was about to explode. She rarely had such an intense emotional reaction. She wanted to end this battle as soon as possible, so she suddenly couldn't bear it anymore and said: "Stop making trouble, okay? Let me tell you the truth, weighing the pros and cons, I can only abandon you. The criticism of public opinion is about to disperse, but because of the bad consequences you brought Still, I don¡¯t want people from China Eastern Airlines to look at me with strange eyes. The company¡¯s decision has been made. Although it didn¡¯t fire me directly, it gave me a false job like a decoration. Now I¡¯m a handyman at China Eastern Airlines. You know How much effort have I put in to achieve what I am today? Feelings can be lost, but work can¡¯t work. I¡¯m already thirty-two years old, and it¡¯s impossible to start over. But feelings are different. I can find someone else if I leave you and my career is stable. Man, even if you are not as young as you, but it is not difficult to find a man who is willing to marry me and bring me pleasure."
Song Chu narrowed his peach blossom eyes, his face turned blue with anger, and asked her in disbelief: "Do you think I am indispensable? Can you find someone to replace me at any time?"
Sheng Jinchu held his breath and nodded his head hard: "Yes."
Song Chu nodded, his eyes were red like a raging beast.
Sure enough, she never really regarded him as an upright man. She always felt that he was a child, unable to bear the burden and impossible for her to rely on. No wonder she cares so much about what is said on the Internet, because she feels that way subconsciously. She just enjoys him sensually, enjoys the pleasure that a man brings her, and this feeling is not irreplaceable in her opinion.
"I see."
Song Chu slammed the door and left.
The violent noise made Sheng Jinchu's tears fall like broken beads.
The chest became more oppressed, and I couldn't breathe at all. She tore the fabric on her chest, feeling that it would be more comfortable if it exploded. Now she couldn't think of any way to relieve it except sobbing in pain.
This feeling of heartache was experienced when I sent that text message to Song Chu. Sheng Jinchu didn't expect that at the age of thirty-two, she could still feel the feeling of life and death when young people break up.
She thought that her age and experience were enough to resist all of this, but she was caught off guard and was knocked down. As she got older, she lost the flexibility to bear the pain. Compared with those young girls, every bone in her body was clamoring for fragility, death or injury.
It was only then that I discovered that the emotions that have been accumulated for several years, once they explode, are more powerful. It turned out that she was not born with a dull temperament, but she had never met the man who stimulated her emotions. If you encounter it, you will intensify your release.
Sheng Jinchu was lying on the big bed in the hotel. He hadn't eaten all day and had no appetite at all. He tossed and turned, thinking that he should do something. He came here for work. However, the body is dying and does not want to move.??.
At night, she felt that she had a fever.
Ask the waiter in the hotel to bring a thermometer. After measuring it, he really has a low fever.
Sheng Jinchu drank a cup of hot water and lay back on the bed.
Jiang Aihua called and asked her: "Have you met Xiao Song?" She even asked mysteriously: "Is he not by your side right now?"
As if cohabitation is a reasonable thing, conservative parents also completely acquiesce.
Sheng Jinchu said, "Not here."
Jiang Aihua spoke boldly: "That's good. I saw that Xiao Song's face was not very good when he left home. Your father guessed that you might have a conflict I understand your bad temper. Don't anger Xiao Song because of things at work. If you have something to say"
Sheng Jinchu let out a dull "um", his throat was so sore that he didn't dare to make a sound.
Jiang Aihua asked a few words to hang up the phone.
Sheng Jinchu put the phone aside, turned over silently, and buried his whole face in the pillow that smelled of soap powder. Something is expressing my heart and flowing wantonly.
The lights in the room were not turned on, and the thin shoulders on the bed shrugged slightly in the hazy shadows.
Sheng Jinchu didn't expect to be so weak. If Song Chu broke in at this moment and stood in front of her, she would be desperate and free from any restraints.
At this moment, she missed him so much.
However, Sheng Jinchu knew that he would not, Song Chu must have left. And after tonight, when the sun rises tomorrow morning, she will re-firm her mind. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com