I know that since she said this, she has tacitly agreed to the fact that we are separated I let out a long breath, and the thing that has been on my heart for so long is finally unloaded.
At night, I was lying on the bed, my head was dizzy, and many, many fragmented things were echoing.
Suddenly, I thought of those photos Xinghai gave me.
The little orange next to me was already sound asleep, but my heart was beating wildly all the time, I gritted my teeth, I got up and went to the study to open the drawer, and there was the stack of photos from last time inside.
Yes, that back that I thought was very familiar when I saw it was so similar to Lu Ze's!
Shocked by this idea, I stared at these photos, the more I looked at them, the more my palms sweated, and the strange atmosphere in the middle when they met today, and the meaningful expression on his face when I reminded Yang Renhan at the end ¡
All these piles, one by one, seem to overlap some things.
I took a deep breath, my face turned slightly pale.
After hesitating for a while, I still took out my mobile phone and dialed Lu Ze's number. It was already night, so the beeping sound was very loud, as if waiting for the referee, I held my breath and waited for the connection over there.
"Hello?"
His voice was very clear, completely different from when he left at noon.
"Where are you?"
"At home, otherwise where?"
"Lu Ze, I'm about to ask you a very important matter. Promise me that you will never lie." I, who had never been so serious, was taken aback.
"Chen Yan, is it scary for you to call so late? Tell me quickly, brother, I still have to sleep!"
"Sleeping? Let me ask you, do you know Yang Renhan?"
The other side suddenly stopped talking, and I couldn't even hear my breathing. I looked terrified, and continued to ask: "Why didn't you talk? You answer me first, did you know him long ago?"
He still didn't speak, but it was more like admitting it.
I didn't speak any more, we were silent again and again, and after an unknown amount of time, there was a slight coughing sound from the opposite side.
I sighed: "It's cold, don't be greedy for cold."
"Chen Yan, I"
"We have known each other for so many years, if there is really something you can't tell me, then ok, I won't ask any more."
"No, it's not that I don't want to tell you." Lu Ze was anxious on the phone, and he quickly stopped me: "I'll tell you, I'll tell you everything."
His nervous and cautious appearance softened my heart, and I couldn't help but soften my voice: "It's okay, it's okay if you don't want to say it, I respect you."
In fact, it doesn't matter whether he says it or not, the fact is probably like that. I don't know what it feels like, I just know I feel helpless.
"I am indeed with him."
That night, I didn't fall asleep at all, and this sentence kept echoing in my mind. I didn't sleep until dawn.
It turns out that knowing what you know and getting a direct and affirmative answer are really two different things.
? When I arrived at the company in a daze, I had a splitting headache.
But as soon as I arrived at the company, I ran into Lu Ze downstairs. He lowered his head and put one hand in his pocket. I didn't know what he was doing. I stopped and subconsciously turned around to leave.
"Chen Yan!"
But he still saw me, and Xiaobu caught up with me.
I turned around slowly: "Why did you come to the company so early, didn't you let you have a good rest at home?"
Although I tried my best to keep calm, I could still see the embarrassment on my face.
Lu Ze's eyes were also light blue, obviously he didn't sleep well all night, he looked at me carefully several times: "You saw me just now, so you turned around, didn't you?"
"I, I don't have one."
I wanted to refute, but found that Lu Ze's eyes were so innocent and scared.
"No? It's fine if you don't have one."
However, he never expected that he believed it just by saying a word, and even showed a bright smile: "Sister Chen, I knew you were different from others!"
When he said this, I felt even more ashamed.
I looked down at the time, and hurriedly changed the topic: "If I remember correctly, you have a magazine to shoot today, hurry up, it's getting late."
"Okay, I'll leave right away. By the way, Chen Yan, this should be the last time I saw you a year ago. I'm going home. I asked you for leave last time. Don't forget."
"Well, go back, I remember."
In fact, now I wish he would get out of my sight as soon as possible.
Lu Ze nodded and left without even going upstairs.
I closed my eyes helplessly, so when will I be tall? But I didn't dare to tell others about this matter. After a day passed, I lay down on the desk in a state of desperation, and all the strength in my body was drained.
"Going to your house for dinner tonight? I miss my aunt's food."
Alice was lying at the door with a pitiful face. When I saw her like this, I knew it was faking, but I still nodded heavily: "Let's go, let's go now."
"Yo, the model worker won't be working overtime today?"
She winked at me and said jokingly.
"No more, I'm not in the mood."
Quickly packed up my things, and I left work with Alice.
Having someone around finally distracted my mind a lot, and I didn't have to keep staring at Yang Renhan and Lu Ze in my mind.
"Alice, what exactly do you like? Is it okay to cross the boundary?"
"You were weird just now, and now you ask such a weird question, what's wrong with you?"
Hearing alice ask me what's wrong with you, I just want to laugh, yes, why do I spend all day worrying about various things. Shaking his head: "I'm fine, just expressing emotion."
"Like means wanting to be with each other, it's very simple, don't think about it, just think about how to spend this new year!"
"It's still the same as usual, how many of us are there, what's the difference?"
"I thought you were going back to the Song family."
Without thinking about it, I said I don't want it.
"Why? Aren't you and Song Weichen about to reconcile?"
"I haven't contacted for many days." I looked at the phone in despair, it was quiet, and it never rang because of him.
"Is it because of Yan Anzhi?"
"That's right."
"Don't worry, Song Weichen won't be able to do that. In the contest between men, women should not intervene, understand?"
My brother said so, and Alice said so, but where did my conscience go? Turning my head to look out the window, my eyes flashed with confusion
Recently, I am too strange. As soon as I rest, I will think of the picture of those two people together. I shook my head desperately, and I got up to chat with Alice again.
It's almost becoming a dumping ground for me to complain about. I have repeated many times about other things except that I didn't say anything about them.
However, before reaching the door, a person came out from inside. I saw, isn't this Mu Jin?
My first reaction was Song Weichen came over? My heart jumped uncontrollably, I opened my mouth, but couldn't ask what I wanted to ask.
"Mr. Chen."
He stood in front of me with very little expression, just maintaining politeness.