I invited Wang Jinyu to dinner, and she hurried home!
Over the past few days of the New Year, we all returned to our hometown.
Probably, many students have also returned!
I had nothing to do, wandered from the street, walked along the road from my house to grandma's house in Xingqiao, and walked to the downstairs of his grandma's house, counting the floors, looking at the former home.
On the balcony, a few clothes were cold.
It seems that there is a man's clothes! Like his style!
Perhaps, at this moment, he and his family are as lively as when they met their parents that year. Even if it's not to meet the parents maybe, he brought a newcomer to meet the parents.
I came out of that community and went to the place where we watched fireworks together.
After walking for the whole afternoon, in the huge square, a lonely and sad sunset was dying in the sky!
The body is very tired, the mind is also very tired, I don't know when I can stop looking forward to it! Don't want to see him anymore!
Before, I thought that leaving him and not seeing him was a relief. However, I was not free. I was entangled between emotion and reason first, and then I sank in self-thinking. I always felt that thinking about him or recalling his things would make life more interesting. Until now, I can't let go, brooding, never forgetting.
After going here for many years, thousands of miles are desolate.
All the beauty is my imagination.
I imagine you will come back today, walk towards me from the afterglow of the sunset, smile at me, and say long time no see!
With this kind of fantasy, I just waited until the sun went down before going back! It's just that he didn't show up.
I walked along the road, walked, walked home, and then hid in my bedroom, secretly sad.
The desolation of nine cold days, but the phoenix trees and the drizzle, bit by bit at dusk!
In the end, Lin Daiyu and Jia Baoyu were not together!
Many things about him, I can only rely on hearing.
I heard that he studied respiratory medicine, that his grades are very good, that he has returned to China, that he has returned to Peking University to teach, and at the same time he is working in the affiliated hospital of Peking University. I heard that
He lived as he wanted to live!
It's just that I didn't live the way he hoped!
He must be disappointed, right? Hehe Maybe, he no longer cares, maybe there is someone new around him that he cares about.
The time of my childhood sweetheart will never come back!
I was also forgotten by him, right?
Everything that used to be has become a story! A story that no one cares about! I have been with each other in the vigorous years, maybe, I should be satisfied.
But the bottom of my heart is desperately longing for it, with fantasies that shouldn't be there!
It's because I'm too self-willed, because I don't trust him, that's why I have all kinds of things behind.
?From the time Wang Jinyu said it was different, I never believed him again. I was always insecure and suspicious, and finally fell into the trap of Jiangnancao.
It's just that until the end, all he wanted was to protect me!
I owe him a lot, but the original promise was ruthlessly denied by myself!
He must be very sad too, right?
When he is sad, what will he think of me? Love me, hate me, or reluctance?
How come I am still obsessed with it?
My mind was in a mess, I was overwhelmed by my own various thoughts!
I want to cry, but I can't cry.
So I found a very sad anime to watch!
In Hokage, Sakura went to kill Sasuke, but couldn't do it, but Sasuke almost killed Sakura!
If I am Sakura, can I continue to love?
Perhaps, I don't deserve to be compared with Sakura at all. I am a fragile person, because I dare not face it, so I always run away. Even when Jiangnancao told me the truth, I was still numb to myself.
Escaping, escaping, not daring to look back when regretting it, my head is bleeding and scarred! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com