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The first time Yi Zhengxing and Xia Hui met was in the office.
Xia Hui was wearing professional black formal attire, and greeted Yi Zhengxing with a polite smile.
When Yi Zhengxing saw Xia Hui for the first time, he was thinking about how Xia Hui would be having fun under him, and he was already distracted.
Men are lustful, and it should be said that even handsome men are no exception. It's just the difference between good concentration and bad concentration. His determination is good, but it's not good. It all depends on his mood.
If he has a beloved woman, his concentration will be surprisingly good. For example, when he was with Bai Zhi, he only had Bai Zhi in his eyes. But he has no beloved woman now.
At that time, he was already engaged and had his fianc¨¦e Luo Shanshan.
From Yi Zhengxing's point of view, Xia Hui is a real woman, and Luo Shanshan is too immature, and women need flair.
When was this kind of aesthetics cultivated? It should start with Baizhi.
Ever since Bai Zhi, he has always preferred this kind of conservatively dressed, coquettish woman. Of course, Bai Zhi is more casual and never knows how to write beautiful characters.
Xia Hui is really conservative, she rejected him rampantly, solemnly and ruthlessly, especially knowing that he was engaged.
You're getting married soon, but you still come out to play like this? Is there any morality? Her rejection aroused Yi Zhengxing's desire to conquer even more. Yes. He felt that he loved Xia Hui more.
During that period of pursuit, apart from work, his mind was full of Xia Hui. He wanted to achieve a good result, such as chasing her, being with her, and then going to bed.
Since Baizhi, he hasn't felt this kind of heartbeat for too long, and he hasn't experienced the taste of passionate love for too long.
It's over for him and Bai Zhi, is he still not allowed to pursue true love?
He is serious about pursuing and even considering marrying Xia Hui. If it goes well. The pursuit offensive was too fierce, and there were so many means, Xia Hui surrendered.
It is not easy to pursue and not easy to get, so we cherish the time together even more. His love is back, the heart-pounding feeling he wanted.
Different from Baizhi the first time, now he is more mature, more charming, and everything is unbelievably perfect.
That young, ignorant and shy boy is gone forever, and now he is giving Xia Hui the best of himself.
However, is she really the best version of herself?
He and Xia Hui met frequently, and when they met, they would go to bed, watch the scenery and eat. It was impossible to sit in the library for an entire afternoon without doing anything like they did with Bai Zhi back then.
At that time they were just holding hands. Bai Zhi is very clingy to him, never letting go of his hand, and wants him to accompany her wherever she goes. She loves to tease him, tease him, kiss him secretly, and always surprise him. A few times she played with fire and set herself on fire, but she made herself very embarrassed, and she looked very cute.
The relationship between him and Xia Hui was not bad, but what Baizhi gave him was ten thousand times better and could never be copied.
He doesn't know how other people fall in love, he only knows that at that time he planned to marry Bai Zhi as soon as she was an adult.
What is enough to be together, to be together for life and death, to share life and death, to live forever, these are not enough to describe love.
Ask the world, what is love, and teach life and death.
Obviously he and Baizhi have reached that point.
He also wanted to love Xia Hui wholeheartedly and without hesitation, but he couldn't do it. His sincerity was lost, lost in that girl named Bai Zhi many years ago.
Obviously she abandoned him so cruelly, but he still remembered her, missed her, and thought of her countless times.
If she hadn't loved him so fanatically, and left him suddenly when he made up his mind not to marry her, he wouldn't have hated her for so long.
Even if the two of them are ordinary couples and their relationship is a little dull, they will not develop into what they are today.
Of course he loves Xia Hui, but unfortunately, this kind of love cannot stand the test, a small test.
Luo's family knew about the love affair, and so did his father.
It was tacitly shared between the two families that his father told him to come back after playing and not to delay the business, and Luo Shanshan was also willing to ignore the past.
He is really "lucky".
Do you want him to give up all this and be with Xia Hui desperately? He couldn't do it. He had already stood at the top of the pyramid when the two met.
He has no confidence that Xia Hui will still love him after falling into the pyramid. Even if she said she didn't mind, he wouldn't allow this to happen.
Because he can't afford to lose. Maybe the two were just a love game in the first place. Now the game is over, no matter how sad it is.
He can't be hereLater, he chose to smash the game and elope with Luo Hui. What if one day she changes her mind like Bai Zhi? And what if she starts to dislike herself who has no money?
In this game, he has always been the active one, he cannot be the passive one, the gap is too big, and the masculine self-esteem makes him unable to bear it.
So the game starts with him and ends with him. But he still gave Xia Hui face and asked her to break up.
Maybe this is selfishness. But he would rather be like this than give up everything he finally got.
After breaking up with Xia Hui, he was depressed for a long time.
But soon he cheered up again, because there might be a next Xia Hui, who was just as beautiful and moved his heart just as much.
A man can be heartbroken and love many times.
His lonely and empty heart needs constant comfort, he needs constant love, to relive the happy time with Bai Zhi many years ago.
That period of time was so beautiful, it was like a dream. His little princess only has him in her heart, and she shouts every day that she must marry him.
He also used to be annoyed, was it because he didn't express his love clearly enough at the time, or didn't he take the initiative enough? Could it be that when she proposed to taste the forbidden fruit back then, he worried too much and refused too many times, making her unhappy?
is it this one? Is it that? After all these years, the worst thing is that he is still introspecting himself.
Once, he saw her casually in a cafe.
Bai Zhi doesn't look like a big lady, she always wears loose clothes, and rarely dresses herself up as a celebrity. But he knew how hot her figure was, and how many times it broke his mind when he was young.
Seeing people walking around her asking for the number one after another, and sometimes meeting a handsome guy whom she could strike up a conversation with, Bai Zhi would raise her head and laugh out loud, very casually.
He didn't go to her repeatedly and silently like chasing Xia Hui. He never planned to start pursuing Bai Zhi again.
Because he is still angry, and may be angry for the rest of his life. ¡ª¡ªI love you so much, but you leave as soon as you say, what do you think of me?
But he will still find out about her intentionally or unintentionally: if he is single, he will be in a good mood; if he has a suitor, he will be in a worse mood; if he has a boyfriend, he will be depressed to death.
Until that day, she showed up at his door.
Baizhi didn't know that when Yi Zhengxing returned to the room, the corners of his eyes were wet. So many years, he thought. He was left on the spot by her, and now she finally looked back.
Whatever the reason.
He doesn't care what the reason is.
His little princess finally turned around.
He had warned himself that this person would leave as soon as he said he wanted to, and abandon him as soon as he said he wanted to.
Yi Zhengxing, stay away from her!
Why is the initiative in her hands every time? He also wants to take the initiative, and now he has said that he doesn't want Baizhi anymore.
A good horse never turns back!
A bad woman knows how to bully him!
But she came back with sincerity, and came to make fun of how ridiculous he has lived these ten years. Not only ridiculous, but also absurd, losing oneself.
Say he looks like a scum, no, he is a scum, a selfish scum.
The scum is easy to do.
His rage was punishment for her waywardness. If she messes with herself, don't even think about getting out of it. He has been accused by her for more than ten years, maybe for a lifetime, and now she still says that she will never love him?
It can be seen that she was injured, and he went back to the first day he met her. She lay there like an angel with broken wings, maybe weak, but he was full of eyes and hearts.
She has always loved him, and she must love him forever.
No matter what he becomes, he doesn't care, she said she would marry him. He still remembers.
As for the punch, he didn't hesitate, he didn't think about it that much. He just thought that Baizhi was Yi Zhengxing's treasure, and he was afraid of melting away, hiding it for fear of losing it. What kind of shit are those people, dare to touch his woman?
After playing, I regretted it, and felt that I shouldn't be so impulsive. He rationally analyzed the matter of breaking up with Xia Hui for a long time.
No, he is so sensible when facing other women.
However, as soon as he met Bai Zhi, his brain short-circuited. So it went back to that reckless young boy, Baizhi would marry him when she said she would marry, she would give it to Baizhi if she wanted it, and she would come out when Baizhi said it hurt her.
Does he still have himself? Maybe in the beginning, he had nothing, but Baizhi was his whole world.
When he owns her, he owns the whole world.
And when she left, the world was gone. He desperately pursues fame and fortune, and wants to feel like owning the whole world again.
However, fame, fortune, power, and women cannot represent the whole world, so he is still empty.
Only Baizhi came back. Back to his side.
And finally one day, she came back.
As a result, the scumbag Yi Zhengxing also got along. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)However, fame, fortune, power, and women cannot represent the whole world, so he is still empty.
Only Baizhi came back. Back to his side.
And finally one day, she came back.
As a result, the scumbag Yi Zhengxing also got along. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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