Seeing Chao Xinyue rush out the door, Su Qiuan followed in a drunken way.
It was still raining outside at this time, which woke Su Qiuan abruptly.
"Xinyue, don't run away, it's raining heavily."
Su Qiuan quickened his pace at this time, trying to chase Chao Xinyue back.
Chao Xinyue kept walking forward, she couldn't see the direction to go.
She didn't know why she followed this man?
What does a woman ask for after a man?
She used to think it was the feeling of being cared for, but when caring is also an illusion, what else does she believe in?
Girls actually like romance the most.
But that kind of feeling seems to be beyond expectation.
In her eyes, what Zuo Muhan did to Lala seemed to be very romantic, but when it was her turn, nothing was pleasing to her eyes.
I haven't had a good relationship with myself, and then I have an extra one in my stomach, which is really too sad.
She hasn't enjoyed the love brought to her by being in love, and she is going to be a mother. She doesn't seem to be ready yet.
Both men and women can get along slowly, and then decide whether it is suitable to be together.
However, her greed has caused such irreparable consequences.
She felt uncomfortable in her heart, and she also felt that she could not tell her mother, nor could she tell Lala.
In Lala's eyes, it seems that she is very optimistic about Su Qiuan.
But what Lala saw was just the appearance, there were some things she couldn't even describe, but she just felt aggrieved.
She even felt that if she told Lala that she was pregnant and Su Qiuan was looking forward to being a father, Lala would definitely tell herself that this was a responsible performance of a man, and he was sincere.
But why can't she feel this person's sincerity?
At this time, she regretted her mistake at the beginning.
The rain was so heavy that she couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on her face.
When alone, she especially likes to shed tears now.
She felt that being a woman was a disadvantage.
Inexplicably, she can make her stomach bigger, why is it not a man with a big belly, so she will not be troubled.
"Xinyue, we are home."
Su Qiuan looked at Chao Xinyue, who was soaked all over, and felt a little pain in his heart.
His idea is actually very simple, he just wants to live a good life with the person he likes.
"We don't seem to be suitable."
Chao Xinyue didn't move, letting Su Qiuan pull her there.
"Nonsense, we all have children, why is it inappropriate, explain, we are destined to be together."
At this time, Su Qiuan stepped forward and hugged Chao Xinyue. With such a heavy rain, it was still winter and it was going to freeze to death.
"If we have something to say, let's talk at home, okay?"
It seems that it is very bad for pregnant women to catch a cold.
"Let's separate."
Chao Xinyue really didn't know how to live with this person. Facing him, she felt no joy in her heart, only endless sadness.
"Xinyue, don't talk nonsense, go back soon, or you will catch a cold, and it's not good for the baby in your stomach"
Su Qiuan wanted to hug Chao Xinyue, since she couldn't pull her up, she could carry her away.
"You don't have to keep talking about your children, can you?"
Chao Xinyue yelled at Su Qiuan.
What she hates to hear most now is children, children.
She doesn't want it anymore, okay?
"Obviously there is."
Su Qiuan was at a loss for the furious Chao Xinyue.
"It can also be without it."
Chao Xinyue said angrily.
"Xinyue, you are not young anymore, don't keep saying such angry words, you finally have a child, you must take good care of it."
Su Qiuan felt so cold from the rain, and Xinyue's lips were all bloodless at this moment.
He was afraid that if the two of them stood on the street again, they would both fall ill. He picked up Chao Xinyue in his arms and walked quickly towards the house.
At this moment, Chao Xinyue couldn't control her sadness, and she lay on Su Qiuan's shoulder and kept crying.
She felt that being a woman was really, really hard.
"Hurry up and take a shower, you have a cold.??. "
Back home, Su Qiuan urged Chao Xinyue to take a bath.
But he didn't move at all, so he could only take him into the bathroom to take a shower.
When he was not pregnant, Su Qiuan remembered that he was very happy when he got along with Xinyue, but he didn't know why after he became pregnant, everything went wrong.
After he helped Chao Xinyue take a bath, he was already sweating. He thought he was dirty, so he quickly wiped it clean before he carried Chao Xinyue to the bed.
In Su Qiuan's heart, he liked this woman and was willing to do everything for her.
But in Chao Xinyue's eyes, what this person did today was only for the sake of the child in her womb. She thought about tomorrow, and tomorrow she would go to the hospital to have the child removed.
Having nothing to say all night, Su Qiuan didn't know how to face Chao Xinyue. After helping her prepare breakfast, he thought about it and went to work in the flying club.
Chao Xinyue doesn't have much appetite now, and she feels sick when she eats. After she got up, she called a car and went to the hospital. After registering, she told the doctor that she would remove the baby in her stomach.
"This is your first child, and it would be better if you gave birth. Some girls have lost their first child, and it will be difficult for them to have children later. You should think carefully before making a decision."
? As a doctor, it must be well-meaning. Generally, doctors do not recommend removing the first child.
She also took a special look at the medical record card. The pregnant woman seemed to be quite old, and removing it at this time would be a hindrance to her body.
"Your age is still the best age to have children. If you miss it, it's actually not good. Also, you have to discuss it with your husband before making a decision. You must not be impulsive about this matter."
"I've made up my mind, please open the list for me."
Chao Xinyue touched her belly that had been swollen for a while, and she didn't know what it felt like.
She thought maybe even though the child had been in her stomach for three or four months, she still didn't seem to have much affection for the child.
"The list can be opened, but you should think carefully about it."
The doctor shook his head. In the hospital, he saw pregnant women of all ages. Some young girls who were only sixteen or seventeen years old might have a pregnancy with a big belly. They were young and ignorant, so they had to be removed. But this pregnant woman She is already twenty-eight years and nine months old, so she must be married, so why take away the child?
"The child in your stomach was healthy after the examination just now, and it should be a very healthy child."
The doctor watched the pregnant woman leave with the abortion preparation form, and after thinking about it, he added another sentence.
Physician's parents' heart, this is taken away but can't be put back again.
Chao Xinyue took the list and was about to have an abortion, but she thought of Su Qiuan's image of wanting to be a father so much, and she hesitated again (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com