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Xie Feiran chapter2.

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    After taking a sedative, I gradually calmed down, and my mind began to be a little sluggish. I heard the sound of closing the door, and I thanked my mother in a low voice, and then there was another face in front of my eyes.  .

    Her eyes are red, which makes me feel distressed. I want to ask her what's wrong?  Why are you crying?  But he opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

    Her appearance became more and more blurred, farther and farther away. I seemed to be thrown into the pool, and my body gradually sank until it was dark

    She has to ask for your death to be willingwillingwillingwilling

    Suddenly someone said this in my ear, I opened my eyes with difficulty, saw a gleam of light, and then heard the voice say, Xiaoru, I'm sorry

    sorry¡­¡­

    One after another, echoing mournfully in the darkness, mixed with the word "willingness", constantly lingering in my ears, like a lingering spell.

    I shook my body, shook my head, covered my ears with my hands, and shouted loudly, no

    Suddenly the sound disappeared, and the twilight line in front of me gradually widened. A person came in through the thin slit and slowly approached me. I couldn't see her face clearly, but I heard her calling me with her magnificent voice.  Her name is Xiao Ru

    But a hand came in at this time, grabbed her clothes, and dragged her backwards. I chased desperately, but I couldn't catch up. There was a loud noise in my ear, and the fiery red light came from  Bursting out of that ray, the bright red tore apart the slit and quickly enveloped me.

    I bounced off the bed like an electric shock, my face was covered with sweat, the sun outside the window was still so bright, and the wind blew in, lifting the ends of my hair with a slight itchiness.

    The cicadas roared uninterruptedly in the ears, and the birds chirped briskly, so relaxed and happy, as if the whole world was as peaceful and peaceful.  Suddenly there was a pleasant cell phone ringing in my ears. I turned around and saw a white cell phone on the bedside. The metal shell made it look a bit cold. I looked around and saw that my mother was not there, so I had to reach out to take the phone.

    But it suddenly disappeared. I rubbed my eyes, but I still didn't see it, and my heart flustered.  A familiar voice sounded beside me, I turned my face and saw Yan Liang in a white T-shirt, he looked at me with a smile on his face when I first saw him, and said, Xiaoru,  Wake up, don't sleep anymore

    When I opened my eyes, I saw a pale ceiling.

    Mom looked anxious on the side, I heard her shouting urgently, woke up, it is true that you come here

    Then Dad's vicissitudes of life appeared in front of me. At this moment, he is much older than the last time I saw him. His face is full of stubble, like a down-and-out poet.

    Then in the next moment, I saw tears overflowing from his eyes, falling on my face drop by drop, scalding hot.

    I looked at them, choked up for a while, and after a long time, I said, Uncle, Aunt, you have worked hard

    Mom immediately turned her face away, but only from the side of her face, I could see the silent pain.

    In the dream of the dream, at the moment when the fire was flickering, I saw a beautiful and beautiful smiling face. She looked at me at the moment when she was pulled towards the fire and said, Xiao Ru, I¡¯m sorry, she will only be willing if you die

    I was discharged from the hospital a month later, but my father still didn't come. My mother said that Uncle Xia left the company and disappeared alone.

    I smiled and didn't speak again.

    Mom drove the car through the crowds of cars. I looked at the busy traffic outside, but my heart was not touched at all.

    Mom said, Xiaoru, don't hate Feiran

    My heart suddenly twitched, I turned my face and smiled, and I said, Mom, how can I hate her?

    I saw Mom's eyes flushed, and I heard her say, Xiaoru, I'm sorry, it's all my fault

    I have never seen my mother like this. The little old lady who was always arrogant is now like an unworldly child, holding the steering wheel and crying very sadly. Her rose red skirt was wet with tears.  stop.

    When did those sad and painful tears stop?

    I cannot resent.

    That person smiled sadly at me under the starlight all over the sky and said, but I will, I have always believed that people will become stars after death, and then guard the person she is worried about in the sky, and I will also be foolish.  Wishing on a shooting star, you say that I am such a materialist, doing such superstitious things, it is ridiculous

    During the summer vacation that year, the girl standing on the side of the road covered in blood and crying.

    How much resentment did that car accident on the highway bring

      Dad told me, Xiaoru, I'm sorry.  After speaking, he handed me a black soft leather book, and he said, this is a wonderful diary.

    So I saw me at that time, Xia Shu at that time, my mother at that time, and Hanru at that time.

    ?My mother's flustered expression, the way I hid behind Hanru, Hanru's indifference and Xia Shu's calm and cold eyes.

    Under the blood-red sunset, the old man who fell down after hearing the news still had his eyes open.

    In the police station, the child who lost his parents looked helplessly at the chief and shook hands with the man with a smile, then weakly accepted the passbook from the woman.  Then he was led out of the door by an uncle in police uniform with a dazed look on his face.

    Then I heard the uncle say to her in a kind tone, child, you have no relatives, you can only be stronger

    So I saw this girl who survived with hatred, shuttling, staying, hesitating, and wandering in the dirty streets and bustling downtown areas

    So I witnessed that encounter, that long-planned waiting.

    For the first time, she smiled and said to me, let's skip class together

    So I witnessed the hatred and kindness in her heart.

    She looked at me complicatedly and said, Xiaoru, I brought you this way, do you really hate me?

    So I witnessed the delicate connection between July and her, and witnessed the broken heart under her calm surface.

    The flash of light in her eyes was full of entangled emotions.

    So I saw the moment when Xia Shu was lying on the ground, then I saw Zhao Yuanzhen galloping, and then I saw Uncle Xia.

    When Uncle Xia found her, he said, I won't sue you, I just beg you, don't hurt any of them

    So I saw that my heart began to change, my dream began to lose its haze, and it began to have color, and then, I began to feel forced and helpless.

    At that time, july said Xie Feiran, you took Xiru to the car by the side of the field, and I will always hide the things between us in the bottom of my heart.

    July said, I just wanted to scare her so that she would stop stealing my things

    I seemed to see the contradictory and painful expression at that moment, as if I saw her determination to rush to the trunk at that moment, seeing death as home.

    The last one was blank, with only one date. I looked at the line of Arabic numerals and cried bitterly, tearing my heart.

    Tears soaked the paper, I quickly closed it, and reached out to stroke the black soft surface, as if stroking someone's soft hair.

    There is a picture on the cover, which is the kind that can be seen everywhere on the street. In the picture, the handsome man is holding a microphone and smiling. I rubbed that face and called softly, Yan Liang

    Mom said, Xiaoru, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all me

    Mom said, if I didn't drink that day, if I was willing to face it and accept it later (Remember this website: www.hlnovel.com
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