It was early in the morning when Feiran came back, and I just sat on the sofa in a daze, thinking about the past, thinking about the past.
I didn't turn on the light, didn't move, just sat cross-legged and listened to the sounds outside.
When the light came into my eyes, I squinted my eyes a little uncomfortable. Then I saw Xie Feiran standing blankly at the door.
I smiled, and smiled brightly at her, and I said, don't be surprised, I didn't forget to bring the key.
She opened her mouth, but didn't speak, I said, don't think too much, I'm not so worthless to continue living with you, I'll leave in a while, and I just want an explanation from you when I come back, you owe me.
She finally spoke, she said, there is nothing to explain, I'm sorry, I'm the one who should leave, not you After finishing speaking, she went straight to her bedroom.
I followed her to the door of her bedroom and watched her take out the clothes one by one from the closet. Suddenly, an evil fire burst out of nowhere in my heart, and I rushed forward and took all the clothes she put on the bed. Throw it to the ground, and then look at her with hatred.
She looked at me, bent down for a while and picked up the things on the ground one by one and put them back on the bed, Xiao Ru, I really don't want to hurt you from the bottom of my heart
I think it's so fucking funny. Such a person stood in front of me and said to me, I don't want to hurt you. I guess I think it's just as ridiculous when I think about it decades later.
I said, is it? What you think in your heart is completely different from what you do!
She looked up at me, there was nothing in her eyes, not even a ripple, she said, I don't beg you to forgive me, I really never beg you
I laughed out loud, exaggeratedly, she glanced at me, then turned around and packed her things in silence.
Everything was ready, she pulled the suitcase and went out, and packed all the things in the room before going out, I leaned aside and looked at her like a wandering ghost, every movement, every detail, was the same Xie Feiran from before, But it's not like the Xie Feiran before.
Finally, she opened the refrigerator and wrapped the fruits and vegetables with plastic wrap. It is said that fruits and vegetables should be opened separately, fruits should be placed on the last layer, coffee milk should be placed on top, bread and the like should also be packed in boxes or bags before putting them in, and the refrigerator must be fastened.
After finishing speaking, he closed the door of the refrigerator, then pulled the suitcase to the door, looked back at me and said, stop drinking coffee every night, it is not good for the stomach, and must drink soy milk in the morning, soy milk is better absorbed than milk, remember not to wear clothes Put it all together, I'm leaving, if you don't want to wash, you can send it to the laundry station, and also, you always forget everything, no, remember that you can forget everything, that is, you must not forget the keys at home, otherwise you will not be able to go home ¡ There was something gentle in her eyes, like the Xie Feiran who doted on me before. I stared at her intently, watching her take out the key to the door and put it on the shoe rack at the door, and then turned around.
In a daze, I seem to be back when we just moved in. The room was decorated and she took me and Han Ru to see it. The first thing I did when I entered the door was to throw the key on the shoe rack on the side, showing off Tell me and Han Ru later, how about it? It¡¯s not bad It was just renovated, and the carpet hadn¡¯t been laid yet. The three of us took off our shoes and ran around the room without thinking about how dirty the floor was. At that time, she was the same as us, she never had the deepness on her face now, never had such a suppressed and heavy expression on her face.
I suddenly spoke, looked at her hand stretched out to open the door and said, I hate you! I don't know whether I hate her or the hand she stretched out to open the door, I only know that these three words are word for word, as if bursting out of the soul, but it doesn't look like hatred, it looks like resentment.
Her figure paused, and then she said, anyone can hate me, everyone is qualified, but Xiao Ru, only you and Natsuki, have no right to hate me
After she finished speaking, she opened the door and walked out. I looked at her outside the door, and the silhouette that was gradually blocked as the door closed couldn't help but burst into tears. The moment the door closed, I heard myself shouting towards the outside. .
Why?
It is like the mourning of a lone goose that has lost its companion in the vast sky.
Heart-piercing
The door was closed immediately, and the sound seemed to be bounced back by stiff metal, echoing in every corner of the room, it seemed that it never reached the outside, but I knew she heard it, because at that last moment, I saw her body With a flick, it was very similar to the way she suddenly patted her shoulder when watching ghost movies. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com