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    The mobile phone is always connected to the charging socket. I don't want it to be out of the service area for a second, because maybe at that second, Xia Shu's call came.

    I waited for a week, but instead of Xia Shu, my mother came.

    Mom said very gently on the phone, Xiaoru, if you and Xia Shu break up, mom won¡¯t blame you, mom knows it¡¯s definitely not your faultmy mom has never talked to me so gently, and heard her so gentle  The voice, my tears immediately fell, I knew what she meant by saying that, and I also knew that Xia Shu and I were really lost.

    Mom told me on the phone that Xia Shu is gone, and the whole family has gone to the United States

    I said, where's Dad?  Where's dad?  You asked Dad to answer the phone

    Mom said, he went to the company, and your Uncle Xia doesn't know about it yet

    I lost Natsuki.

    When I called Feiran, I said, Feiran, I lost him

    When I said this, I didn't shed a single tear. I just felt extremely cold. I wrapped the quilt tightly and turned on the heater to the maximum, but I still felt cold and my whole body was cold.

    Walking alone on the street, the sky suddenly began to snow a little. I couldn't help but smile wryly, why did I forget to check the weather forecast when I went out.  I thought of Xia Shu again, and remembered that when Xia Shu agreed to go abroad a long time ago, he once told me, Xiaoru, I am not angry with my father, I just hate you wandering alone on the street when it snows.

    At that time, he would smile at me, his smile was very gentle and warm, so no matter how cold it was, I didn't feel it at all.

    In a trance, I seemed to see Xia Shu's face again. He took my hand, put it in his pocket, and said angrily, "If you don't wear gloves again, I will cut off your hand.  Warm in my pocket!  I just smiled at him, and I knew he was just pretending to be angry, because he couldn't bear to be angry with me.

    I shook hands habitually, but found that the right side was empty, only the water marks left by the melted snowflakes remained. I looked up at the gray sky, and felt that there was a piece missing in my chest, and the wind followed it, making me cry.  My heart hurts.

    I counted one, two, three in my heart, thinking that I would still be like playing peek-a-boo before when I counted to ten, then I could turn around and look for them, and then everything would go back to the past, the same Natsuki who would hug me tenderly, the same Natsuki  Hanru, who always loves a face of disdain, those silhouettes in the lush leaves under the sun, either yellow or green, rich or light, are intertwined and stretched across the side, like the dazzling colors of the kaleidoscope when it rotates, with a blur  And lingering shimmer.

    I remembered that when I told Xia Shu the story before, it always started, a long, long time ago

    Natsuki, do you know?  I never thought that you would really leave. I would rather you leave everything to me, and I would rather see you sad as I did before, and I dare not imagine that you will leave.

    But you just left like that, without leaving a word, and without looking back.

    ? From a distance came the bells of Twilight, and I couldn't tell whether it was a clean monastery or an empty campus.  Xueluo is silent, like an eternal silence, in the past world

    The sky is becoming more and more scattered, white and empty, like the future we have all seen

    Xia Shu, you really have no nostalgia at all?

    Xia Shu, even if I am wrong again, can it reach this point?

    Xia Shu, have you ever thought about what should I do who loves you so much after you left so angry?

    Will that white figure who used to squat in the corner think of the girl who said to be a shadow in such a snowy day?  Does that person who could laugh heartlessly before now feel a little cold and miss the warmth?

    Xia Shu, I really lost you

    You just put an end to our story so easily. In the prehistoric and chaotic world, the dust and shadows are flashy, with helpless despair and death lamenting, and only gray is left in the end.

    Destroyed youth, weary years, the lush pine forest, staggered into curtains, covering the winding path, still echoing our laughter, but those people and things are now a fleeting cloud, an elegy  When the world is over, there is nothing left

    When I got home, the snow had already fallen all over my body. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Feiran holding the phone in his hand with a nervous expression on his face. When he saw me coming back, he threw the phone away, rushed over and asked me nervously, "As good as you are."  Where the fuck did you go?  I haven't seen anyone for a whole day, and I can't get through the phone. I thought something happened to you!

    I looked at her reddish eyes, smiled at her, and said, I'm fine, I walked outside and figured it out, and came back.

    The snow melted and flowed down my neck. It was so cold that I couldn't help but sneeze.With a shiver, Feiran hastily took off the clothes on my body, and I felt like laughing inexplicably when I saw her flustered figure.

    I said, Feiran, you can call Hanru and ask her to come back. I don¡¯t want Xia Shu, but you can¡¯t want me, right?

    Fei Ran turned her head and said with a strange expression that she had gone to Shanghai.

    I suddenly panicked, as if everyone was going to leave me. I said, Na Feiran, you won¡¯t leave. If you leave too, I will really be left alone The voice was urgent, blurting out.

    Feiran paused for a moment, then lowered his head and put all the clothes I just changed into the laundry basket, and said while tidying up, okay, don¡¯t pretend to be melancholy and sad here, it¡¯s like parting from life and death, hurry up and wash it for me  Wash and then get under the quilt, which saves me from looking upset.  The tone was the same as that of Hanru before, which made me feel very uncomfortable. I said, Feiran, you are the one who loves me the most.

    She didn't turn her head back, don't blame me if she catches a cold if she doesn't take a bath again!

    I laughed, watching her figure go back and forth in the busyness, my heart suddenly warmed up.  I said, Xia Shu, it¡¯s no big deal for you, just go away, I still have Feiran, and I¡¯m not nothing if my mother loses love, right?  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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