After sending the text message, I turned off the phone, and I started to search for clothes. At noon, Fei Ran came back from the outside, saw me and frowned and said, why are you so nervous? Can you stop making a mess at home all the time?
I smiled at her, took a skirt in my hand and stood in front of the fitting mirror and asked her, Fei Ran, do you think this dress looks good?
Fei Ran frowned, you are just at that hour, what are you going to do in the afternoon? Can I ask you not to torment yourself like this? Once you have an accident, everyone around you will suffer with you, so can't you think about us?
I ignored her question and said on my own, Xia Shu likes white the most. He always smiled at me when I wore white clothes before, and he will definitely smile at me today too!
Feiran's face suddenly changed, shit, Ru, you have to get f*cking crazy and pretend, don't be crazy here!
I pouted aggrievedly, and I said, how crazy am I, I still have a date with Xia Shu in the afternoon. After I finished speaking, I laughed again, and I said, Feiran, do you think I will like this Natsuki?
Fei Ran with a livid face grabbed the skirt from my hand and threw it on the ground, Ru, can you wake up? He, Xia Shu, even publicly stated that he doesn't want you anymore, and you still stick to it? I beg you, save yourself some self-esteem!
Feiran's words burned into my heart like a red iron, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't help myself, so I could only laugh. I smiled and lowered my head to pick up the skirt on the ground, patted it and said, Feiran, don't get dirty, this afternoon I still have to wear it, and I will get it at three o'clock, and it will be too late to wash it.
Feiran's face turned blue and white, and he burst out a sentence for a long time, Ru, you are so fucking cheap! After finishing speaking, she slammed the door and went out. Her back was extremely decisive, like the People's Liberation Army going to die, it reminded me of Xia Shu at that time.
My stomach started hurting again.
I hugged my skirt and squatted down, buried my head in the clothes and said, Feiran, I really love him, why don¡¯t you understand?
I stood at the gate of the playground and waited. I arrived at two o'clock. I was afraid that Xia Shu would come back early and that he would wait for me.
I was wearing the white dress I found out in the morning, with my bare face facing the sky, and I stood in the crowd, looking very clean, I thought to myself, when I see Natsuki, what should I say first?
I didn't start to panic until three o'clock. I looked at the people coming and going on the street without blinking my eyes, for fear that Xia Shu would walk by in front of me if I blinked. I thought, Xia Shu, Are you stuck in traffic?
When the alarm clock struck four times, I began to despair, watching the increasingly rare flow of people, my body became cold bit by bit. The sky did not know when it started to rain lightly, and everyone on the road ran quickly.
The rain was falling, and the thin water droplets began to thicken and swell, and a few drops of water began to gather into one drop of water, and then the bean-sized raindrops fell from the sky, hitting the body, causing pain.
In the past, when I was acting like a baby, I always put my arms around Xia Shu's neck and said, if you don't want me, I will die.
I looked at the pouring rain in front of me and said, Xia Shu, do you really think that I won't do stupid things for you?
The rain kept falling, and there was no tendency to stop. I stood in the rain and stared at the pedestrians running in front of me, losing all sense. I looked at the playground in the heavy rain and thought, Xia Shu, you won¡¯t feel bad when you see me like this when you come here later?
I don't know how long I waited, but suddenly Feiran's voice came from my ear, I turned around, saw Feiran driving a car parked in front of me, opened the window and shouted at me, Ru, are you fucking crazy? Do you want pneumonia?
Half of her body leaned out of the car and was quickly soaked in the heavy rain. I looked at her nervous look, smiled at her, and said, no, I'm waiting for Natsuki.
All of a sudden, I heard the sound of a car door being slammed shut. Yan Liang came around from the back of the car, walked up to me quickly, and pulled me into the car.
Immediately I struggled as if I had been kidnapped, and I said, I won¡¯t leave, if Xia Shu comes later and doesn¡¯t see me, I should be anxious!
Yan Liang turned around and yelled at me, stop fucking talking nonsense! Get me in the car!
I was also in a hurry, I shook him off and said, I won't get in the car, I have to wait for Xia Shu¡ª¡ª
As soon as the voice fell, a slap came over, and it fell straight on my face. There was a "slap", which sounded very crisp, and I was slapped on my back. Yan Liang yelled over there, if you are going to die, you have to die at home! Don't embarrass me here!
After speaking, he opened the car door and pushed me hard, and I fell into the car.
I looked at the cement building speeding past beside me, and my heart seemed to become far away with the passing scenery. I touched the foggy glass and murmured, Xia Shu, why are you so cruel, so cruel?Can you just watch me die?
All the way was silent.
When the car was almost home, I saw that Yan Liang sitting next to me was covered in water like me. I looked at him stupidly and asked, Yan Liang, did I cry, or do I feel that you are so special? wet?
Yan Liang froze, turned to look at me and said, it's not that I'm wet, it's that your heart is wet.
After he said this, I really cried, my face was cold, and I couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears. After a while, I smiled and scolded him with tears in my eyes, Yan Liang, what do you think Xia Shu can't find me when he goes back?
Yan Liang reached out and hugged me and said, don't be like this, Xiaoru, don't be like this
I felt a little awkward at the time, and I wanted to say, I mean it, why didn't anyone believe me?
When I got home, Fei Ran pushed me to the bathroom and put water on me to take a bath. I was lying in the bathtub, looking at Feiran who was giving me a towel, I felt very uncomfortable for some reason, I said, Feiran, change your clothes, you are soaked through!
Feiran turned to stare at me, with red eyes, looked at me with a bit of hatred and said, when you stop self-abuse, I will be at ease for the rest of my life!
Before I finished a sentence, I burst into tears again.
She stretched out her arms and hugged me and said, Xiao Ru, don't torment yourself like this, it hurts me so much.
I nodded desperately behind her, but she didn't see it. She buried her head on my shoulder, holding my body trembling non-stop, as if trembling in my heart, the pain was so painful that I couldn't make a sound. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com